lasecke (lasecke) wrote,
@ 2015-02-23 13:53:00

ooc contact; comments screened
drop stuff here. someday this will be fancy.

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vaun
2017-03-06 05:13 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO I DIDN'T READ ANY OF HIS STUFF, trust me i was too focused on my own shit so i read cole's custom in sol's journal to see how bad the damage was gonna be basically trying to convince myself this is fine, i literally forgot about the ooc custom until like 5 minutes ago and realized all that time i could have been vomiting over it and god was looking out for me. cause YOU i trust entirely, there could be a 6 page manifesto about hating me in there and i'd be like "yeah, no, that's cool, it's fine" everyone else? NO TRUST AT ALL NONE. so i KNOW they read it and well...that's on them.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 05:19 pm UTC (link)

sigh hugs you. well, the good news is all of it is closed off now. i kept you, tavy, and the mod journal added, and will get the rest figured out later. because lmfao shit was popping off from like...2014 friends lists and i was NOT READY. idk man, i've got reservations about it getting better, but i've got that gj abandonment complex, so mostly i'm just glad to have a way to get in contact with people now in case it really does go belly up.

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vaun
2017-03-06 05:32 pm UTC (link)

ALSO i'm realizing some old journals have got unlocked too, GODDAMIT. like what the fuck, jaz's, nate's, like journals i haven't used in a year even had a friend's list again. not that i think anyone notices, but if you want any of those locked again sigh.

LMFAO i was not ready either, at all, not prepared to wake up to this on my off day, but whatever. we're here now, holds your hands. and yeah i wondered that too, but now we have dw journals? and that's pretty stable i think, there's also rabb.it too in case things crash.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 05:34 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO OH GOOD just casually leaves all of my worst characters open with all of my secrets that i've shared with you. i'ma lock them up, mostly for ooc custom's sake. one of our mutual slps got in contact with me and was a little too jazzed about stuff being open and i'm like GIRL NOT TODAY. not. to. day. i'll get bran and casey locked up at least for sure, but idr, are there any other journals we shared that people we rp with now knew about?

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	lasecke 2017-03-06 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	oop, good fix, nm. it's offline again. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vaun 2017-03-06 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	RIGHT LIKE WHY DIDN'T HE DO THIS AN HOUR AGO BEFORE I GOT PRIVACY HIVES. anyway this is fine, this is totally cool, 2pm is a great time to start drinking sangria, this is like me living my best rp life. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lasecke
2017-03-06 05:39 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO IT'S TRUE. in the meantime, pls let me discuss all my future plans with you while i grade papers and dick around in photoshop. for example: turning judge into a giant hairy bear of a man while doubling down on his whole issue. (rp confessions part deux: when we were talking about universes we would like, i wished so bad judge and cole could be friends because 1. he's smarter than sol and would make better conversations and 2. he would have guided him through his mental health struggles like a fucking boss. knowing that this can't be because ana accidentally(?) tricked him into coming into her life at the LITERAL WORST POSSIBLE TIME, my hope is that someday, perhaps in some other universe, he and one of your characters can be friends.

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vaun
2017-03-06 05:49 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO don't count cole's ridiculously vengeful and masochistic nature out, cause if you think he hasn't TOTALLY considered (and still might) befriending judge just to shake ana and also be a weirdo creep who has to be close to him if he's dating his baby mama, you are mistaken. he will do it, and what he wouldn't expect is liking him as much as i think he would. actually....i super want this to happen now, this is exactly the kind of weird shit i rp for now, so. also someday we can discuss my weird obsession with shipping jaz with literally every person you play, male or female. at this point it's like a contest for me to see if i can do it, spoiler alert: i can, every time.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 05:53 pm UTC (link)

yes. yes yes yes yes yes yes yes oh my god, yes. YES PLEASE DO IT because like. literally all he knows is what ana tells him and what he did on an obsessive googling deep dive one night (#anxiety) and oh my god i need this in my life, because he would really like him too? and is probably the least threatening presence to their relationship because he's like "shrug you pumped a baby in her and she's in love with you, you win every time, bro." AND THIS IS SO GOOD BECAUSE I SHIP HER WITH ALL MY CHARACTERS TOO? like, i ship her with judge real bad, but not as bad as i did with sol, and would have shipped her so hard with eiley...and then bran and look it's a problem BUT lmfao if you ever feel like the ultimate flaky fun thing, i will absolutely create a "jaz's harem" psl where i just swap in and out to see how different shit is. I WILL MAKE UP CHARACTERS JUST TO SHIP WITH HER IF I HAVE TO, WATCH ME

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vaun
2017-03-06 06:29 pm UTC (link)

also i randomly get a little snippet IDK I MIGHT HAVE MENTIONED THIS BEFORE of matt and lilly and all the fucked up ways he would use her but not sexually?? like for comfort, and just torture her emotionally in this fucked up protege relationship but he also takes care of her and they basically live out a dom/sub relationship that is not even sexual anymore and more like a father daughter thing and it's so fucked up and uncomfortable but i love thinking about it?? idk IDK

and yeah, the funny thing is he did the same with judge, googling him and combing their public interactions. and like he talked to sj a little about his issues with it, and they're not at all with judge so that friendship honestly wouldn't be that hard to initiate, cause all his issues with it are with ana and her timing and their general issues.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 06:46 pm UTC (link)

UH WOW, I LOVE THAT TOO, AND AM NEVER NOT OKAY WITH MATT COSTELLO COMING BACK INTO MY LIFE??? because yeah, i always imagined that when she made the leap into sex work, instead of sex work adjacent (which i'd always planned to be in her future) she would take to it really adeptly and whatever relationship she had with him would be a huge part of it. and the idea of it devolving (evolving??? idk it would be fucked up either way) into this D/s relationship with obligation and weird dedication that made the inside of their house/office look like some kind of weird gothic drama is my d r e a m. bless you for bringing this thought back into my life.

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	lasecke 2017-03-06 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	also lmfao another fucking dumb, dramatic psl we could do someday is redoing ayto or bachelor in paradise or something like that but with all our old messy characters THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THROUGH i have so many ideas and all of them involve smushing our characters together like barbies in idiotic situations (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

vaun
2017-03-06 06:10 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO OH GOD THAT WOULD BE AMAZING, tbh i was a little salty about making a dude character for ayto at first then i really liked him and was salty about not getting to play his dumb ass, so there's a thing that could also happen. whatever plays barbies with you forever. you mentioning magical realism last night sent me on a fucking wiki and article binge while falling asleep and now i also want that and to write one of judge's hallucination friends and analyze the character based on what part of his personality or id or trauma that it satisfies.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 06:15 pm UTC (link)

G O D THIS IS WHY I LOVE YOU YOU ARE SO SMART AND PERFECT so. >.> 1. let's do that thing. we can do it on dw if we're worried about getting caught or we can...not. i can still chad salazar the shit out of p much anything. and 2. let's write the shit out of some magical realism omg. and if you ever want to read about ricardo the vampire, who is the embodiment of both judge's insecurities and also of Depression Voice™️, i would love to show you sometime. ...and by "love to show you sometime" i mean "have been posting it for his narratives because i'm lazy," BUT STILL I WOULD LOVE THAT SO MUCH. in general, i'm so intrigued by the idea of a relationship between a person and some manifestation of their psyche, and what it might look like, and how that relationship might build. so yes. yes, yes, yes, absolutely yes. let's do any and all of those things.

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	lasecke 2017-03-06 06:16 pm UTC (link)
	omg i didn't finish my first sentence, i got two excited and moved on to the second. "i can chad salazar the shit out of some dramatic folks in a big house." and THEN all the other stuff. :( i'm smart, but i'm hype, i swear (Reply to this)(Parent)

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