ed mcmillan (likeatree) wrote,
@ 2011-08-22 22:29:00

Sunday January 21, 2011 7:35pm
~~Girlfriend? GIRLFRIEND? Why the fuck is she still dating that douche?~~

Private to Ashleigh

You're still seeing Aaron?

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	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	Keeping something from me is being dishonest, regardless of your reasons. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know what you want me to say, Ed. I didn't think you would ever want me, so I didn't say anything. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 07:45 pm UTC (link)
	You should have told me. This isn't going to work if I can't trust you to be honest with me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know what you want me to say. I've lied to you very few times in my life. If you can't overlook the fact that I let my self-consciousness get the better of me... I don't know. Until recently, I had no reason to believe that you would ever want a girl like me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 08:00 pm UTC (link)
	You said you didn't tell me because I was dealing with a lot. Now you say it's your self-consciousness. Which one of those was a lie? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	They're both true. Originally, I didn't tell you because you lived in Georgia. You've had a lot to deal with since you moved here. I didn't want to make matters worse by throwing myself at you... especially when I didn't think you could ever want a girl like me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 08:09 pm UTC (link)
	But that's not the whole reason you didn't tell me, so it was still a dishonest statement. You have to tell me the whole truth, Ash. How am I supposed to keep trusting you, otherwise? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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girlnextdoor
2011-08-23 08:14 pm UTC (link)

Fine, Ed.

You want to hear how I've been in love with you since I developed hormones? How I never thought you could love me because I'm not pretty enough or smart enough or WHATEVER ELSE enough? You want me to tell you how my mother taunts me and tells me that you could never love me... that I'll never compare to the skanks you spend your time with? How I cried myself to sleep after I watched you press Libby against the side of her car and kiss her like... well, like you'd been ~~doing what you'd been doing~~ fucking? Want to hear about how Dari practically attacked me to show me that I'm desirable because I didn't think that YOU could ever want someone like ME?

Is that honest enough for you?

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	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 08:21 pm UTC (link)
	If that's the truth, then yes. ~~Are you INSANE?~~ If you'd told me you felt that way, I could have told you no one could begin to compare to you. Someone like YOU? How could I possibly love anybody ELSE? Libby.. everyone else.. was a distraction. I was using them. I didn't want to use you the same way. I didn't want to risk losing you just to get off. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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girlnextdoor
2011-08-23 08:37 pm UTC (link)

It's all true.

Alright. I'll be sure to rush right out there the next time you have Libby pinned against the side of her car. I'll tell you that you might as well punch me in the stomach because that's what it feels like when I have to watch you with her or anyone else.

You didn't want to risk losing me. I didn't want to risk losing you.

And... if you had feelings for me, you should've said something.

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	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	There's not going to be a next time. Not if I have you. I didn't know. Not until I kissed you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 08:56 pm UTC (link)
	I'm yours, Ed. I've always been yours. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	Good. So, no more Aaron, okay? I don't want to share. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. I'll talk to him. And you were never sharing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I was. He calls you his girlfriend. That's pretty much sharing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	I just meant... he hasn't touched me... not since we started fooling around. You weren't sharing me... not like that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 09:49 pm UTC (link)
	Do you really think that's all I care about? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 09:51 pm UTC (link)
	No. That's not what I meant. I just wanted you to know that... that you've been the only one. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 10:00 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad, but it wouldn't change anything if I wasn't. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	Like I said, I just wanted you to know that you're... well, I've pretty much breathed you since that kiss. There hasn't been anyone else. Not like that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	Good. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash likeatree 2011-08-23 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	You should come over. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 10:08 pm UTC (link)
	Now? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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	Ed/Ash girlnextdoor 2011-08-23 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	I'm going to grab a shower and get ready for bed. I'll see you in the morning. We should get breakfast or something. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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