Konan (order) wrote,
@ 2010-06-15 00:15:00

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[waiting to be picked up outside her apartment, saving Hashirama the trouble of walking up five flights of stairs to her door since there's no elevator here. is wearing a simple little black dress, hugging her arms close and holding onto her clutch purse, feeling out of place looking so nice while people walk around so casually. isn't used to going on dates like this, but has been getting used to it, and of course has a mission tonight but that can wait... is looking forward to these little dates.]

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order
2010-06-29 04:40 am UTC (link)

... [shifts to stand in front of him, cupping his cheeks and looking up at him, almost searchingly. isn't sure what she's looking for, but just wants to see something there.] ... [can tell he's talking about finding Madara, and is pretty sure Madara would be pleased to hear Hashirama is putting his life on hold, all for him. leans up, pressing a soft kiss to his lips, having to get on her tip-toes to reach.] You can't let it control your entire life... do what you can, when you can, but don't let it define you. The line between passion and obsession is thin, but once it's obsession... you only hurt yourself. I don't want to see you hurt.

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codefive
2010-06-29 04:53 am UTC (link)

I've gone too far now to just back off. No one knows him the way that I do. He has this game of cat and mouse built up and if I pull back, no one else is able to handle that. It has to be me or... [stops when he hears himself speaking. whoa... that really is... is it passion or obsession? Madara has an obsession with him for his own reason, he killed his brother after all and he wanted to get revenge for it... but in return, he was giving him the same.] ... You're right. I should... reconsider it.

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	order 2010-06-29 05:07 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to give it up, but... do think about it. If it's worth losing your life over. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-29 05:12 am UTC (link)
	A lot has happened already... people I love have already been targeted. My life is not what they are after, they are after the ones close to me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-06-29 05:24 am UTC (link)
	[rubs thumbs over his cheeks, able to feel the tension and stress in his cheeks. how could Madara do this to someone so kind?] ... I don't know the full story on this, I want to be able to help. Whatever you're trapped in... I'm sorry it's hurting you so much. If someone is after your loved ones then that's... unacceptable. Nobody deserves that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-29 05:37 am UTC (link)
	I made some mistakes, a lot of them and this is my repercussion. It was something I did, I want them to come after me. I am worried... about you too. What if he finds out and comes after you. I'm being selfish, wanting to be close to someone when your life potentially can be at risk. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-06-29 05:45 am UTC (link)
	I can take care of myself. I'm not helpless... and you're a hero, right? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-29 05:57 am UTC (link)
	I am. Thank you for not running scared. I'm used to sorting things out by myself but it does feel good to let it out once in a while. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-06-29 12:43 pm UTC (link)
	It is a bit scary, I won't lie... but I don't want to think about never talking to you again, just for my own protection. And you have this look about you, when you talk about work... that says you'd die for it. That's what scares me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-29 01:27 pm UTC (link)
	... Do I really have that impression? [then again, maybe that is true. no, that couldn't be. he wouldn't go to that much lengths to see a man in prison...] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-06-29 01:47 pm UTC (link)
	You seem like a man who is dedicated to all things, good or bad for him... whoever this is, leading you around, they might be abusing that. [tip-toes again, giving him another soft kiss, wanting to hold it but loses balance after a moment, clinging to him tightly to regain composure.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-29 01:53 pm UTC (link)
	[you really are short. it's so cute. holds around waist to keep upright, smiling and looking down.] I will have to rethink about what I am doing. [since it is much of an effort for her, he will lean down and hold that kiss instead.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-06-29 02:01 pm UTC (link)
	I will have to rethink my life, too. My choices... I don't want to feel alone, either. [knows she's not alone, but that won't stop the feeling.] I think maybe I... want to be with you. It's too soon to say that, isn't it? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-06-29 02:14 pm UTC (link)

[maybe that it is too soon too fast, way too fast. this sounds like the thing where you fall in love supposedly and two weeks later, you are married and then divorced in two weeks. this couldn't be happening... and yet, there are really strong feelings towards her.] I understand completely. [holds her tiny little hands cupped together between his big ones.] Normally, I would say it's too fast. I don't want fast, I want to take it slow but with you, I feel alive, happy for the first time in a while. Maybe we should take a step back and maybe we shouldn't. I don't want to miss out on a chance... with you.

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	order 2010-06-29 02:25 pm UTC (link)
	Isn't life supposed to be about taking risks, chances? It feels nice, this whole thing, going on dates and everything. I don't want to miss a chance, either. I want to do this, even if it's foolish, I should be foolish once in my life, right? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-29 02:50 pm UTC (link)
	Then I will be foolish with you. Insane is perhaps the better way to put it. And yet, it feels so right. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-06-30 01:40 am UTC (link)
	I feel as if we should be running through the rain right now... don't you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-30 01:42 am UTC (link)
	[looks up.] There should be a light shower starting up right about... now. [nothing... clear skies.] Or I could kiss you and give you a happy hug. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-06-30 01:49 am UTC (link)
	We could always find a sprinkler. Or your plan works, too. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-06-30 02:32 am UTC (link)
	I like the backup plan just as much. [lightly strokes his finger underneath her chin, tilting it up to get the better angle. presses his lips against hers tenderly, not going all out straight into a tongue and slurp but not keeping it so chaste the longer it is held, getting that hug in early, arms around each side, holding her close.] (Reply to this)(Parent)

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