Konan (order) wrote,
@ 2010-11-29 02:55:00

[003?]
[waiting for big strong man to get back from work, wearing a cute dress, pacing back and forth and waiting for the third pregnancy test of the day to finish. figured if the first said it was positive, then it was worth a second try just to make sure ... and then there's the chance maybe it's s fluke so just one more! has since tidied up Hashirama's kitchen some, so the table is nice and clear except for the two positive pregnancy tests lined up on a napkin. oh god, is really pregnant. is super pregnant. feels her stomach, like it's gonna suddenly pop out of there. they had sex once, just once, and it knocked her up. figures.]

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codefive
2010-11-29 07:51 am UTC (link)

[if only he knew what he was waiting to come home to then he would have rushed through traffic or ran out of the office to be there for her while she took the tests. knew this day was coming up and the pressure of that alone was making his belly rumble with butterflies. Konan had that radiant look to her, didn't she? Tobirama pointed it out to him with a whisper after their meal together while she went into the kitchen and brought out dessert. wasn't surprised to see her when he came home especially since she was spending most nights over there. he called out that he was home but still checked the outside making sure that no one was following him and crept quietly around the house, opening up the doors for each room and peeking inside. the day he stopped doing that would be the day that someone was in the house so he wasn't going to stop.] Sorry I got caught in traffic. Have you been wait-... [those sticks, are those what he thinks they are?]

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	order 2010-11-29 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	[holds out the test with two plus signs on it.] I've tried it three times. It's positive each time ... [he looks startled. please don't hate the baby. ;_; love your offspring.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-11-29 09:43 pm UTC (link)

We only had sex once... [health education all over again, the warning that one time without a condom and it could all be over with and you have a baby coming your way. they have a baby coming their way.] ... I'm going to be a father... [gives it some time to sink in, repeating that in his head, he is going to be a father. looks up at, a little misty eyed. moves in quickly and gives her a big hug.]

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order
2010-11-29 09:57 pm UTC (link)

Sometimes once is all it takes ... [gives him a moment to let it sink in. had all day to adjust to the idea, and while it's scary it's also really exciting. but also just scary because what's going to happen to this child? will Madara take it? will Pein hurt it? will it ever be safe? there's so many reasons to not bring a child into this world right now, especially between them. she's supposed to be the inside man, getting all of his personal details and passing them on, and there was was sleeping with the enemy. but pitying him just got her pregnant. and now they have an enormous mess and for a moment it looks like he's not keen on the idea at all, but then comes the big hug. relaxes so much and hugs him back, nuzzling into the crook of his neck to kiss under his ear. is really happy to be pregnant, though. what girl hasn't thought of holding a cute little baby, dressing it, cradling it to sleep? it's a dream come true just in horrible circumstances.] We're going to have a baby. [repeats, knowing it's okay to talk openly now because she already disabled the transmitter in the rooms. though everything was left there, because she wasn't quite sure how to get rid of it.]

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	codefive 2010-11-29 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	[hearing her say it makes it more real and believable. there is no amount of words to describe how happy he is, over the moon, he wants to jump up and down with excitement.] We are. [wants to kiss her all over, kisses head because that is the only thing he can at the moment, cupping her cheeks and pulling away enough to smother her with more kisses.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-11-29 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	[shares his elation, letting herself be kissed all over, not able to really give any in return since he's giving too many, but laughs softly as he continues, able to forget the bad things for the moment.] I take it you're happy. [teases, rubbing up his back.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-11-29 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	I am, I really am. I've thought about it and I had my own reasons to be apprehensive about this, about bringing a child into the world but your parents only help to shape you into who you become but it's not definitive. [it worked with his parents, they went totally the opposite.] I am overjoyed. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-11-30 12:03 am UTC (link)
	We've only got eight months to prepare ... that's less than a year. Do I ... do I move in? Do we keep the baby at my apartment? [this is important. a baby shouldn't live in a split environment.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-11-30 12:29 am UTC (link)
	I haven't seen your house before. How big is it? I think we should live together. I want a healthy environment for them. I don't have much of a stable place with my hours but I could have someone close by at all times. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-11-30 12:35 am UTC (link)
	Not much bigger than yours. Do I ... quit my job? When the baby is born? Someone should be there to care for him or her at all times, right? [rubs her tummy again. baaaaby.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-11-30 01:11 am UTC (link)

If you don't mind that. My career doesn't allow me to take time off and come and go but I'm not saying that yours does... [notices the belly rubbing, not too sure it its okay to touch yet because they aren't exactly a couple couple and she may be touchy or delicate because he did suggest to get rid of it before... cautiously moves forward and puts his hand on her tummy.]

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	order 2010-11-30 01:24 am UTC (link)
	[can see he's being genuine about excitement, so leans back to let him touch.] You can't feel anything yet, I guess that takes a few months ... I need to start a proper diet for optimum development nutrition. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-11-30 01:28 am UTC (link)

I will get any information we need, I will attend those classes with you where you breathe a lot. [and it's okay that they aren't in love, love, isn't it? he felt the connection with her to begin with that was really strong and intense. those feelings will grow eventually. this should be the moment where they hug and kiss each other and kiss some more and say how much they love each other. maybe they can have that one day.] Every step of the way, I'm going to be there and experience it all with you.

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order
2010-11-30 01:55 am UTC (link)

[well, even if they're never in love, love, there's a baby now! you've been trapped, sucker.] I'm so relieved. I thought that ... you wouldn't want to do this with me. It's all so sudden, but I don't believe in mistakes like this. I think it happened for a reason, between you and I. I don't know what the reason is, but I'm happy that ... I'm not going home alone tonight. [kisses his cheek.]

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	codefive 2010-11-30 04:16 am UTC (link)
	You can have dinner here and stay here for the night and we can go back to your place tomorrow and start bring your things over thats if you want to stay here. No pressure since you said your house is just as big as mine. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-11-30 06:15 am UTC (link)
	We do have eight months after all ... But I should probably be more honest with you now, there's ... The man I was with before, I don't know if, necessarily, having a child there is safe ... Maybe I'm being paranoid. I'm thinking too far into the future. I just want our baby to be safe. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-11-30 10:38 am UTC (link)
	Has he been harassing you? How long for? [serious cop mode. no one is getting their hands on his child and his... girlfriend?] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-01 04:05 am UTC (link)
	... Not so much harassing, just sometimes he pops by. If I had a baby, I don't know what he'd do. I'm probably overthinking. Don't worry about it. [worry about it. omg, worry.] Let's just be happy in this moment. Before I get chubby and crave pickles and ice cream. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-01 04:53 am UTC (link)
	[will be keeping this on an active thought, very active to start following this up but they can't let his moment ruined by this. not today.] I'm looking forward to seeing you all chubby and craving pickles, I can only imagine how beautiful and radiant you will be. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-01 04:55 am UTC (link)
	The glow of a pregnant woman is ... I used to always envy it. Now it's happening to me. I haven't even noticed a change. Do I look different? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-01 05:15 am UTC (link)
	You do. [rubs her cheek softly with the back of his hand.] You can see the happiness, it shows even when you don't smile. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-01 05:16 am UTC (link)
	Will you still think I'm beautiful when I'm throwing up every morning and demanding a very specific type of chocolate? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-01 06:33 am UTC (link)
	I will try my best and I will try my hardest to make you feel beautiful about yourself. [eek, this is that questioning that you can't run from but look, no pause. not thinking of the right thing to say to make you happy.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-02 04:57 am UTC (link)
	[laughs softly.] You don't have to give perfect answers, you know. I can take it like a man. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-02 07:57 am UTC (link)
	How about I come and bring you a bucket of icecream and two spoons and we can both sit down together and eat all of those funky toppings together. You can make fun at my face cringing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)