Konan (order) wrote,
@ 2010-11-29 02:55:00

[003?]
[waiting for big strong man to get back from work, wearing a cute dress, pacing back and forth and waiting for the third pregnancy test of the day to finish. figured if the first said it was positive, then it was worth a second try just to make sure ... and then there's the chance maybe it's s fluke so just one more! has since tidied up Hashirama's kitchen some, so the table is nice and clear except for the two positive pregnancy tests lined up on a napkin. oh god, is really pregnant. is super pregnant. feels her stomach, like it's gonna suddenly pop out of there. they had sex once, just once, and it knocked her up. figures.]

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	order 2010-11-30 12:03 am UTC (link)
	We've only got eight months to prepare ... that's less than a year. Do I ... do I move in? Do we keep the baby at my apartment? [this is important. a baby shouldn't live in a split environment.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-11-30 12:29 am UTC (link)
	I haven't seen your house before. How big is it? I think we should live together. I want a healthy environment for them. I don't have much of a stable place with my hours but I could have someone close by at all times. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-11-30 12:35 am UTC (link)
	Not much bigger than yours. Do I ... quit my job? When the baby is born? Someone should be there to care for him or her at all times, right? [rubs her tummy again. baaaaby.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-11-30 01:11 am UTC (link)

If you don't mind that. My career doesn't allow me to take time off and come and go but I'm not saying that yours does... [notices the belly rubbing, not too sure it its okay to touch yet because they aren't exactly a couple couple and she may be touchy or delicate because he did suggest to get rid of it before... cautiously moves forward and puts his hand on her tummy.]

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	order 2010-11-30 01:24 am UTC (link)
	[can see he's being genuine about excitement, so leans back to let him touch.] You can't feel anything yet, I guess that takes a few months ... I need to start a proper diet for optimum development nutrition. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-11-30 01:28 am UTC (link)

I will get any information we need, I will attend those classes with you where you breathe a lot. [and it's okay that they aren't in love, love, isn't it? he felt the connection with her to begin with that was really strong and intense. those feelings will grow eventually. this should be the moment where they hug and kiss each other and kiss some more and say how much they love each other. maybe they can have that one day.] Every step of the way, I'm going to be there and experience it all with you.

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order
2010-11-30 01:55 am UTC (link)

[well, even if they're never in love, love, there's a baby now! you've been trapped, sucker.] I'm so relieved. I thought that ... you wouldn't want to do this with me. It's all so sudden, but I don't believe in mistakes like this. I think it happened for a reason, between you and I. I don't know what the reason is, but I'm happy that ... I'm not going home alone tonight. [kisses his cheek.]

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	codefive 2010-11-30 04:16 am UTC (link)
	You can have dinner here and stay here for the night and we can go back to your place tomorrow and start bring your things over thats if you want to stay here. No pressure since you said your house is just as big as mine. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-11-30 06:15 am UTC (link)
	We do have eight months after all ... But I should probably be more honest with you now, there's ... The man I was with before, I don't know if, necessarily, having a child there is safe ... Maybe I'm being paranoid. I'm thinking too far into the future. I just want our baby to be safe. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-11-30 10:38 am UTC (link)
	Has he been harassing you? How long for? [serious cop mode. no one is getting their hands on his child and his... girlfriend?] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-01 04:05 am UTC (link)
	... Not so much harassing, just sometimes he pops by. If I had a baby, I don't know what he'd do. I'm probably overthinking. Don't worry about it. [worry about it. omg, worry.] Let's just be happy in this moment. Before I get chubby and crave pickles and ice cream. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-01 04:53 am UTC (link)
	[will be keeping this on an active thought, very active to start following this up but they can't let his moment ruined by this. not today.] I'm looking forward to seeing you all chubby and craving pickles, I can only imagine how beautiful and radiant you will be. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-01 04:55 am UTC (link)
	The glow of a pregnant woman is ... I used to always envy it. Now it's happening to me. I haven't even noticed a change. Do I look different? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-01 05:15 am UTC (link)
	You do. [rubs her cheek softly with the back of his hand.] You can see the happiness, it shows even when you don't smile. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-01 05:16 am UTC (link)
	Will you still think I'm beautiful when I'm throwing up every morning and demanding a very specific type of chocolate? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-01 06:33 am UTC (link)
	I will try my best and I will try my hardest to make you feel beautiful about yourself. [eek, this is that questioning that you can't run from but look, no pause. not thinking of the right thing to say to make you happy.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-02 04:57 am UTC (link)
	[laughs softly.] You don't have to give perfect answers, you know. I can take it like a man. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-02 07:57 am UTC (link)
	How about I come and bring you a bucket of icecream and two spoons and we can both sit down together and eat all of those funky toppings together. You can make fun at my face cringing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-03 05:52 am UTC (link)
	That sounds ... romantic, actually. [cups his cheek. don't say nice things.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-03 08:19 am UTC (link)
	I want you to know that I will be there with you, every step of the way, not just because we have a baby to think about but because I want you in my life. The longer I'm around you, the quicker I am falling in love with you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-04 03:19 pm UTC (link)
	Falling in love ... [repeats, rubbing his cheek.] I think, me too. [wishes she could explain her full situation. but knows it's a horrible idea. some secrets are made to be kept, but knows this one can't be kept forever. just wants to enjoy herself. shouldn't have to ask permission to enjoy herself and be happy.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-04 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	[is really happy to hear that. gives her a soft kiss on her lips and then the corner of her mouth.] Come on, lets get out of here and do something fun together. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-05 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	Where should we go? [is already dressed cutely, just needs a jacket since it's chilly out.] Romantic dinner? Walk in the park? Or go ... look at baby clothes? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-12-05 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	How about all three? There is time for all of that, if you don't mind me having a quick shower first. [just got home from work so smelly.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	order 2010-12-05 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	[a quick shower, huh ... you know, is already pregnant, and they say making love is the easiest way to form a quick bond and knows he's a man who still has needs and it'll get to a point where she can't satisfy those fully while pregnant and ... well, sweaty guys fresh from work is kind of a turn on. :( ] Can I come with you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)