Remus J. Lupin (passthegoethe) wrote,
@ 2008-08-09 00:49:00

Remus didn't know what to do. It had been almost a week since Sirius had come to visit, and Remus just couldn't stop thinking about it. He liked Sirius, he was fairly certain. And if he went by his recent dreams, he really liked Sirius. He couldn't stop thinking about the way their mouths fit together or the feeling that would go down his spine whenever Sirius made a noise. It was rather obnoxious, really. And what was even more obnoxious was how much Remus just wanted to see Sirius again.

Oh Merlin. He really was hopeless, wasn't he?

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passthegoethe
2008-08-09 08:10 am UTC (link)

Remus didn't feel nervous at all. On the contrary, he felt very nice and quite...comfortable, oddly enough. He decided not to think about it.

Remus laughed softly into Sirius' ear. "You know, I honestly have no idea what you're talking about," he told him, resting his head on Sirius' shoulder. "And I don't think my brain would explode, either. I think it would implode."

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	sexypants 2008-08-09 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	Hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around Remus, not letting him move away from his lap. Sirius rested his head against Remus's head, frowning a little. "Why would it implode?" he asked. It was impossible to be uncomfortable with Remus treating him like this. Sirius decided that he rather liked it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 05:44 pm UTC (link)
	"Because I'm not really certain a head can explode without some sort of explosive. I think generally heads tend to implode when not acted upon by another force." Remus had no idea what he was talking about. All he could think about was the fact that Sirius had his arms around him and Remus was suddenly very relaxed. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	sexypants 2008-08-09 05:59 pm UTC (link)
	He shrugged. "I don't know, it was just in a book somewhere." A pause. "Or maybe that was just a dream, I don't know." Sirius shifted a little uncomfortably before softly running his hand down Remus's side. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 06:25 pm UTC (link)
	"Are you- should I move?" Remus asked, looking up at him. He didn't want to make Sirius uncomfortable just because he had some primal need to be held. "I can move, if you want." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	sexypants 2008-08-09 06:26 pm UTC (link)
	He shook his head, frowning as he pulled Remus closer to him. "No. I like you here." He rested his chin on Remus's shoulder. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	Remus smiled and rested his head in the crook of Sirius' neck. He couldn't imagine what they looked like, sitting on Remus' bed all tangled together. He imagined it was quite funny, really. He shifted closer to Sirius, a hand running down his side. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	sexypants 2008-08-09 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	He delicately pressed a kiss to the top of Remus's head, then stared straight ahead as he thought hard about what was happening. Delicately rubbing his back, Sirius whispered, "Hey Remus?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	Remus lifted his head slowly, pressing kisses to Sirius' neck on the way. "Yes?" he asked, his hand still running up and down Sirius' side. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	sexypants 2008-08-09 07:06 pm UTC (link)
	He smiled a little at him before continuing, "What's going to happen after this? What are we going to tell people?" Sirius didn't want to rush things, certainly not, but he was really anxious to make Remus his and no one else's. He didn't want to have to be embarrassed for having a relationship. Sirius wasn't embarrassed at all. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

passthegoethe
2008-08-09 07:24 pm UTC (link)

"Well tell people we're snogging each other's brains out." Remus didn't mind the rush. He'd always felt a strange bond with Sirius, and sometimes he couldn't always just say it was friendship. He was glad he finally figured it out. To him, they were making up for lost time, and there was no way he could possibly be embarrassed by Sirius. Well, there was but that was beside the point. "I don't know, Sirius. Do we really have to tell them anything? We could just hold hands and snog and let people make their own assumptions, you know."

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	sexypants 2008-08-09 07:27 pm UTC (link)
	Sirius nodded thoughtfully. "I think we could do that, yeah. In fact, I rather like that idea." He squeezed Remus closer to him. "So we don't tell anyone anything. And we do whatever the hell we want. I like that." He pressed a kiss to the hollow under Remus's ear. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	Remus' arms went around Sirius' waist, squeezing him back. This was all still very new and exciting to him. The kiss sent a shiver down his spine. "I thought you would," he murmured before catching Sirius' mouth in a slow, drawing kiss. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

sexypants
2008-08-09 07:37 pm UTC (link)

He responded with a soft groan as he pulled Remus close as he could, kissing him back, lingering on all the little details. Those were the best types of kisses, in Sirius's opinion, as he slowly (almost tediously, he thought to himself) brushed his lips against Remus's.

There was something incredibly alluring about kissing Remus that couldn't be said for anyone else Sirius had ever kissed. It was like a new experience ever time; he could never get sick of it, ever.

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passthegoethe
2008-08-09 07:47 pm UTC (link)

Remus made a soft noise in response and his hand curled in the front of Sirius' shirt. This was, this was indescribable to Remus. Really the only person Remus had actually kissed, much to Prongs' dismay, was Lily Evans in third year. And while that was nice, it just wasn't quite the same as kissing Sirius.

Kissing Sirius was much better, Remus decided as he turned his head to catch the other's lips from a different angle.

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	sexypants 2008-08-09 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	His palm found the small of Remus's back, and he pushed Remus closer to him. Anything to make it even more real. He languidly ran his tongue over the crease on the other boy's lips. Sirius felt himself spiraling out of control, much like he had that first night in the kitchen. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 08:12 pm UTC (link)
	Remus felt his lips part again and his tongue slide out to explore Sirius' mouth. He shifted and suddenly his legs were around Sirius' waist. Oh Merlin, he really was a whore, wasn't he? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	sexypants 2008-08-09 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	Sirius groaned, letting Remus explore his mouth for a few moments before tangling his tongue with Remus's. His hands automatically went to the other's hips, pressing gentle circles with his thumbs. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 08:42 pm UTC (link)
	Remus made another little noise. Oh Merlin. Oh Merlin. He was such a slut. This was not appropriate behavior. He should not have been sitting in Sirius Black's lap and kissing him like there would be no tomorrow. He should not move his hips towards Sirius' hands, and he should not be enjoying this. Right? Oh Merlin he was so confused. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

sexypants
2008-08-09 08:48 pm UTC (link)

Oh, but Sirius didn't mind at all. In fact, he was rather excited that Remus was this enthusiastic about this whole thing, because it made Sirius all the more happy to be doing this in the first place. He felt slightly bad because he thought that he may be corrupting his best friend just a little bit, but he was the one on top of Sirius, right? That's what Sirius was trying to convince himself of -- that it wasn't ALL his idea, it wasn't something that Remus was just going along with. He wanted it to be more than just that, so he treated it like that.

Sirius ground his hips against Remus's, trying to hide the growl that was starting to grow in his throat. Merlin, this boy was amazing.

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passthegoethe
2008-08-09 09:05 pm UTC (link)

It was something Remus wanted, whether he realized it or not. And while Sirius was corrupting him a little bit, he certainly didn't mind. Especially if it meant more hip grinding because Remus was sure he died just a little inside when Sirius did that.

Remus' hands sneaked to Sirius' hips, playing with the hem of his shirt and pressing his fingertips to the skin he found there.

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	sexypants 2008-08-09 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	Ohhh Christ, Remus. That just about killed Sirius. Sirius figured that just about now, he was asking for it and whatever he wanted to do at this point was completely fine. So he inconspicuously slid a thumb underneath the waistband of Remus's trousers. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 09:17 pm UTC (link)
	Remus' fingers pressed harder into Sirius' hips. Oh, Mary Mother of God, Sirius just put his hand inside of Remus' pants. Kind of. A little. Whatever, it still sent shock of heat through him. He detached his mouth from Sirius' to gasp for a breath. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	sexypants 2008-08-09 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	But Sirius was nowhere near done. He continued to press heated kisses along Remus's jaw, leaving rough nips and soothing kisses as he made his way down his neck. This boy meant so much to him, and Sirius didn't know how else to show it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	passthegoethe 2008-08-09 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Remus tilted his head to the side, allowing Sirius more room. His hips moved forward again and Remus heard a whimpering noise. Had he just made that noise? Oh merlin, he had. How embarrassing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)