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A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am ([info]poisonheart) wrote,
@ 2009-05-11 00:09:00

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Current location:On my bed
Current mood: hopeful
Current music:Red - Lost
Entry tags:renwal

029; I could never be the same ...

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

As I’m sure most of you know – I haven’t been keeping up with journals. Yours or Mine. From time to time I of course have checked up on you. But to be honest, since GJ went down – and we became blog nomads - distance started to grow between us.

Take this how you want to, but I’m going to make a fresh start. I won’t ask any of you to stay; If you want to stay that’s fine. I think some of you have been waiting for this, because you didn’t want to cut me.

If you choose to leave – I won’t hate you. I’ll understand. You’ll be missed, but it seems this would be the time for me to return. So good will to you all and good bye. Yes this is a public entry, but the comments are screened.Finally, I haven't deleted the past entries in the journal I've just made them Private.

Aki, Riku, Michiru, Angel of Gay, Fagola, Missingfear, Jessie, Jess, Jess Jess, Peach, and whoever I am to you.

edit: After chatting with a close friend - me cutting you seems childish, so this is just an I'm back notice - don't like it cut me. Thank you bb ♥ you know who you are.

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2009-05-11 06:02 am UTC (link)
I know that you've always felt that way. I'm was sure that you wouldn't this time either. It's not that I need your comment, it's that I need to know that the people that I have abandon, want to be here - in a journal that was vaccinated, and each of you have changed so much I don't want to keep anyone that doesn't want me there.

To be honest, I didn't expect you to comment at all in anyway of expressing yourself. You've always been able to read me.

I respect your option, I'm just doing what I think is best - I'm sure you'll do the same.

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2009-05-11 06:13 am UTC (link)
I can see you're argument, but I can see others arguments as well. "Well I thought you just left - and I forgot you were even there; that's why you're still on here, but now that you're back let me cut you cause I don't remember you."

So perhaps, a compromise is at stake.

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2009-05-11 09:46 am UTC (link)
Why wouldn't I bb? ♥

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