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red_eye_cyke ([info]red_eye_cyke) wrote,
@ 2010-06-09 19:54:00


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Multiple Chances
How many people buried the woman they loved multiple times?  Jean (or more accurately, the Phoenix), Madelyne (a clone of Jean), and then Jean again.  It would have been safe to say that Scott Summers had resigned himself to the fact that he would never know happiness or peace, except for that fact that he had made that resignation very early in his life.

And yet, once more, the universe had thrown him a surprise, cast in the form of Jean resurrected yet again.  Born in Phoenix-fire and saved by his love for her and the love of her teammates.  A lover, a wife, a soulmate he had had thought gone forever, truly buried this time, and yet returned to life.

Scott was, truly, at a loss, uncertain of how to act, how to be, around Jean.  He had thought her dead, begun to grieve, perhaps even begun to move on.  Give her space?  Time to adjust to being alive again?  Or...?

But he had been patient, trying to take things as slowly as possible, letting them both feel things out with each other.  Even though it tore him up inside.

He was fortunate enough to have his duties as X-Men leader and instructor at the Institute to keep him form dwelling overly much on these things.

But tonight?  Tonight, they were trying a private dinner together.  Scott had lived with danger from the time he was sixteen years old, faced threats to himself and his friends, threats to the world, and threats to all creation.  But he had never felt nervous like this before.


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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-09 10:54 pm UTC (link)
Jean hadn't needed an explanation of how she was brought back to life this time; every time she closed her eyes the stains of her resurrection were visible inside her mind and heart, intricate tendrils of love that were holding her fast to this world. Emma had done it, she and the Cuckoos, uniting all of those little links into one powerful force to bring her back from the other side. There was one link stronger than the others, though. Scott's.

For a week he had given her space. She and he barely saw each other, much less spoke. At first it had been a relief to have an opportunity to ground herself in this third...fourth? chance at life. She'd been able to wrap herself in the very love that had brought her back and heal but after a day, perhaps two, it was an emptiness she felt in the space Scott was supposed to inhabit in her life. Tonight, with the dinner truly moments away Jean couldn't take it anymore. She was looking forward to seeing him, to being in the same space at him. To breathing in and out and sharing the same air.

What does one wear to dinner with the man she grew up with and grew into loving? There was nothing now that he hadn't seen her in. There were no more surprises and no more dazzling impressions to be made with frippery. Who they were, without finery and pretense, was sexy enough. After all, Jean could even look into his eyes so she chose simply: jeans, button down shirt. But she wore her hair down because she knew he loved that. And she wore a particular perfume that he had given her for their wedding. She wanted him to know, without her reaching out and without a single word exactly where her heart stood:

with him.

He would find her waiting exactly where he asked her to meet him, a nervous flush to her cheeks and in her smile. She felt like she was a teenager about to have her first kiss all over again.

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[info]red_eye_cyke
2010-06-09 11:02 pm UTC (link)
He had loved her from the very first moment he had seen her and had known at that same moment that she could never have been his. Not when there was Warren or even Hank. Not when he was cursed with forever having to exercise the greatest control over himself, lest his terrible power be unleashed.

And yet she had loved him anyway, because of, or perhaps in spite of himself.

They say that when you find the right person for you, you simply know it. That they complete you, fill the part of yourself you didn't know was missing. That had been Jean. They had shared themselves, shared truly everything thanks to their psychic rapport. He had grown used to that silence in his mind when she had died. But now he ached with that emptiness.

He had dressed simply, but had changed his usual glasses for a different frame, one she'd once said would look better on him.

He found her and approached, a nervous smile on his face. "You... you look good," he said.

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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-09 11:07 pm UTC (link)
"And you wore my favorite glasses." A smile broadened across her features and her green eyes danced as she looked up at him. The giddiness, she could feel it bubbling inside of her even for all of the general awkwardness of the situation. "Would...would you take them off for me? I've missed your eyes, Scott."

She could handle those eyes. She was the only person in the world who could and for her, that was special. It was something intimate between them that no other would ever, every know.

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[info]red_eye_cyke
2010-06-09 11:16 pm UTC (link)
He'd missed that smile. God, how he'd missed that smile. Somehow, Jean was one of the few people who could actually make him feel like there was something worth smiling about. He smiled in return.

"I..." he started, then nodded. "Yes." He trusted her like no one else. He reached up and, carefully, removed his glasses.

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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-09 11:20 pm UTC (link)
She bit her lip and continued to smile as the glasses came off, laying a hand on his face, thumb tracing his cheek.

"There you are, Red Eye. Red and green. Did I ever point out that we're Christmas colors?" She grinned.

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[info]red_eye_cyke
2010-06-09 11:29 pm UTC (link)
Jean's touch sent an electric thrill through him that he'd thought long extinguished.

His grin was genuine, some of the first true amusement he'd felt in some time. "Probably," he said. "You've always been good at noticing stuff like that."

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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-09 11:35 pm UTC (link)
"And you're usually oblivious. So...is it just me or does this feel a lot like our first date all over again, only with less acne and more hormones and likely a better dinner menu than cheeseburgers?"

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[info]red_eye_cyke
2010-06-09 11:41 pm UTC (link)
That got a little laugh out of him. "Completely," he agreed. "Wow. I remember that like it was yesterday. Felt like I was walking on air the whole time."

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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-09 11:52 pm UTC (link)
"I actually thought I was going to be sick. Not because it was a bad time. It was a great time but...I was so nervous. Everything felt absolutely perfect, but I really just wanted you to like me. Kinda silly, huh?" Jean took Scott's hand then and laced her fingers through it.

"I....wanted to thank you, by the way."

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[info]red_eye_cyke
2010-06-10 12:18 am UTC (link)
Scott smiled again as Jean laced her fingers with his. "Not at all. I felt the same way. I mean, you were amazing, and I was so... not."

"You're, ah, welcome," he said. "...What for?"

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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-10 12:33 am UTC (link)
"For giving me my life back. Your love, Scott. I felt it. It was different than all the other love. I could feel it literally weaving me back together. After everything we've been through...everyone else gave me strength but you gave me back my very breath.

"This can't be easy for you."

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[info]red_eye_cyke
2010-06-10 12:40 am UTC (link)
Scott's smile was an easy one. It seemed all the easy smiles of his life were because of Jean.

"What can I say, Jean?" he asked, warmly. "You... you're my other half. I was lost without you."

He thought, briefly, of saying something else, but no. No secrets from Jean. Never again. "It isn't," he admitted. "But after all you had been through..."

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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-10 12:43 am UTC (link)
Jean moved closer to his side and slid her arms around his waist.

"After all that we've been through. This isn't a solo mission, Red Eye. It was decided a long time ago that we're in this together. You and me. Always.

"I want to rebuild our life, Scott. I don't know how long that will take but I do know that I want that."

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[info]red_eye_cyke
2010-06-10 12:50 am UTC (link)
"Always," Scott agreed, as he slipped his own arms around her. "No matter what."

He chanced a kiss before he spoke again.

"I want that too. Whatever it takes, however long it takes. You and me, Jean. You and me."

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[info]omega_phoenix
2010-06-10 01:02 am UTC (link)
"You and me."

Smiling she gave him a kiss, one that wasn't chanced and pressed close to him. She could feel his heart beating in his chest and it beat the exact same rhythm as hers. For several long moments, he was all there was in the entire world.

Reluctantly she pulled back, but a grin was on her face.

"You know what, Scott? I think I'm in the mood for burgers after all."

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