g i a d a (shelovesyou) wrote,
@ 2013-10-06 21:44:00

I am so stupidly pregnant right now. I can't stand it.

	adavies 2013-10-07 06:26 am UTC (link)
	Oh really now? When were you planning on telling me? Glad to know the whole world gets to---- (Reply to this)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2013-10-07 07:15 pm UTC (link)
	I know Graeme talked to you, you don't have to hide behind strikeouts. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	adavies 2013-10-07 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	I would have much rather heard it from you. Either way I'm planning you a a baby shower. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2013-10-07 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	You can have fun with that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada! adavies 2013-10-07 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	I am trying here. ~~You could also try to be less---~~ Have you even bothered to tell Patrick? Or is this how he is finding out as well? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ally shelovesyou 2013-10-07 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	Patrick randomly showed up one morning and found out himself. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada adavies 2013-10-07 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	~~Of course he did.~~ We ~~should~~ need to talk. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ally shelovesyou 2013-10-07 11:55 pm UTC (link)
	There's nothing nice I want to say to you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada adavies 2013-10-07 11:57 pm UTC (link)
	Then how about we start with the not nice things. It would be better than this nothing. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Giada adavies 2013-10-10 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	Giada. Please, we have to talk eventually. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Allyson shelovesyou 2013-10-10 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	No, I don't think we do. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada adavies 2013-10-10 11:31 pm UTC (link)
	If you think--- I'm not just going to--- I am not going to give up until you hear me out. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	oh_rats 2013-10-07 10:26 pm UTC (link)
	If it makes you feel better, you still look great. I mean seriously, I sometimes forget you could give birth at any moment until you turn sideways. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2013-10-07 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	That's so sweet of you to say! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	oh_rats 2013-10-07 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	Just let me know if you ever need any help around the shop. I'll find a way to get my submissions done for the week, regardless. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	graeme_cracker 2013-10-07 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	Anything I can do? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2013-10-07 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know, you're usually full of such good ideas. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	graeme_cracker 2013-10-07 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	While I'm usually an advocate for sarcasm, I'm not its biggest fan right now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2013-10-07 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	I've been trained by the best. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	graeme_cracker 2013-10-07 11:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yet another good idea gone horribly awry. You know, I've never really thought too hard on what they say about the road to hell until recently. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Graeme shelovesyou 2013-10-07 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	~~You're not~~ You're not in hell. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada graeme_cracker 2013-10-07 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	It's what I've started calling the couch. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Graeme shelovesyou 2013-10-07 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	Stop trying to make me feel bad for you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Giada

graeme_cracker
2013-10-07 11:55 pm UTC (link)

Believe me, you may think I'm a bloody idiot, but I'm not stupid enough to believe I'd ever be able to make you feel bad for me.

I made a choice, Giada. I've apologized for making you this upset, I've tried to make things better, but there's no taking back what I've done. I'm pretty sure you're most pissed about the fact that I still stand behind the decision I made.

If I didn't tell her, she would have found out sooner or later. Were you going to keep it from Savannah and Sam? Did you want to cut them out, too? I know you had reasons with Ally, but they're also your family. I just wanted everything to be out in the open.

I did what I thought was best.

(Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Graeme

shelovesyou
2013-10-08 12:11 am UTC (link)

~~I'm not that cold my God---~~ That's not fair, Graeme! You made the decision for me, without asking me, as if my opinion didn't even matter! You weren't the one Ally completely tore apart! You weren't the one that was lied to all your life!

You didn't---you should be on my side. And now it feels like I'm the one that made the mistakes and did everything wrong! I didn't do anything wrong! And has she attempted to fix anything? No! That just shows that she thinks she's right that she wasn't completely horrid and---and that she didn't break my heart and---you're making me the bad person and I can't stand it!

I'm pissed because my husband is trying to make amends with the woman who called me a selfish, selfish child for choosing you because it broke my bloody fake father's heart.

You didn't do what's best. You did what would make you feel better.

(Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Giada

graeme_cracker
2013-10-08 12:24 am UTC (link)

Is that seriously what you think? You think I took Ally's side? You think I forgave her for what she said to you? What she did to you?

You're taking this entire thing out of context. You know me, Giada. When have I ever, in our entire time of knowing each other, hurt you? When have I ever not taken your side?

I didn't go and talk to Ally in an attempt to right the wrongs between the two of you. I went and spoke with her because, despite how terrible she was to you, and despite all the awful things she said to you, she's your sister. I didn't ask you because so much as mentioning her name to you made you go off the deep end, and I didn't want to piss you off by starting a conversation I knew would end badly. So I just...went.

I didn't go to make amends, Giada, I just-...

I couldn't sit around knowing that you had cut off your family the same way they had cut you off.

(Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Graeme

shelovesyou
2013-10-08 12:41 am UTC (link)

I can't I can't do this Graeme, I--you know how much---Ally was the only person who was on my side for a long time and it was just----she could have killed me with her words and I don't---I shouldn't have to try and---every time I'm the bigger person I get stepped on and--------

I don't---I don't want Jackson and this new baby to grow up around someone who--who could be so cruel. She was so cruel Graeme, it hurts just thinking of---I can't, don't make me do this!

(Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada graeme_cracker 2013-10-09 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	I never wanted to hurt you. After everything we've been through, you need to know that. That doesn't change the fact that I have, and for that I'm more than sorry. If you really don't want Ally to be a part of our lives, I'll support that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Graeme shelovesyou 2013-10-10 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	You don't--have to sleep on the couch anymore. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	jot_it_down 2013-10-07 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	While the rest of us are going about our lives, you're busy going about yours and creating an entirely new life at the same time. That's pretty amazing. Just saying. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2013-10-07 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	I guess it is amazing. I just wish it didn't last so long. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	jot_it_down 2013-10-07 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	It'll be over before you know it, and then you'll have a beautiful baby to hold and you'll forget all about how miserable you've been feeling these last few months. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	esp 2013-10-08 07:10 pm UTC (link)
	Stupidly pregnant? I did not think that was possible. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2013-10-08 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	It is. I've got baby brain, Edward! I couldn't remember who wrote Hogwarts, A History, this morning! (Reply to this)(Parent)

scribbld is part of the horse.13 network
Design by Jimmy B.
Logo created by hitsuzen.
Scribbld System Status