g i a d a (shelovesyou) wrote,
@ 2013-10-06 21:44:00

I am so stupidly pregnant right now. I can't stand it.

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	shelovesyou 2013-10-07 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	I've been trained by the best. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	graeme_cracker 2013-10-07 11:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yet another good idea gone horribly awry. You know, I've never really thought too hard on what they say about the road to hell until recently. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Graeme shelovesyou 2013-10-07 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	~~You're not~~ You're not in hell. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada graeme_cracker 2013-10-07 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	It's what I've started calling the couch. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Graeme shelovesyou 2013-10-07 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	Stop trying to make me feel bad for you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Giada

graeme_cracker
2013-10-07 11:55 pm UTC (link)

Believe me, you may think I'm a bloody idiot, but I'm not stupid enough to believe I'd ever be able to make you feel bad for me.

I made a choice, Giada. I've apologized for making you this upset, I've tried to make things better, but there's no taking back what I've done. I'm pretty sure you're most pissed about the fact that I still stand behind the decision I made.

If I didn't tell her, she would have found out sooner or later. Were you going to keep it from Savannah and Sam? Did you want to cut them out, too? I know you had reasons with Ally, but they're also your family. I just wanted everything to be out in the open.

I did what I thought was best.

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Graeme

shelovesyou
2013-10-08 12:11 am UTC (link)

~~I'm not that cold my God---~~ That's not fair, Graeme! You made the decision for me, without asking me, as if my opinion didn't even matter! You weren't the one Ally completely tore apart! You weren't the one that was lied to all your life!

You didn't---you should be on my side. And now it feels like I'm the one that made the mistakes and did everything wrong! I didn't do anything wrong! And has she attempted to fix anything? No! That just shows that she thinks she's right that she wasn't completely horrid and---and that she didn't break my heart and---you're making me the bad person and I can't stand it!

I'm pissed because my husband is trying to make amends with the woman who called me a selfish, selfish child for choosing you because it broke my bloody fake father's heart.

You didn't do what's best. You did what would make you feel better.

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Giada

graeme_cracker
2013-10-08 12:24 am UTC (link)

Is that seriously what you think? You think I took Ally's side? You think I forgave her for what she said to you? What she did to you?

You're taking this entire thing out of context. You know me, Giada. When have I ever, in our entire time of knowing each other, hurt you? When have I ever not taken your side?

I didn't go and talk to Ally in an attempt to right the wrongs between the two of you. I went and spoke with her because, despite how terrible she was to you, and despite all the awful things she said to you, she's your sister. I didn't ask you because so much as mentioning her name to you made you go off the deep end, and I didn't want to piss you off by starting a conversation I knew would end badly. So I just...went.

I didn't go to make amends, Giada, I just-...

I couldn't sit around knowing that you had cut off your family the same way they had cut you off.

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Graeme

shelovesyou
2013-10-08 12:41 am UTC (link)

I can't I can't do this Graeme, I--you know how much---Ally was the only person who was on my side for a long time and it was just----she could have killed me with her words and I don't---I shouldn't have to try and---every time I'm the bigger person I get stepped on and--------

I don't---I don't want Jackson and this new baby to grow up around someone who--who could be so cruel. She was so cruel Graeme, it hurts just thinking of---I can't, don't make me do this!

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	Giada graeme_cracker 2013-10-09 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	I never wanted to hurt you. After everything we've been through, you need to know that. That doesn't change the fact that I have, and for that I'm more than sorry. If you really don't want Ally to be a part of our lives, I'll support that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Graeme shelovesyou 2013-10-10 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	You don't--have to sleep on the couch anymore. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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