Ginny (theweasleygirl) wrote,
@ 2008-02-01 21:55:00

Have you sometimes ever felt that...no matter what you say or how well you say it, nothing you say is heard?

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Neville

theweasleygirl
2008-02-02 05:30 am UTC (link)

Your honesty is just such a gift. It really is. Especially since it's always so sincere.

I know that you...don't fall in love with your parents, so maybe this isn't apt exactly, but...my mum always said: they call it falling in love for a reason, because love is painful, too. There's so much vulnerability attached to offering your heart to someone else. Broken hearts and all. I think selflessness is one of the most precious parts to being in love--it's why the girl that is blessed to have you love her will be so lucky, since you are one of the most selfless people I know.

It is. It is.

When Harry is near me, I feel like I can fly, without my broom. Everything is a bit brighter because I love him. It's magic without the wand. It's bigger than anything I can say or know.

And that's not just soft. That's me being a bloody prat girl about it! Oi, not typical Ginny there at all.

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Ginny

lonqbottom
2008-02-02 05:41 am UTC (link)

It's hard to lie. I always feel funny when I have to lie.

Your mum is such a fantastic woman, and I believe everything she says. I believe that, even if I don't fully understand it. Perhaps one day I will understand every last word of it like you do. Now you're really making me blush, Gin, I'm surprised I haven't knocked my bottle of ink over yet. ~~Do you think Linda~~

Wow. That's just...I dunno, brilliant, Ginny. ~~I want that~~

I like all forms of Ginny, personally.

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Neville

theweasleygirl
2008-02-02 05:54 am UTC (link)

I don't...understand it all, I wish I did. Maybe if I did, I wouldn't...be fighting my better angels and wicked sides of me all the time when it comes to what I do with Harry when he's struggling like this. Or what to do with what I feel...what I want...it pushes me in some directions I'm not sure I'm ready for...or that I can't wait for...oh it's all just such a rush and it comes out in a jumble.

Anyway. You...cannot knock over your ink! It will happen...maybe it...is?

And I like all forms of Neville, too.

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Ginny

lonqbottom
2008-02-02 06:00 am UTC (link)

But then if there was nothing to fight, then life would be boring. No learning makes for a possibly boring life, yeah? ~~Are you talking about~~ I always believed if that if you're not completely sure of something, then you shouldn't do it. But Harry probably wants...that, too. Impatience is a terrible little bugger, now isn't it?

It's a habit! But I...dunno.

Then it's a good thing we have each other. Forever?

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Neville

theweasleygirl
2008-02-02 06:28 am UTC (link)

And you know me: always spoiling for a fight.

I guess the hard thing for me...deciding: am I waiting because I should or because I feel like I ought to? I'm not sure at all. And I hate burdening Harry...oi, it's just a cycle of me wanting to protect him again, until he's...okay. Because I love him. Maddening!

Well...if you ever want to...discuss the not knowing...you know I'll talk about it for hours.

For hours and forever. We have forever, you and me, Nev. ~~You are absolutely one of my best mates. Period.~~

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