Ginny (theweasleygirl) wrote,
@ 2008-02-01 21:55:00

Have you sometimes ever felt that...no matter what you say or how well you say it, nothing you say is heard?

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	theweasleygirl 2008-02-02 08:34 pm UTC (link)
	That perhaps if my name were "Ron" or "Hermione" I wouldn't have to take bloody Divination to understand what is going on inside of your head! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

greeneyedboy
2008-02-02 08:37 pm UTC (link)

Have you gone bleedin nutters? You -

Hexed Private to Ginny
You don't see me having a dead fit over you and Michael doing that obnoxious flirting thing you do - hell, that obnoxious flirting thing you do with half of the bloody school. But me? I have done absolutely nothing wrong here!

And for your information? I don't tell them everything. It's not like it was before, when we had to share with each other or die. Some stuff is best if it stays to yourself, Ginevra.

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Harry

theweasleygirl
2008-02-02 08:43 pm UTC (link)

It's not flirting, it's just how I am with people! And with Michael, we end our conversations usually prickly with each other, because he's a right prat sometimes and I'm a testy bitch, as I am sure you can tell him.

Besides: I go to your bed at night! You're the one I love! Sod it, Harry, I just told Neville that because of you, everything is better in the world! So don't you dare, don't you dare question how I feel for you by causing a snuff over how I am with others. If there is one constant at this school it is that Ginny Weasley loves Harry Potter beyond measure and words, and you know it, so stuff it up your arse, Potter.

And that's the bloody problem! You're keeping everything to yourself, and it's not what is best! You have to talk to people, Harry! After you were done diagramming Quidditch tonight, you looked so lost for a moment, and it terrified me. And then you put on some fake smile and say it's alright and then you hold onto me like I'm grounding you from a massive storm. Please! Tell me what is going on, Harry, please. No matter what, I am here, tell me!

And just for your information...I am angry at Ron for being such a git about making a move on Hermione. It's not just you. It's him and all boys...save Neville. He's a right doll.

But you are my love. Tell me, Harry. Tell me.

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Ginny

greeneyedboy
2008-02-02 08:48 pm UTC (link)

Well I suppose I should take solace in the fact that Ron is in your doghouse. I just also suppose he is unawares.

And yes Neville is the better half of all of us.

Ginny - I'm sorry, I got fired up there. But - I love you. The war is over, but it's just - not for me. Not yet. Can't we just say that I love you more than I can fathom, that my life without you is a shallow, sad thing, and you just give me the time to work through this? Please.

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	Harry theweasleygirl 2008-02-02 08:49 pm UTC (link)
	Work through what, love? We say "Harry has things to deal with, after the war" but we never say what it is. Please: tell me. What are you going through, inside of your head? Alone? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ginny greeneyedboy 2008-02-02 08:52 pm UTC (link)
	It's just - trying to get back to normal. I'm trying. It's just hard, angel. It's very hard. And nobody can help me be normal but me, since the world is one way and I can't change it all. ~~I "saved" it, but I can't change it.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Harry theweasleygirl 2008-02-02 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	But I can be there with you, beside you. You're not The Harry Potter, or whatever nickname they've given you--not to me. You're just my Harry. You're normal to me. Except when you seem so...empty, love. You seem empty sometimes. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ginny greeneyedboy 2008-02-02 08:56 pm UTC (link)
	You fill me up though. You do. You make me feel warm when I'm sure I'll never feel anything but ice inside. You and Ron and Hermione. Neville and Luna. I just - have to get to where I'm going on my own. I need you to just love me, Ginny and be patient. Just love me, please. That's all. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Harry theweasleygirl 2008-02-02 08:59 pm UTC (link)
	I am so worried, I don't know-- And nobody sees that time isn't what you need, nobody less than you. We need to do something...maybe Quidditch will help, I don't-- I will. Just--talk to me, please, while you're...working through it all. But I'll never stop loving you. ~~And I won't stop worrying. Not for a moment...not for a breath...~~ I'll see you tonight, Harry. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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