| Unfortunatly...Thats Unfortunate! |
[19 Feb 2010|02:26am] |
So much has been going on lately...I've met so many great people and everything seemed to be going really well for me for once,I guess I should have noticed that though. I mean when everything's going so well it usually is heading for a downfall,and not that what's happened can't be a positive thing...It's just alot to take in at the moment.
So the main issues I've been dealing with lately is that I'm moving back in with my mother since I'm having some financial issues..fun fun..and since she lives like an hour away I quit my job(so now I'm broke)...oh and on top of that I recently found out that I'm preggers..just in case I didn't already have enough on my plate. So now I have to get moved and find a new job asap! This is just wonderful....*sigh* I must say though I am extremely lucky to have such a supportive family and boyfriend. I think I'd be in super panic mode more than I already am,if I didn't have them by my side!
This is just another life challenge I have to face and I'm really trying to be positive about it but it's defiantly not gonna be easy. I mean with me living an hour away from my boyfriend and all of my friends..I'm not looking forward to that at all. I'm gonna try to visit as much as possible but the more I think about it..the more reality sets in. I mean with no income at the moment I'm defiantly not going to be able to be driving back and forth to see everybody..not to mention especially in my prego condition.I wish my bf would just move in with me but we just started dating so I guess I understand his delay to..but I mean with everything going on I just don't want to be stranded alone out in the country with my mother! Plus on top of this my last pregnancy was 3 years ago and I miscarried...so every little thing that happens I get worried..even if i sneeze weird I worry..bleh. I just can't wait to get into my 2nd trimester..until then I'm stuck being terrified :( I dunno anyways I'm awfully tired so goodnight everyone!
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| *Angry preggo chick on the rise* |
[19 Feb 2010|06:38pm] |
So everything today pretty much sucked! First I'd like to start by thanking the government for there wonderful medicaid system. I've been trying to get my coverage for a while now and I feel like they keep dicking me around Grr! I keep having to turn in more paper work and everytime I go, I ask the counselor "ok o you have everything you need now to process my medicaid right?" and they just reply "if we need anything else we will contact you." Which just pisses me off because then I have to just keep coming back and turning in more stuff,when they should have just had everything in the first place! Last time I was pregnant I didn't have any complaints with medicaid but this time they really know how to press my buttons.
Oh and on top of that I found out there is more stuff I need to get checked up for to make sure the baby is gonna make it. Apparently since my bf is mixed I'm suppose to go get our dna tested to make sure it's compatible to make a healthy baby and my bf genes need to get tested for other stuff too..which makes me more anxious to get insurance. :( I dunno I just wish everything would start working itself out. Plus I have to have everything packed and ready by the 27th which is alot easier said then done..since with my hormone changes all I wanna do is sleep! I dunno I just keep praying that everything will work out and my bf will decide to move in with me so he can help out and be apart of everything like he says he is but that's highly unlikely if he lives so far away.
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