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January 26th, 2009
12:12 pm - Shoulda Known
I gotta remember that banana cream pie yogurt will never taste as delicious as its pudding brethren.
Yesterday (other than discovering that I am getting sick. Dammit), I was freaking out again about lots of stuff (Lisa knowing a good portion of what). I was talking to James about it and instead of him saying "I'm sorry" like he normally does, he told me that I'd get get through it, that I could do it, and that everything would be okay. It startled me. And then out of nowhere, get sent me songs that I had been wanting, but never asked him to get for me (or even hinted for him to find for me). When I told him thank you, he said, "Whatever makes you happy."
I just...wasn't expecting it. I don't know what changed, exactly, but James really stepped up to the plate last night. I have never felt so comforted or felt secure by his words before. He made me feel like things WOULD be okay even though I've been doing nothing but stressin'. It's not that James hasn't ever been there for me before but, last night, it really hit home for me. I feel like he was acting like more of a good friend, a boyfriend. He felt like...well, a husband taking care of his wife. It's probably silly to think, but to me, that's what a husband should be doing for his wife when she's in a difficult position. And he completely played the role to a T. I really don't know what to say other than I absolutely love James.
But I'm sure you all don't want to hear about sappy love stuff. *Laughs*
No media-related stuff today. Since I'm feeling sick, I might take a nap. Right now I either have a really bad headache, or a fever. Not sure which but either way I'm sure a nap will help things a little.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://i261.photobucket.com/albums/ii65/GoddessNamra/Heartless%20by%20Ruby%20D/thankful.jpg) Thankful For Having James
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I want to hug James.
GOOD JOB JAMES. THANK YOU (basically for doing what you should and impossibly sweet things and making Roxanne happy while Lisa cannot which at the moment she wishes she wasn't so she could totally make Roxanne soup and non-pasta food and tea and bring her Chinese donuts or something).
Seriously, I'm really glad he's being sweet and thoughtful, cause I think you need that right now. Everything sounds stressful and scary but you can make it, you can tough it out, and I'm glad he's there to tell you that. =)
(Because, y'know, I apologize a lot and end up not knowing what to say)
I'M GLAD YOU HAVE SAPPY LOVE STUFF IN YOUR LIFE. And I wish you good luck on your midterms and I pray you feel better in the morning. Try to get as much sleep as possible.
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| Date: | January 28th, 2009 07:39 am (UTC) |
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Eh? Sappy love stuff? I love reading about it, in fact I wish I could write about it myself. D: James makes me jealous, but I'm glad he was there for you <3 |
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