well I've never told anyone this, but Linsey really pissed me off today and it came out. 
She was saying how I was a bitch and that she hopes i have a nice life, and that i have fun fucking jordan and getting pregnant then see how nice my life is. Okay sorry but Jordan can't reproduce. yeah never told anyone this, and i feel sorry that i told her it jsut came out, and it makes me sad sometimes to think about it. Bc he was badly abused sexually and physically when he was younger my his uncle and it did some things to him. And like to think if i do end up marrying him, we can't have a kid of our own, thats why i always talk about how I want to adopt a kid from Africa. So she really pissed me off today when she said that to me, i need to talk to him about it i gues, but i know he'll want to run her over with his car or something, and thats not good cuz i dont want him to go to jail. 

uhggggggg stupid fucking bitch! goddddddddddd