crucio (crucio) wrote in cwf,
@ 2009-11-09 19:03:00

open to varick
It had taken a while for Shannon to get settled, and really, he still didn't feel quite right. He wasn't sure if he ever would, either, but he was willing to try. Each day got a tiny bit easier, though he knew that he wasn't ever going to be the same again. Losing Cameron had been like losing a part of himself, and there was absolutely no way that he'd ever be quite who he was before.

Garrett had given him a room to make a work space out of, and Shannon had all ready filled it with all of the things he needed to just lose himself in sewing and designing. It felt different to do it alone, without Cameron there. Sure, they sometimes worked seperately, but it was difficult realizing that this was the way it was going to be from now on. No more Cameron, just him.

While sewing, he'd caught his thumb in the machine, and he didn't even notice at first because he was so deep in thought. When he saw the blood, though, he felt the sting and winced as he lifted his thumb up to his mouth to suck on it. He shut the machine off and got up so that he could go down the hall and into the bathroom. It was late, but he couldn't sleep. He hadn't been sleeping well at all.

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crucio
2009-11-16 07:42 am UTC (link)

Shannon closed his eyes and tipped his head back, arching his neck upwards prettily as his nails raked down Varick's back. The feeling of discomfort was quickly dissolving, melting away and replaced with bursts of pleasure with each thrust of Varick's hips. He parted his lips and groaned as he rocked his hips back against the wolf's, and he turned his head to press a kiss to Varick's temple.

"Don't stop..." he pleaded, as if Varick really might stop all together and leave him halfway there. His cock was hard again, and the feel of it pinned between their stomachs was enough friction for him to know that he would be coming again, just like Varick had said.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-16 06:42 pm UTC (link)

Varick's teeth found their way against Shannon's shoulder, digging in a bit cruelly as his hips drove onward. As he abandoned any form of control, his thrusts grew rougher and rougher until finally he came crying out as all he could do was hold himself steady and press his forehead against Shannon's shoulder. He felt utterly week for this man and it scared him to think that he could love someone again.

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crucio
2009-11-17 05:01 am UTC (link)

The pressure of Varick's teeth against his skin caused a wave of desire to push through Shannon's body that he hadn't ever experienced before, and he clung to the wolf more tightly with each thrust that grew more rough. He squeezed his eyes shut and breathed gasps and moans through each jarring movement that hurt, but felt so good, and it wasn't long before he came, too. He was out of breath and completely undone as he held onto Varick for that sense of security that he was slowly growing use to.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-17 05:31 am UTC (link)

The weight of Varick's body relaxed onto Shannon, his breaths uneven as he recovered. He was still inside of the other and he held there until he slipped out naturally. Licking over the bitemark he'd left on Shannon's shoulder, he liked the way it felt. He wanted to mark all over the boy that he owned him. Shannon was his now.

After a little bit, he slipped to the side. "Don't ever leave me," he said quietly, painfully aware of how incapable Shannon might someday be of fulfilling that request.

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crucio
2009-11-17 06:06 am UTC (link)

Shannon swallowed hard as he drew in soft little breaths of air that came out in quiet pants. His heart was racing a million miles a minute, but it was starting to slowly calm down. Shifting onto his side, he pressed his face against the front of Varick's chest as he held onto him.

"I won't," he said softly. Not if he could help it, anyhow, and he meant it whole heartedly.

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	impotentwaffle 2009-11-17 07:01 am UTC (link)
	His fingertips came up to brush over Shannon's cheek and he found himself very content with what had happened between them. "It's late, I'm glad we don't have anything to do tomorrow." He planned to keep Shannon in bed for as long as he could, not wanting to break any kid of spell that may have come over them that night. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2009-11-17 07:17 am UTC (link)
	Shannon lifted his head and turned so that he could brush his lips against the palm of Varick's hand before he closed his eyes and settled against the pillows. The air was a little chilly, so he pulled the blankets up and over them as much as he could as he wiggled closer to the warmth of the wolf. "You wore me out," he whispered softly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2009-11-17 07:52 am UTC (link)
	"All part of my plan to help you sleep better," he kissed his forehead. There was no way he could get close enough, but he kept trying. The tangle of their limbs was comforting and he fell silent, resting his eyes shut, though he wasn't asleep. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2009-11-17 08:26 am UTC (link)
	Shannon yawned softly and curled up against Varick, liking the way it felt to be tangled up in the other man. It wasn't long before he fell asleep, completely spent and content. It was the first good night sleep he'd had since they'd both lost Cameron. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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