Re: Back at Home...
"Baby, since we're being totally honest with each other, I'll admit, I don't know what we've got. My psych reports characterized me, per the DSM-V guidelines as having antisocial personality disorder of the psychopathic type, characterized by a profound lack of empathy, amorality, inability to process guilt and a profound disassociation when it comes to interpersonal relationships. I don't know if what I feel for you is genuine love or a feeling of possessiveness because of the sense of security and connectedness to an external constant you represent. I've never felt either one, so I have no standard on which to judge. I'm not emotionally or mentally ok by any reasonable standard. I'm never going to be. I'm smart because I was programmed to be. I know mission reports and dossiers and targets and weapon specs and criminal organizations. Even my 'family' are DNA donors, and people who happen to be related to the donors. I had test tubes instead of a mother and a father, and co-workers, most of whom I was vaguely or openly antagonistic towards instead of friends. So I have no standard upon which to judge what we are or what we've got or what I'm feeling. None of that is ever going to change. So taking all that into account, I think its only fair to give you the same chance you gave me... is that enough for you, now that you know I'm a four year old, sociopathic clone? Because if we're going to be totally grown up serious and honest, I want to give you the chance to walk away if its not. If it is, then we can start figuring out what we've got now and where we go next."
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