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Vernique Denning ([info]butterflybullet) wrote in [info]marvel_nextgen,
@ 2012-08-26 21:57:00


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Entry tags:asleif, cosmopolitan, svalin

Vernique had been staying with Solver in the main building more and more lately, because Svalin watched them like a weary hawk when they weren't, and the quiet between them was... too much. But Vernique couldn't start the conversation that hung unsaid between them. It hurt too much.
She avoided some of the others, too. Not Marlow, to whom she'd always be grateful, or Kael, who'd tried to make amends. But Aridis... who'd laughed at some in-joke while Solver was in Klatu-barada-niktoheim, and Aslief... whose cold voice she could still hear dismissing her panic. Even Hal, dear Hal, could never understand why she hurt like this.

So she stays in the house except when Solver needs his sunlight. And more and more, they stay in the nursery. But right now, they've ventured to the kitchen. She fixed Solver a sippie-cup.



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[info]shield_maiden
2012-08-27 02:01 pm UTC (link)
She wanted to keep walking, but she stopped instead. She didn't turn around. "Yes, milady?"

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[info]butterflybullet
2012-08-27 04:04 pm UTC (link)
A breath. "I shouldn't have said that, and I'm sorry. We need to talk, but first I'd better go to the infirmary. Please take Solver while I do."

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[info]shield_maiden
2012-08-27 04:13 pm UTC (link)
"Why must thou go to the infirmary?" she asked as she took their son from Vernique. "What hast happened?"

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[info]butterflybullet
2012-08-27 04:14 pm UTC (link)
"I'm not really myself today. And I broke my hand on Aslief's jaw."

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[info]shield_maiden
2012-08-27 04:19 pm UTC (link)
Svalin put Solver on her right hip and took her wife's hand with her left, the flesh and blood one. Svalin could feel the magic flowing and healing her wife's hand.

"Asgardian faces art most hard, milady," she said. "Mine sister's no exception, but I art certain she didst deserve it."

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[info]butterflybullet
2012-08-27 04:27 pm UTC (link)
Vernique winced slightly from the initial pain of moving her hand, then it was gradually relieved. "...Thanks for assuming that, at least," Vernique says weakly. "I don't think I could take look like I've lost my mind."

A long breath. "I love you, you know. I do. The whole thing wouldn't hurt quite as much if I didn't."

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[info]shield_maiden
2012-08-27 06:07 pm UTC (link)
"There art times when I hath wanted to do the same," Svalin said.

Svalin nodded. "I know. I love thee and Solver with all mine heart. Please do not mistake mine inaction in searching for Solver for not caring. I wanted nothing more than to go with thee and wast mightily torn between thee and mine duty to Asgard."

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[info]butterflybullet
2012-08-27 06:30 pm UTC (link)
"Okay, I... I know. But I can't follow that script, hon. I can't. I try to understand how your family does, but I don't. I try, but I'm always going to run off and act like a mortal, and sometimes I'll still be messed up after Victory Is Won and everyone's taken their bows."

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[info]shield_maiden
2012-08-27 07:41 pm UTC (link)
"I ne'er expected thee to follow the script or asked thee to."

Svalin took a deep breath.

"It ist not always easy to follow e'en for those who art born and raised knowing that our path is set before us. Duty and the heart oft conflict and what must be done and what one wants to do art not the same."

"Mine heart ached with e'ery beat that I couldst not protect thee and Solver and go with thee to find him. I wanted nothing more than to follow mine heart, but I had a duty to mine people. I couldst not e'en go and help rescue mine parents and I love them as much as I do thee and Solver. I art the eldest and the duty and responsibility to mine people art mine and not something to be passed to someone else. I art the heir presumptive, not mine siblings."

"I cannot expect thee to understand or e'en accept it, but ask that thee hath some patience. I may not be able to act immediately, but I always care, feel and worry. E'en when I cannot allow mineself to show it."

Another deep breath.

"I do love thee and thou'rt one of the most important people in the Nine Worlds, but if thou feel thou must end this, I wilt understand." Mostly. Maybe in time.

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[info]butterflybullet
2012-08-27 09:45 pm UTC (link)
"I know you didn't say it, but it was starting to feel like it. When nobody said anything but dismissiveness or jokes when I needed real explanations. When everyone else seemed like once the threat was over everything should be back to normal immediately...and you didn't say anything... I just..." Vernique listened, and shook her head at the end. "I don't want a divorce. I could never lose Solver, and I'd never want to take him away from you. I said that to Aslief because I was going crazy. I'm sorry.
And I know that you've been trying to do the warrior thing and have our backs, but your being so close all the time when we couldn't manage to talk was doing a number on me." Vernique took a breath, and clutched Svalin's left hand with her now-healed one. "We'll just keep trying, okay? Sometimes this is really, really going to suck but we'll make it work."

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[info]shield_maiden
2012-08-27 09:53 pm UTC (link)
"I couldst not talk because I didst not know what to say. I failed thee, Solver and Asgard. I doth not handle failure well and certainly doth not like to talk about it. I art sorry for mine silence."

Svalin nodded. "We wilt try and make it work."

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[info]butterflybullet
2012-08-27 10:18 pm UTC (link)
"Okay." Group hug of mommies and Solver now.

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