Lavinia Riddle (lalavinia) wrote in mudbloods,
@ 2013-04-17 03:47:00

In general, Lavinia thought Rider was a dick. She had pretty much as long as they'd been friends, and they'd been friends for a long time. He'd never really treated Pyxis the way she -- anyone in any kind of relationship -- deserved to be treated. He had at least texted her to tell her he and Pyxis had broken up.

Lavinia showed up at Pyxis's house, even if it was kind of late, with a bag of comfort food and also some booze. She'd never done the breakup thing before. She wasn't sure what Pyxis would want. She walked into Pyxis's room, past the hall of sheets, into her bedroom, and gave her a sad smile, holding up the bag of treats and whiskey bottle. "I heard."

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	pyxis 2013-04-17 08:41 pm UTC (link)
	Pyxis stared at Lavinia and then frowned. "He wouldn't be great for me. Why would he be great for me?" She asked and then shook her head, taking a drink of the wine. She needed to get drunk. "He has a girlfriend. I'm not going to be one of those girls." Pyxis shrugged. "I'm going to become a nun or something." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lalavinia
2013-04-17 08:48 pm UTC (link)

"You talk about him like you really like him," Lavinia said. "That's why he'd be great for you." She lay back on the pillows next to Pyxis, sighing. "You can't become a nun because Rider isn't your boyfriend anymore and the boy you like is already dating a bitch."

She glanced up at Pyxis. "Do you know how many nuns we'd have if every girl that ever happened to became one? Way too many. It's not like the old days when nuns got to do whatever they wanted anyway either. They actually keep their vows of celibacy now."

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	pyxis 2013-04-17 08:55 pm UTC (link)
	Pyxis looked at Lavinia and frowned. "I never said I fancied him, Lavinia. Stop acting like I told you I'm secretly in love with him. He's just my friend and I like him as a friend. I don't want to date him." She felt pouty now. "You always assume I like people when I don't. I don't talk down about my friends." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lalavinia
2013-04-17 08:59 pm UTC (link)

Lavinia wasn't stupid. Pyxis had slept with him twice, even though he was dating someone else, and still talked about Walden like he was a saint. "Okay, you don't want to date him. That's fine."

She shook her head. "That makes your nun thing even worse, Pyxis. One boy and you give up on yourself? You're better than that. You're amazing. Rider wasn't right for you, but you're going to find someone who is. Now is the time to get drunk and eat sweets and wallow in it. Don't get me wrong. I just want to make sure you don't lose sight of how great you are."

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pyxis
2013-04-17 09:11 pm UTC (link)

"I'm not great, La." Pyxis shook her head. "It was like I was telling Rider before he was rude and told me to shut up. I really have no redeeming qualities as a person. I'm kind of a joke. The only thing I have going for me is my breasts."

She sighed softly. "Boys think of me as a boy. I'm always one of the guys. I'm cool and everything to hang out with, but they'd rather have delicate flowers."

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lalavinia
2013-04-17 09:18 pm UTC (link)

Lavinia frowned at that. "Rider is a dick," she said firmly. "You are not a joke. You're smart and strong and most of the time, you're very self-confident. You're funny and sweet and sexy. Yeah, you're no quiet, wilting flower, but fuck boys who think you have to be."

She was going to punch Rider in the dick the next time she saw him. "You want to protect people for a living. Keep the peace. You are so far from worthless and I've fancied you forever, so don't tell me that nobody likes you or you'll never find anyone, because I know that's bullshit, even if you don't currently think it is."

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	pyxis 2013-04-17 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	Pyxis stared at Lavinia for a moment, feeling kind of guilty. She'd never thought that Lavinia had ever fancied her. And she really couldn't figure out why she did. She bit her bottom lip. "I didn't know." Pyxis admitted, looking back at her. "You always told me you didn't know if girls were really your thing or not." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lalavinia
2013-04-17 09:32 pm UTC (link)

Lavinia snorted at that. "I don't know if you remember us having sex or not, but that made me pretty certain that I like girls. I didn't even mean that I wasn't sure what I liked, you know. I just didn't know if I liked boys and girls the same, and I do."

She shrugged, running her fingers through her hair. "It doesn't really matter, Pyxis. I just want you to know that you're desirable. Don't want around feeling like there's something wrong with you because there isn't."

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	pyxis 2013-04-17 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	Pyxis looked at Lavinia for a moment. "I remember having sex with you. But, I still didn't know you fancied me. I just thought that you were horny." She laughed softly and pulled Lavinia close. She kissed her softly on the lips and hid her face in her neck. "I'm sorry." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lalavinia 2013-04-17 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	Lavinia sighed, reaching up to pet at Pyxis's hair. "You don't have anything to apologise for, Pyxis. It's not like you led me on or anything. I knew what we were doing together." She kissed the top of Pyxis's head, cuddling close to her. "I don't feel bad at all about us having sex. Don't worry." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	pyxis 2013-04-17 09:51 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't either. I don't feel bad about it." Pyxis promised her and then sighed, closing her eyes. It was a stressful day. Finding out her friend fancied her, being dumped the day before. Fancying Walden and trying to hide it. "You don't want to date me. I'm a mess." Pyxis pointed out, sighing. "But, we should find you someone. I think Lisbeth Black is a lesbian." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lalavinia 2013-04-17 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	"You know that's now how this works, right?" Lavinia asked, snorting in amusement. "We need to have more in common than us both being lesbians. She's cute, but I need more than cute." She ruffled Pyxis's hair a little. "Don't worry too much about me, okay? I'm good. I don't have an immediate need to girlfriend up." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	pyxis 2013-04-17 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	"In my opinion, her being a girl and a lesbian is pretty important." Pyxis told her. "And we don't know any other girls who like girls. So, I thought it was a good place to start." She shrugged and looked up at Lavinia, letting her hand slide beneath her shirt, moving over her skin. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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