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merlinsbeard ([info]merlinsbeard) wrote in [info]mudbloods,
@ 2013-06-02 02:23:00


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Merlin was so tired. It was Wednesday night and the fast food place he was working at was jam packed all night. His feet were sore and he smelled like a giant grease ball. Worst of all, he was too tired to even take off his uniform. He sighed heavily as he fell onto his couch, curling up into a ball and letting out a loud groan, slipping his shoes off.

This was just him getting by. This was him making a better future for himself and not taking handouts. He was a big boy.

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-06-02 11:32 pm UTC (link)
"I love this tub now. I spend a lot of time in it." Merlin admitted with a soft laugh. "It's a great flat. You should have stayed here if you loved it so much. I'm sure Evan wouldn't have minded."

He kissed Lucius softly, settling against him. "You are here with me quite a bit. Now I think it's because you love the flat so much."

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[info]luciusmal
2013-06-02 11:42 pm UTC (link)
"Evan probably wouldn't have, but when Narcissa and I got married we had to live somewhere together. Especially when Draco was small. Now that he's older, maybe Evan and I will move out with Rowan and find a better place. Something less old-fashioned than our current London house. I know Narcissa and Thor prefer their cottage."

He laughed at the accusation that he was over a lot because he liked the flat. "Maybe that's part of it, but you've added a lot of interest to the flat as well."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-06-03 12:40 am UTC (link)
"Maybe Draco will move in with me." Merlin replied, looking at Lucius. "I think I'd like that. Him living here all the time. Maybe he wouldn't be as sad as he always seems to be."

He sighed softly. "Maybe he'll marry me. Do you think he'd like that?" He asked, giving Lucius a hopeful look.

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[info]luciusmal
2013-06-03 12:43 am UTC (link)
Lucius looked down at Merlin, reaching up to pet at his hair. "Narcissa won't let him move out or get married until he's university age, but I think he probably would like that. He's a lot like his mother."

He kissed Merlin's forehead and sighed. "You said he seems sad?"

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-06-03 12:54 am UTC (link)
"We argue a lot." Merlin admitted as he looked up at Lucius. "He's trying really hard and I recognize that. I'm just an idiot and I feel like he's always trying to out do me or something. And he whines about how much his life sucks when I feel like it couldn't get any worse for me."

Merlin sighed softly. "Maybe I don't deserve him. Maybe I should break up with him."

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[info]luciusmal
2013-06-03 01:02 am UTC (link)
"Draco is always going to be a bit dramatic," Lucius said, after thinking about Merlin's situation for a moment. "If you'd rather not deal with that part of him, maybe the two of you would be better apart. But, if you love him, try to slog through the rough patch you're in now. Draco can feel like he's having a hard time even when you're putting up with something worse."

He rubbed Merlin's thigh. "I will say, Draco won't be very quick to take you back if you break up with him, and I think it's up to him to decide if you deserve him or not, not you."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-06-03 01:27 am UTC (link)
Merlin sighed heavily and nodded. "Yeah. I know. I just... I want to give him everything. And I have nothing to give him. I feel like I'm not good enough for him anymore. In every part of my life."

He rested his head against Lucius. "I'm in this position as it is because of him. Because I loved him so much I couldn't lie anymore."

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[info]luciusmal
2013-06-03 01:33 am UTC (link)
Lucius kissed Merlin's temple. "Draco is a spoiled brat," he said. "I'm as responsible for that as Narcissa is, I know. He doesn't need anything physical. He just needs you to dote on him a bit, when you have the energy for it."

He combed his fingers through Merlin's hair, petting at him. "And when you're older and you've established yourself, you'll be able to give him more and you'll know he's not just with you for your money."

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