alboos (alboos) wrote in paddedrooms,
@ 2012-12-19 03:00:00

It wasn't very typical for Albus to feel so down in the dumps, but he'd gone to his first day of classes. And while they'd been great, he was starting to miss Kit. And it had only been four days. How was he going to feel in a week? Or a month? Or until their first vacation?

He sighed dramatically and fell down onto the couch, curling up in a blanket full of his despair. He soon fell asleep, crying to himself.

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	alboos 2012-12-20 11:06 pm UTC (link)
	Watching Scorpius come was perfect. Albus smirked to himself, wanting to pat himself on the back for a job well done. He looked up into Scorpius's eyes and he fucked him harder and faster, bringing both of his legs up as he fucked him. He came a few moments later, crying out and holding onto Scorpius's legs, biting at his knee. "F-Fuck." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

scorpi
2012-12-20 11:11 pm UTC (link)

Scorpius lay under Albus, trying to catch his breath. He just felt... light. He closed his eyes and laughed to himself. The soreness would probably bother him later, but right now it was okay. Everything was okay.

He pet at Albus's hair, wiggling a little so he could get his legs down and hold Albus closer. Everything was finally going his way and it was just... Everything was good again.

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alboos
2012-12-20 11:42 pm UTC (link)

Albus had a really bad headache, but he was wrapped up with a very warm body. Which was odd, considering that Kit was away at Uni. Far away from him. He slowly opened one eye, his face full of blond hair. And then the night flooded back to him.

He felt like crying, but he contained himself, laying still beside Scorpius. After a moment, he slowly pulled back from him and sat on the edge of the bed, holding his face in his hands. What was he going to do?

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scorpi
2012-12-20 11:48 pm UTC (link)

Scorpius woke up because someone was moving around next to him, but he sort of wished he hadn't. His head was pounding and he was sore in places he really didn't want to be sore. But then he remembered why he was sore and he smiled to himself. Because Albus loved him and they had had sex.

He shifted in bed, wincing a little as he rolled over to look at Albus's back, reaching out and touching him. "Alby?" Scorpius kept his voice soft because his head was aching. They probably shouldn't have had so much to drink. "There's some pain killers in the kitchen, I think."

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	alboos 2012-12-20 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	"Okay." Albus replied quietly and took a deep breath. What was he going to do? He'd cheated on Kit and he was never going to forgive him. He closed his eyes for a long moment, then rolled over to look at Scorpius beside him. "I-" He sighed softly. "What happened?" He asked, looking over Scorpius's naked body. "We-" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

scorpi
2012-12-20 11:58 pm UTC (link)

Scorpius hesitated. What happened? Albus hadn't had that much to drink, had he? He'd... Scorpius didn't think he'd taken advantage of him. Albus had initiated everything. Albus had carried him from the kitchen counter and gotten him naked and then they'd had sex. Albus had told him he loved him.

"We had sex," Scorpius said, trying to keep his face blank until he figured out what Albus thought about that. He reached down and grabbed the sheets, covering himself up. "You don't remember? You... I guess you were drinking before I got home." He sat up and pressed his hands together to try and hide the fact that they were shaking. Everything would be fine. Albus wouldn't have had sex with him if he didn't... he wouldn't have said he loved him too.

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	alboos 2012-12-21 12:45 am UTC (link)
	"No. I remember." Albus assured him and looked back at Scorpius. "I was only making sure that I remembered right, I guess. It's.. all really complicated. I'm sorry." He looked back at him. "I cheated on my boyfriend and I don't know how I'm supposed to feel right now." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

scorpi
2012-12-21 01:41 am UTC (link)

His boyfriend. Scorpius felt his heart break. "Oh," he said. He looked down at his hands, squeezing them tighter together and trying not to think about the fact that he'd lost his virginity to Albus and told him he loved him and Albus was just worried about Kit. Of course he was just worried about Kit. Kit was the one who was his boyfriend and Scorpius had been drunk and stupid to think anything else could be true.

"I won't tell anyone," he said quietly. "If you don't want to tell Kit. I don't want --" Only he did want to come between them. More than anything. But. "I just want you to be happy."

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	alboos 2012-12-21 01:45 am UTC (link)
	Albus looked at Scorpius, who looked upset, then wrapped an arm around him and held him close. He breathed him in, pressing his face into the other boy's neck. Scorpius was his best friend and the only comfort he had at that moment. "I love you." He whispered, running his hand down Scorpius's back. "I'm so terrified right now. I'm a bad person." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

scorpi
2012-12-21 01:51 am UTC (link)

Scorpius closed his eyes, wrapping his arms around Albus and pressing his face against his shoulder, feeling the nervous tension that had been filling him leave. He'd needed to hear Albus say he loved him again so badly. Everything was going to be okay. Of course Albus felt bad about Kit, but they could still be together.

He reached up to pet at Albus's hair, smiling only because he knew Albus couldn't see it. "I love you too," he said. "You're not a bad person. You're -- we were both drunk and emotions were high and it's... Kit won't like it, at first, obviously, but he'll be okay, I think. Eventually. Don't be terrified, Albus. It'll be okay."

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	alboos 2012-12-21 02:05 am UTC (link)
	Grumbling, Albus pulled back from Scorpius. He looked down at him and kissed Scorpius's forehead, feeling himself start to tear up. He cleared his throat and stood up from the bed. "I have to tell him." Albus told him quietly. "I have to go to Kit and explain what happened." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

scorpi
2012-12-21 02:08 am UTC (link)

"Go... to him?" Scorpius looked up at Albus, frowning in confusion. "Do you really think you need to tell him in person?" he asked. "Don't you think -- I mean, I guess it's better to say that kind of thing in person." Maybe.

He reached out and touched Albus's hand. "Do you want -- no, I guess me coming would be a bad idea. Do you know what you're going to do? What you want to say to him?"

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	alboos 2012-12-21 02:20 am UTC (link)
	Albus thought about what he wanted to say to Kit, then shook his head. "I don't know what I want to say to him. But, he deserves something. I don't want him to hate me. He's-" He looked at Scorpius. "I mean... You've never dated anyone. But... I've been with him for two years. I don't know how I slipped like this." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

scorpi
2012-12-21 02:33 am UTC (link)

Slipped. Scorpius stared at Albus, hand dropping back onto the bed. This meant that Albus didn't love him, didn't it? He'd been up and down way too many times for a morning when he was hungover and sore from having sex for the first time. Your fist time having sex wasn't supposed to be like that anyway, but Scorpius had been okay with it. He'd been fine when he thought everything was working out the way he wanted.

"I had a boyfriend in America," Scorpius said faintly. But he hadn't loved Nicholas and wouldn't have sex with him so they'd broken up after a month. "You should go to Kit. Tell him you won't slip again. Remind him that you love him. That -- Albus, you loving him is worth so much. He should know that."

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