Cepheus Malfoy (pheus) wrote in paddedrooms,
@ 2013-02-12 23:18:00

Cepheus could not stop crying. He didn't think anything had ever hurt this bad. There had been a mention in a paper that James may be transferred to an American team to play. Which meant he'd be leaving. He'd be leaving and Cepheus wouldn't be going with him. It was one more way for them to not be together and Cepheus felt like James wanted it to be that way. If he was willing to move, to leave, he didn't want him.

He closed his eyes as he showed up at Xavier's flat, knocking on the door, his hands shaking. Xavier was the only friend he had when Scorpius was busy like he'd been.

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siriuslyjames
2013-02-13 05:44 am UTC (link)

"I --" This wasn't how it was supposed to go. James just felt guilty now. He chased Cepheus down the hall and pushed him against the wall. "No," he said. "You're not going anywhere. I'm not going anywhere."

James leaned down, kissing Cepheus deeply, trying to comfort him. "I'll never leave you. I don't want anything else," he whispered. "Nobody is sending me anywhere. I'm not being traded. Even if I was, I'd ask you to come with me. I'd kidnap you if I had to."

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	pheus 2013-02-13 05:49 am UTC (link)
	Cepheus looked up at James. He didn't understand what was going on. He frowned for a moment as he looked back up at him, squirming beneath him a bit. What was he saying? "You-" He shook his head. "The papers said you're moving to America." He told him quietly. "Is it not true? Why would they say it?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

siriuslyjames
2013-02-13 05:55 am UTC (link)

"It's not true," James said firmly, pulling back a bit since Cepheus was squirming. Now he felt like he was maybe going to get in trouble. "I... may have said something to them, but I was never being traded."

He gave Cepheus a slightly guilty look. "I thought you'd just get mad at me. Al thought you'd come over and give me a big lecture so I had this whole dinner planned out. I baked a cheesecake for us."

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pheus
2013-02-13 05:59 am UTC (link)

Cepheus stared up at James. He wanted to punch him in the face for what he'd done. He looked away from him and closed his eyes, tears streaming down his face. James had done this to scare him. To hurt him.

"How could you do this?" Cepheus asked him quietly, trying not to cry too hard. "How am I supposed to trust you after this? You thought it was a good idea to tell me you'd never leave me and that you loved me, then make up a story about how you were going to leave me? I spent all day crying. I only came here because Xavier convinced me it was a good idea."

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siriuslyjames
2013-02-13 06:11 am UTC (link)

"I -- Fuck, Cepheus I hadn't connected those things," James said, shaking his head and reaching out to grab his hand away. "You can punch me. You can hit me all you want. I just wanted to see you again. I made the whole stupid plan up before you came over. I just wanted to make you come up here so I could show you that I loved you."

He wiped at the tears on Cepheus's face, leaning in and trying to kiss them away. "I do love you. I won't ever leave you. I just want us to be together. I just want to be happy with you, Phe. I want to make you happy. I'm so sorry."

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	pheus 2013-02-13 06:30 am UTC (link)
	Cepheus looked up at James. "I hate you." He told him, shaking his head. "I hate you and love you. I want to strangle you and kiss you almost all the time and I just... God. I hate you." He slapped James hard across the face, then leaned in and kissed him deeply, wrapping his arms around his neck. "Marry me." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

siriuslyjames
2013-02-13 06:37 am UTC (link)

James's face was still stinging from the slap when Cepheus wrapped his arms around his neck and then they were kissing and then Cepheus was asking him to marry him. James stared at Cepheus for a long moment, speechless, and then found himself nodding.

"Yes," he said, picking Cepheus up and kissing him again as he carried him towards their flat. "I love you. Even when you hate me, I love you. I want to hang your fairy lights in my room and take showers together and show you off all the fucking time. I want to eat your bad cooking and introduce you to my entire family tree."

He kicked the door shut behind himself and set Cepheus down on the kitchen counter. "You're serious? You want to marry me even though I'm a twat?" he asked, just to be sure.

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pheus
2013-02-13 06:43 am UTC (link)

Cepheus pressed close to James when he was sat on the counter and nodded. "Yes. I want to marry you. I never want you to even pretend like you're leaving me again. Because we'll be married and you won't be able to get away from me."

He kissed him again, running his fingers through James's hair. "Because I love you. And I hate you. And I want to feed you my bad coking and hang all my fairy lights in your room and meet everyone on your family tree." He bit at his neck. "And have your babies. Which is difficult, but still wanted."

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siriuslyjames
2013-02-13 06:48 am UTC (link)

"I don't ever want to get away from you," James promised, burying his hand in Cepheus's hair. "I want you to have my babies. We'll fuck so much they'll find a way to come into the world anyway. God, I want to have babies with you."

He kissed Cepheus again. "You'll design us the best fucking place ever to live and I'll take you on all my road trips. How long do we have to wait to get married? I want to do it right now. I made chicken and cheesecake. We have everything we need for a wedding."

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	pheus 2013-02-13 06:52 am UTC (link)
	Cepheus laughed at that and ruffled his fingers through James's hair, then kissed him deeply for a long moment. "I fear your grandmother may get very angry if we don't throw a proper wedding for us. We'll have to do the whole big thing of it." He kissed James again. "You should call her and tell her. And then we'll eat dinner after I text Scorpius." (Reply to this)(Parent)

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