floral (floral) wrote in paddedrooms,
@ 2012-07-21 01:27:00

Pansy was groggy and sore. Her stomach kind of hurt and she didn't know what to do or how to move. But, she could see someone walking around her bed and could hear them do something. She opened one eye slowly and looked at the man moving around, checking the cords that were attached to her.

And that's when she remembered what happened. She made a miserable noise, eyes focusing on the orderly Luka. "What are you doing?" She asked, her voice sounding like Satan. "Just let me die."

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	draganov 2012-07-21 07:39 pm UTC (link)
	"When you talk to Snape next you can ask him about it," Luka told Pansy. "The hospital has a lot of resources at its disposal. If you take advantage of them, they can really help you." Luka squeezed her hand gently. "Do you think you can try drinking a little more water?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy glanced at their hands and sighed softly. "I don't know. My stomach hurts already from the little bit of water I've already drank. Just.. don't try and make me eat anything." She ran a hand through her hair and then closed her eyes, letting go of Luka's hand. "I don't want to be here anymore." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	draganov 2012-07-21 07:53 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't want you to be here either," Luka told Pansy, leaving his hand where it was, even if she'd let go of it. "I want you to be out and healthy again. I'm not going to make you eat, don't worry." He looked her over for a moment. "Do you want to play a game? I can get checkers or chess. Or put in a video for you to watch." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 08:03 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't know." Pansy looked at the television in her room for a moment and sighed. She didn't know what she wanted to do. She had wanted to die. It had sounded like a good plan when she'd thought it through. "Will you watch it with me?" Pansy asked him quietly. "I don't want to be alone right now. At all." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

draganov
2012-07-21 08:07 pm UTC (link)

"Of course," Luka said, smiling at Pansy. He reached out and touched her hand for a moment. "I'm not going to leave you alone, don't worry." He was supposed to be watching her anyway, so he couldn't leave her alone. "What do you --" He stopped when there was a knock on the door and then a concerned looking man in an expensive suit walked in.

"Pansy?" Theodore Nott was at his fiancee's side quickly, taking her hand in his own. "I came as soon as the hospital would let me see you. I've been so worried."

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	floral 2012-07-21 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy tore her eyes from Luka to look at Theodore. What was he doing there? She stared at him blankly for a moment, looking him over, then touched the lapel of his suit. She smiled a tight smile at him. "What are you doing here, Theodore?" Pansy asked, letting her hand drop. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	draganov 2012-07-21 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	Theodore leaned in and brushed their lips together, kissing Pansy softly and then touching his cheek. "I came to see you," he said. "They told me you tried to kill yourself. I was devastated. I wanted to come right away, but they said I had to wait for you to recover enough for visitors." He ran his fingers through her hair. "I've been worried sick about you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

floral
2012-07-21 08:30 pm UTC (link)

"Why would you be worried about me?" Pansy asked as she stared coldly at Theodore. She turned her eyes away from him and shook her head, picking at her nails nervously. "You're the reason I'm in this place. The reason I feel like no one cares about me. You told me you loved me and then shoved me in a mental institution. How was I supposed to want to live after that?"

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	draganov 2012-07-21 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	"I do love you, Pansy. You're only here because you needed help." Theodore frowned a little, touching her hand. "You don't eat anything. You believe what your mother says about you being too fat. I just want you to be healthy before we get married. I only put you here because I love you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	"If you loved me, you would have helped me yourself." Pansy looked at Theodore, beginning to tear up. "You would have told me I was beautiful and that you loved me and that you wanted to help me yourself. But, instead, you made me someone else's problem so you didn't have to be around me." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	draganov 2012-07-21 08:48 pm UTC (link)
	"No, Pansy. I did tell you those things and you never believed me," Theodore said, shaking his head. "So I asked you about the hospital and I told you why I thought it was a good idea for you to get help here and you agreed with me. You're here because they have doctors who can help you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't want to be here anymore." Pansy told him and shook her head. She glanced at Luka and reached out, taking his hand. "Tell him I don't want to be here anymore. Tell him how crazy it's making me." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

draganov
2012-07-21 09:07 pm UTC (link)

"Are you her doctor?" Theo asked, looking Luka over. He doubted doctors had hair like that. He hoped they didn't here, anyway. He looked at Pansy. "I can't take you out until they say it's all right for you to be released from here. You have to get better before they let you go."

"I'm an orderly here," Luka told Theodore. "And I'm Pansy's friend. I'm not sure you thought about what you were doing before you put her in here."

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	floral 2012-07-21 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy looked at Theodore and started to cry. She reached up and covered her face with her hands and began to sob into them, unable to breathe. She thought she may be having a panic attack. "I just want to be loved." She told him. "And you shoved me in here." (Reply to this)(Parent)

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