lucy catchlove (lucii) wrote in paddedrooms,
@ 2012-06-19 22:07:00

Lucy stepped into the common room and smiled when she saw Pyxis, walking over and dropping into the seat next to her. "So tell me everything I've missed," she said, tucking her hair behind her ear. Their hair was pretty much the only thing she and the other Lucy agreed on. Lucy hated pastels and the girly things the other Lucy liked. Especially Cinderella. She liked Star Wars and rock music and heavy eyeliner, skimpy clothes, and high shoes. Which didn't mean other people could make fun of the other Lucy. Lucy was very protective of her.

"In your life, I mean. It's been fucking forever since I've been out. Do you have any fags, or do I have to go bum them off Rider?" she asked, crossing her legs as she played with a hole in the thigh of her sheer, black stockings.

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	pyxis 2012-06-20 02:22 am UTC (link)
	Pyxis hadn't seen this side of Lucy in a while. She smiled at her and reached out, touching her friend. "God. I can't believe that you're finally out of there. I thought I'd have to deal with the other one forever." She smiled. "I don't have any fags. And Rider got his confiscated this morning." She shrugged. "You haven't missed much. Lucy has a little boyfriend now." (Reply to this)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-20 02:33 am UTC (link)

"Don't say it like that. She's my responsbility, you know. She doesn't know what she's doing." Lucy grinned at Pyxis. "I'm better at keeping track of some things than Lucy is. Plus, she keeps a diary and I read it when I wake up."

Lucy made a face. "Of course he got them confiscated. He -- wait." She frowned. "Lucy has a boyfriend? Who? She didn't write anything about a boyfriend. Who the fuck does he think he is? She's like a child."

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	pyxis 2012-06-20 02:45 am UTC (link)
	Pyxis laughed at that. "They're not really dating. But they've been very touchy with each other." She told her and then glanced around the room. She pointed at the boy across the way. "That's him." She told her. "His name is Radley Macnair. Tried to kill himself." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-20 03:00 am UTC (link)

"Of course Lucy decided to get touchy with someone who's suicidal. She's such a fucking idiot sometimes." She kissed Pyxis and then stood up. "I need to go make sure he knows what he's dealing with." This was probably why she was here anyway. To protect Lucy from herself again.

Lucy walked over to the overly-large boy and sat next to him on the couch. "I hear you're getting touchy with Lucy."

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	radley 2012-06-20 03:14 am UTC (link)
	Radley glanced up from doing the puzzle that he and Lucy had been working on. He looked over Lucy, who was now her other self, and nodded. Surely she couldn't be too bad. "Yes. That's me." Radley told her and then held out his hand. "I'm Radley. I've heard about you in group. It's nice to meet you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-20 03:25 am UTC (link)
	"No," Lucy said, ignoring the hand. "It's not. Don't try and suck up to me. I'm not here to be your friend. I'm here to make sure you don't fuck with Lucy." She looked him over critically. "Do you want to fuck her?" she asked. "Is that it?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-20 03:39 am UTC (link)
	Radley stared at Lucy for a moment and then shook his head, letting his hand drop. "No. I had no intention of sleeping with her. Lucy is a sweet girl and I thought the two of us could be friends." He pointed at the puzzle. "I was waiting for her to come help me finish the puzzle. Some of the pieces aren't organized yet." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-20 03:46 am UTC (link)

"Are you gay?" Lucy asked. "Is that why you tried to kill yourself? Because you like boys?" She crossed her arms over her chest. "It's my job to protect her. She's like a kid. I don't let people mess with her. I don't care if you're a big man, I'll make you regret hurting her if you do."

She glanced down at the puzzle and then frowned. "Fuck, is she still doing that? We're never going to get out of here if she doesn't stop obsessing over stupid little things."

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	radley 2012-06-20 04:21 am UTC (link)
	"I just wanted to be her friend. No reason to get defensive. Maybe you're doing her more harm than good by being so over protective." Radley pointed out, looking her over and frowning. He shook his head. "It helps with the puzzle doing, when you have all the same colours together. We've nearly finished this together." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-20 04:32 am UTC (link)

"I'm protecting her. I've been protecting her for years. You think one or two of her mum's boyfriends didn't think about getting handsy with her? I'm the one who was there to keep them away," Lucy informed Radley. "Whatever she told you isn't the full story because I make sure she's safe and she doesn't know anything she doesn't need to know."

Lucy looked Radley over again, then turned to the puzzle pieces and started sorting them out by colour. "If you're going to be her friend, we're going to have to set up some rules and boundaries."

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	radley 2012-06-20 05:07 am UTC (link)
	"Rules and boundries?" Radley asked as he looked back at Lucy, arching a brow. She was kind of cute, all painted up like a two-pence hooker. He smiled at her and then snorted. "What are your rules?" He asked he. "Stay out of the same room and don't even look at her?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-20 05:24 am UTC (link)

"Just because I'm protective of her doesn't mean I'm not going to let people be her friend," Lucy informed Radley. She pushed hair out of her face, sorting through puzzle pieces. "I have friends. Pyxis is my friend. I get along better with Rider than anybody else in this place. Thoreau is my friend and he gets along okay with Lucy, which doesn't happen often."

She looked up at Radley. "She likes him because he's pretty. I like him because he knows I'll cut his dick off if he tries to get in her knickers. We need rules and boundries so I know I can trust you with Lucy. Think about me like her protective sister. You seem okay. Nicer than Rider, for sure. Saner too. My rules are negotiable. You can be her friend if you want, but I don't want you mixing signals on her. Her heart stays intact. She's fragile."

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radley
2012-06-20 05:37 am UTC (link)

Radley shook his head and sighed. "Look. I'm not looking for sex. Not right now. I'm not really looking for a relationship either. I've had a pretty shite life and I wouldn't want to enter anything with anyone, especially someone I may hurt."

He ran a hand over his head and sat back from the puzzle. "I just thought that Lucy was nice. And not very crazy. Not like Rider and Pyxis. I just wanted to be her friend."

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lucii
2012-06-20 06:15 am UTC (link)

Lucy glanced at Radley again. "Okay," she said. "I believe you. You don't want to fuck her. Do you still want to be her friend, even though you know she's crazier than Pyxis? Not as crazy as Rider, though. Not by a long shot."

She leaned back on the couch. "Lucy and I probably aren't ever getting out of here. She doesn't believe that, but I know it's true. I'm not going away. They've had her on at least a dozen different types of medication to try and make me go away and they don't work. Inevitably, I come back. So unless Lucy has someone on the outside who can handle her having multiple personalities, she's fucked. It doesn't matter how under control she gets her eating disorder or her OCD. And they only person she has out there is her mother, who really doesn't give a shit. You should know that if you're going to be her friend."

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	radley 2012-06-20 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't think that any of that matters." Radley told Lucy as he looked back at her and fowned. "So what if there are two of you? I'm sure that after some time and if you calm your tits, we could be friends as well. Lucy is a sweet girl and I want to help you take care of her. Make sure she doesn't get hurt." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-20 10:47 pm UTC (link)
	Lucy still wasn't sure she believed or trusted Radley, but if he was the kind of person who hurt himself, how bad could he be? "Okay," she agreed, after a moment more of scrutiny. "We can try. What are you here for? Besides trying to kill yourself, I mean. What's your diagnosis?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-20 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	Radley hesitated and then shrugged. He moved his eyes over Lucy. "I'm in for bipolar disorder." He told her. "They've got me on three or four different meds. One of them makes me sleep walk." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-20 11:41 pm UTC (link)
	"Well, that's fun," Lucy laughed. "They had Lucy on meds once that made me come out every time she went to sleep. It was an awful couple of weeks." Bipolar disorder wasn't so bad. "As long as you don't sleep naked. Who's your roommate?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-20 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	"I do sleep naked, but they won't let me do that here." Radley grumbled at the question. "Malfoy." He told her and shook his head. "He's an utter nightmare." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 12:13 am UTC (link)
	Lucy laughed, looking around the room to see if Malfoy was there. "Fuck," she said, shaking her head. "I don't envy you one bit. I know Lucy's got a new roommate, but I haven't met her yet. I think Malfoy's disorder is that he's high maintenence. I know technically he's got one of the same diagnoses as Pyxis, but unofficially. He's a drama queen." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 12:53 am UTC (link)
	"Pyxis said he has daddy issues or something." Radley told Lucy and then snorted. "He should. When I was younger, his father used to fuck me. I'd never met him before I came here, though." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 01:07 am UTC (link)
	"Ew," Lucy said, wrinkling her nose. "Yeah, that would give anybody daddy issues. Malfoy's here because he was fucking some old guy and after the split up he got depressed and then drunk and caused a scene of some sort. I don't know the details. We don't exactly get along. I'm not sure Malfoy gets along with anyone, actually." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 01:22 am UTC (link)
	"He doesn't seem to. He seemed okay with your new roommate." Radley replied and looked her over carefully. "I'm sure he'll get out of here soon enough. Hopefully. He was talking about it." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 01:30 am UTC (link)
	"Everyone talks about it," Lucy told Radley, shaking her head. "Until they tell you exactly when they're getting out -- exactly when Snape says they're getting out -- they're not really. Crazy people don't know what's best for them. It's part of what makes them crazy. Us crazy." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 02:26 am UTC (link)
	"Do you consider yourself crazy?" Radley asked her and arched a brow. "I don't think you're crazy. I just think you have deep seeded problems that need to be taken care of." (Reply to this)(Parent)

	lucii 2012-06-21 02:28 am UTC (link)
	"That's what crazy is," Lucy told Radley. "Problems that need to be taken care of. And yeah, Lucy has multiple personalities, plus the OCD and the eating disorder. She's crazy. Try to feed her some cake sometime and watch her freak out." (Reply to this)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 02:46 am UTC (link)
	Radley looked back at Lucy for a moment, then took her hand into his own. He gave her a warm smile, then pulled her over against his side. Even if she wasn't the same as the other Lucy. "We'll get you straightened out." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 03:16 am UTC (link)
	"Me?" Lucy raised an eyebrow at Radley. It was a bit weird to be pulled to his side, but if the other Lucy liked it she supposed she had to get used to him cuddling her. "You just tried to kill yourself. I think we should be working on you first." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 02:51 pm UTC (link)
	"I haven't devised a way of killing myself here yet." Radley pointed out and smiled. "Besides. I've never really had anyone before. Who cared about me. And Lucy does. It changes things a little bit. I want to stay alive to protect her." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 07:20 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe Radley wasn't so bad. Lucy leaned against him, trying to gauge how sincere he was about this. "I really care about Lucy too," she told him. "Obviously. I'm here to protect her. If you'll protect her when I'm not around, then I like you. I'll let you two be friends and maybe we can be friends too." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 07:28 pm UTC (link)
	Radley smirked down at Lucy and nodded. "I'll protect her." He promised and then pressed a kiss on her forehead. "Don't worry about her, okay? I'll take care of her and make sure that no one hurts her." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	"I exist to worry about her," Lucy informed Radley. "It's my purpose. But we'll see how good a job you do." She reached up and ruffled his hair. "Lucy may be a kitten, but I'm not. You don't have to coddle me." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm not codding you." Radley snorted, eyes moving over her. "I just think that you're cute and I want to cuddle you. Nothing wrong with that. Is there?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 08:29 pm UTC (link)
	"Lucy is cute. I am not cute," Lucy informed Radley, looking him over in turn. "Lucy thinks you're gay," she told him. "Are you gay?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 09:59 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm pansexual." Radley informed her and looked her over carefully. He leaned in and pressed their lips together softly. "Does that feel gay?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-21 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	Pansexual. Lucy wasn't even sure what that was supposed to mean. That he got off on everything? It seemed about right, but then he was kissing her and it was... unexpected. She blinked up at him. "It's hard to tell," she said, after a moment. "It was barely even a kiss." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-21 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	"I didn't want to upset the other Lucy." Radley pointed out as he looked her over carefully. But, he leaned in and kissed her again, deeper this time, and held her close. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-21 10:18 pm UTC (link)

Lucy kissed Radley back, resting a hand on his neck. The other Lucy liked him a lot, even if she thought he was gay. It had been a while since Lucy had been out to snog anybody for her. They had a lot of energy built up. She broke the kiss, nipping at Radley's bottom lip. "The other Lucy has barely even kissed someone before," she told him. "If you want to kiss her, you need to go slow. I'm different."

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	radley 2012-06-21 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	"I know you're different. You're two different girls in one body." Radley told her and then kissed her forehead softly. "How about you let the other Lucy come back out so I can finish this puzzle with her?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-21 11:01 pm UTC (link)

Lucy raised an eyebrow at Radley, then pulled away from him and sat back on the couch. "Be careful," she told him. "I'm going to be watching you closely." She closed her eyes. When Lucy opened them, she looked around, bewildered, for a moment, before looking down at her clothes and them up at Radley with wide-eyes. "I... What did she do to you?" she asked him. "I'm sorry. For whatever it was."

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	radley 2012-06-22 12:47 am UTC (link)
	Radley laughed at Lucy's surprise and shook his head. "She didn't do anything to me. She's not scary or anything." He promised her and then kissed her forehead. "She and I just had an understanding. We both want to make sure that you're okay. I have her blessing." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-22 12:50 am UTC (link)
	"Well... I think that's good," Lucy said, shifting uncomfortably and trying to pull her dress down lower. "I should go change. This... I hate the way she dresses. I feel so exposed. Usually she changes back into my clothes before she goes away. What did you say to her?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-22 01:09 am UTC (link)
	"We just had a talk." Radley told her and shook his head. "I told her that you and I get along really well and I'd like if she didn't mess that up for us." He rested a hand on Lucy's knee and smiled at her. "And I asked her to go away so I could talk to you and finish our puzzle." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-22 01:28 am UTC (link)
	Lucy wasn't sure she trusted the other her enough to believe that, but Radley wouldn't lie to her. She nodded, looking down at the hand on her knee and her stupid stockings. "I'm glad she didn't freak out at you. Sometimes she does that when I make friends." She looked down at the puzzle and smiled. "Do you want to do another when we finish this one?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-22 01:48 am UTC (link)
	"We can do another if you like." Radley looked back at Lucy and smiled, brushing his fingers gently through her hair. "Or we can play a board game. Anything that you want." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucii 2012-06-22 01:51 am UTC (link)
	"Well, first I need to change," Lucy said firmly, looking down at herself and what she was wearing. "This is completely inappropriate, and I feel like a raccoon with all this makeup on. It takes me forever to get it off." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	radley 2012-06-22 02:02 am UTC (link)
	"Alright. You can do that." Radley told her, then leaned in and kissed the corner of her mouth. He pulled back. "I'll be waiting here for you when you get back." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2012-06-22 02:10 am UTC (link)

Lucy blushed when Radley kissed the edge of her mouth, even if he liked boys. It was still kind of like getting a kiss from someone, and he was really handsome. Tall and muscular and strong. "Okay," she said, smiling at him and then dashing to her room to change clothes as quickly as she could. Radley made her feel nice. Safe. Something had settled in her stomach and now she felt like she could definitely trust him.

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