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halloweentown!!! ([info]halloweenish) wrote in [info]politico,
@ 2009-12-28 22:29:00


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Entry tags:adam, elijah, shay

shay, lijah, adam
As much as Elijah hated to admit it, Adam was always especially sweet during any holiday. He tried to make them as special as he possibly could for all of the boys, and Lijah hated that sometimes he really enjoyed himself. But he supposed he had to take pleasure in the smallest things, or else he'd go crazy. He and Murphy had played a song for Adam, and naturally that had made the man very happy. He'd cooked them a special holiday meal, and spent time with each of his little talented artists. Reagan had been a bit difficult, but when Shay had taken photos of him, he'd been good, mostly because he'd been worried about what might happen to Shay if he wasn't. It was obvious to everyone how much he missed Liam, though. An entire month had nearly gone by with nothing, and though the team was making a lot of progress - especially thanks to Adam's slip up with Vegas - no one held captive knew that.

After Adam had taken Murphy up for photos, he'd taken Parker, and now Elijah was waiting for his turn as he sat on the edge of his bed. He was anxious and nervous, afraid that Adam would see his attraction to Shay, though he supposed that wouldn't be bad. In fact, that would probably only make Adam happy. What Elijah was really worried about was if Adam recognized the feelings that he and Shay had for one another. There was no way of knowing how the man would react. Adam could be very sweet, but he could snap and when that happened, it was never good.



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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 05:34 am UTC (link)
Slowly but surely, Adam was starting to get control of himself, realizing that Shay had completely taken over the momentum of the situation and he wasn't sure he liked that. Taking initiative to please him was one thing, but taking over was a little rude and hardly showed the gratitude he was owed. He stood up and put a hand on Elijah's shoulder, tugging him away from Shay. Hand slipping through his hair, he tilted his head back and kissed him roughly. Shay couldn't bring himself to take a picture of that, an overwhelming flurry of jealousy boiling up inside of him.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 05:56 am UTC (link)
When Elijah felt Adam's hand on his shoulder to pull him away from Shay, his first instinct was to push Adam away but he didn't. He knew better, and so he just went with it despite how much it hurt to do so. He let Adam kiss him, but didn't really kiss the man back, and he couldn't help but wonder what Shay was doing. He hated to think that Shay had to watch him with Adam, and this was exactly what he'd been afraid might happen all along.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 06:07 am UTC (link)
Shay didn't think that he'd be so jealous, but the way his stomach started to churn told him otherwise. But he let Adam do what he wanted, releasing his hold on Elijah and clasping onto his camera with both hands.

"Not going to capture the moment anymore?" Adam murmured in Shay's direction as he started to kiss down Elijah's shoulder.

Shay pursed his lips. "Oh, I didn't think you'd want evidence left behind." It was a stupid thing to say because it implied that this was a crime rather than just fun. As soon as the words left his mouth, Shay knew he'd made a mistake.

Adam stopped and let go of Elijah. "Evidence?" his voice dropped from aroused to warning.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 06:26 am UTC (link)
Elijah knew that tone, and he knew it very well. He blinked rapidly and swallowed hard as he tried to think of the best way to diffuse the situation.

"Adam... What would you like us to do for you?" he asked softly, hoping that maybe if he gave Adam full control back, the man might be happy.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 07:10 am UTC (link)
Having to appease Adam at this point was infuriating to Shay, but miraculously, he kept his mouth shut for the moment. Adam stared at him as if simply waiting for that mouth of his to get him in trouble. When nothing happened, he relaxed just a little and put his hand back on Elijah's shoulder as if he felt the need to comfort him.

Shay clicked a few pictures, but they were soulless, meaningless snaps without frame or function. He wanted this to stop, but he didn't want to claim that he was tired for fear that Adam would send him away and Elijah would be left alone with the man.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 07:17 am UTC (link)
The silence was unnerving, and it was making Elijah feel sick to his stomach with worry. He could feel the tension in the room, and all he wanted to do was make it go away. The feel of Adam's hand against his shoulder was welcome for once, but only because Elijah knew that it meant things were calming down some. He swallowed hard and let out a quiet breath as he moved to step closer to Adam, though his face was turned in the direction of the snapping camera. He couldn't see Shay, but he knew exactly where the other man was.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 07:43 am UTC (link)
Adam smiled, muscles relaxing ever so slightly as he laid a kiss down against Elijah's neck. Slowly, he let his hand brush down the other's stomach and snaked around the boy's cock. "I think you should pick back up where you left off," he instructed Shay, looking at him darkly.

There was a long pause before any movement took place. Shay was slowly trying to make a decision. If he balked now, Adam would be upset, but if he complied, he'd be in a threesome with the man he loved and the man who was holding them captive. When they'd talked about it in their cells downstairs, it hadn't seemed so unbearable, but now that it was happening, Shay wanted to curl up and die. He got down on his knees and took Elijah back into his mouth, sucking him down as he placed his camera on the floor next to them.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 08:02 am UTC (link)
Elijah was doing his best to just put Adam out of his mind completely, but it wasn't easy when he could feel the man's mouth on his neck and his hand against his cock. He closed his eyes and held his breath as his body tensed up a little bit. He could sense Shay's apprehension, and he wished he could tell him somehow that it was all right. At least they'd get to be together. Still, Adam being there wasn't what he wanted at all.

When he felt Shay's mouth close around him, he relaxed some, and he reached down to grasp a hold of Shay's shoulder. He brushed his thumb back and forth over the other man's collarbone, his own way of saying that they could do this, and that Shay felt good despite the fact that Adam was right there. Shay was the one who mattered.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 08:23 am UTC (link)
Trying to lose himself in the taste and feel of Elijah, Shay closed his eyes, imagining that they were by themselves. But Adam was doing everything in his power to prevent that from happening. Even though Shay's mouth was around Elijah, Adam still kept his own hand around the base, guiding what was going on.

Adam finally pulled Elijah away and pushed him back down onto the bed. Dragging Shay to his feet, Adam wrapped his arms around him and planted a kiss forcefully on his lips. Shay's spirit had been far from broken and while sometimes he let himself enjoy it, he wasn't about to do so then. He tried to pull away but Adam kissed him harder. "Stop," Shay tried to mumble around the kiss but the word was lost in it.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 08:44 am UTC (link)
While a part of Elijah was glad that he couldn't see Adam's face, he hated how he never really knew what was going on around him. He always felt out of his element. This place was not his home, and it never would be. He'd never feel secure in it, he'd never know his way around it like the back of his hand or know all of it's little sounds as it settled.

When he was pushed back onto the bed, his heart rate picked up with a slight pang of fear as he swallowed hard. He heard the muffled word, but only because he was specifically listening to Shay's voice. He reached out blindly until his hand found Shay's and he grasped a hold of it tightly.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 05:45 pm UTC (link)
Adam kissed harder still and it started to hurt. He was still angry, but hiding it poorly in a caress. But when Shay felt Elijah's hand in his, he didn't cry out when Adam bit down on his lip, drawing blood. The taste of it was satisfying, not because he was especially into blood but because he knew it had hurt Shay.

Squeezing Elijah's hand, Shay whimpered, trying to kiss back now because the pain reminded him what Adam was capable of. Satisfied with that, Adam released him and urged him to kiss Elijah, knowing that the boy would be able to taste the blood. Shay didn't resist, laying down on top of Elijah and pressing their lips together. He flinched a little because the contact hurt, but he melted into it easily enough. He tried to distract from the metallic taste by letting his hips thrust against Elijah's, causing that mind numbingly delicious friction between the two of them.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 09:40 pm UTC (link)
The moment that Elijah tasted blood, he felt his heart break a little bit, and a flare of anger welled up inside of him. He knew very well just what Adam was capable of, but he didn't like to think about it if he could help it. When time passed by without Parker being hurt, or any of the boys when they angered Adam, he could pretend a little that Adam wasn't such a bad person. But he was a bad person, and Elijah hated to be reminded just what a hell he really was living in.

He kept the kiss soft, tracing the tip of his tongue against the wound very delicately before he kissed him again and lifted a hand up to cup the side of Shay's face. He couldn't say anything, he had to pour everything into touch and emotion, and he wanted Shay to know that he was there with him all of the way through this and that they'd be all right at the end of it.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 10:11 pm UTC (link)
There it was again, that sensation that if he just let the boys have at it, they would both forget him entirely. He didn't like that they were in their own little world and that he clearly wasn't a part of it. "Finish the roll," he said as he put the camera back up on the bed firmly. "Just finish it and then get back downstairs." He didn't want to deal with it anymore, the feeling of rejection getting its foothold in him.

Shay wasn't sure how to take that, Adam just giving up like that. And did he mean he wanted just Shay to go back downstairs? He wasn't about to leave Elijah up here alone with him now. But he would cross that bridge when he came to it. He pulled back and noticed a smear of his blood across Elijah's lips and the artist in him liked that, so he snapped a few shots of it. He went quickly, back to efficiency and when he was done, he stood up and looked at Adam. "Both of us?" Downstairs, he meant. Adam grit his teeth and then nodded.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 10:32 pm UTC (link)
Elijah didn't like the tone of Adam's voice and when the roll was finished he managed to find his pants by feeling around for them. He tugged them on and reached around for his violin and bow, and once he had them both he got to his feet and waited for Shay to lead him. He had no idea if Adam wanted just Shay to leave, he couldn't see the nod, but he was hoping he could go with Shay.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-05 10:38 pm UTC (link)
Adam led them both downstairs and put them in their respective cells. There was no way he was going to let them stay together tonight. Afterward, he tromped up the stairs and slammed the door behind him. Shay flinched at the sound. He felt as if they'd made some fatal error and he was afraid. Curling up on his bed, he sighed. "I used to be so much braver but I'm getting so tired of hurting," he said in a small voice.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-05 11:12 pm UTC (link)
Elijah put his violin away neatly in it's case, and he went to go pull on a shirt and some socks in silence. When he heard Shay's voice, he frowned and went over to the fence so that he could be as close to him as he could manage.

"You don't have to be brave all of the time," he said softly. "That's asking to much of one person. It's okay to feel tired sometimes, just as long as you don't give up."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-06 05:56 am UTC (link)
He rubbed the heels of his palms hard against his eyes and rolled onto his back so that he could sprawl out. "But I did give up. I should have fought or something, but now I have something at stake. You." Sure, Shay liked all of the other men, but if his smart mouth caused some grief for them he wouldn't be devastated. Likewise, if he got hurt because of something they'd done, he wouldn't hold it against them. Every man for themselves is what it really boiled down to for Shay, not that he'd be completely cold toward them.

But now he really cared. Elijah had made him care not only about Elijah himself, but about the others as well, acting as a doorway to really connecting with the others. It was a sticky situation now; he couldn't just act without thinking about the consequences.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-06 06:17 am UTC (link)
Elijah face fell some, and he furrowed his brow as his hands fell away from the chainlink fence. He felt guilty now, like he'd done something wrong when he knew that he hadn't. He just couldn't help it.

"I'm sorry..." he said softly. He closed his eyes and leaned his head against the fence as he swallowed hard. "It'll be okay. I don't know how, but it will be." It had to be.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-06 06:30 am UTC (link)
When he realized how that might have sounded, Shay winced. "Oh, no. No, I didn't mean it like that, Lijah. I swear. Love is a liability, but that doesn't make it not worth it." In so many words, he'd just told Elijah that he loved him without realizing it. He'd been hesitant to say it outright, uncertain of exactly how the other felt about him or if any of this could even be considered real under the circumstances. But the emotions were there for Shay and he spoke about it without thinking.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-06 06:33 am UTC (link)
Elijah chewed on the inside of his lower lip, and he wished more than anything that they didn't have to constantly be seperated by a goddamn fence. He went to go sit down on his bed and he rubbed at his eyes in frustration.

"I know," he said softly, "I know you didn't mean it like that. I know you care about me just as much as I do you," he added, and his voice grew softer. "I love you, too."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-06 07:03 am UTC (link)
Those words made everything around him go into soft focus, draining the fear and frustration out of him and replacing it with warmth. "You do?" he asked in a thick voice as he turned onto his side toward Elijah. "I wish you were here right now." Because he may as well have been in another country they felt so far away.

"I think you're right. I think things will be okay."

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-06 07:10 am UTC (link)
Hearing Shay say those words, and hearing his voice go soft, returned some hope to Elijah and he smiled sadly before he moved to crawl under the covers.

"Lets just sleep for a while," he said softly. "Maybe I'll see you in my dreams." It was silly to say, but he liked the way the words sounded coming out of his mouth.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-01-06 07:30 am UTC (link)
Shay made a sound in the back of his throat that was nothing but fondness for the other. He tugged his pillow in closer and had to be content with pretending that it was Elijah.

"You will," he laughed a little and closed his eyes.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-01-06 07:34 am UTC (link)
"One day we'll be able to fall asleep next to eachother, you know. And eat together, and hold hands in movies, and do whatever we want," he added quietly. He was daring to hope, allowing himself to get carried away, because he hated feeling despair constantly. He had to hope sometimes. "And have photoshoots alone." He closed his eyes and let out a little sigh. "Goodnight, Shay."

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