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¤ α н r ¤ ([info]starcrossed) wrote in [info]valesco,
@ 2009-02-18 02:25:00


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Entry tags:anneliese jugson, william jugson

Will!
Her husband was bound to try to come home eventually, it had been over a week now, and there way no way he had took enough clothes to last him that long. So, that meant all Anneliese had to do was wait for him to come knocking, and then slam the door in his face. Yes, she was waiting for exactly that. No new clothes, not even a step into the house. Nope, nothing. She had reaffirmed this to herself over and over again during the past week, every day letting her anger grow more and more to the point where she didn't even need to think about what had actually happened to get angry, just thinking about how angry she was was enough to get her going. So, yes! She was eagerly waiting.

Well--- maybe not eagerly waiting in the angry sense she wished she could focus on, because apart of her actually missed Will: him not being home meant not talking nor seeing him, leaving the house completely empty which made it increasingly harder to stay mad at every single moment. Of course she missed him, everything in the house was a reminder of him and-- for Merlin's sake, she was going to pop any minute with his baby, if that didn't remind her of him then she didn't know what else would. So, she was---

No. She was angry. Very angry. He didn't trust her judgement for her own son, he thought she was going to be irresponsible with Henry, he believed that she was a horrible mother already. What kind of--- how could he say that? She had more experience in the matter than he did, she had been watching over Aidan for years now! Well--- not as much now since he was much taller and smarter, but the point was she had read all the books and talked to all his sisters at any chance she could get to be ready for this and--- she had never doubted for a moment that he wouldn't be a good enough father, so how was that fair?

Tears began to spring in her eyes as she continued to put away the dinner dishes one at a time. Emmeline had just left, leaving with Anneliese little to do but either read, go to sleep, or try and wait up to see if Will would actually attempt coming home. Wiping her face (and her back hurt so much!), she decided to just clean the dishes. One step at a time. The next would be to get herself to stop crying, though that would be much more of an effort now that she had started.



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[info]starcrossed
2009-02-21 06:45 am UTC (link)
What?

Anneliese watched Will carefully (as carefully as she could through her tears), unsure of what he was actually saying. He didn't think--? Did that mean--- wait. Within a few minutes she was able to stop herself from crying, now only giving the occasional sniffle. Was he lying? Just to get her to stop? But-- no, he wouldn't do that. There was a reason behind why they actually got married, after all, because they trusted each other, and of course she loved him, so.

She didn't understand. Because--- how could something like that come out of nowhere? It just didn't, which meant... a lot of things Anneliese wasn't really sure she wanted to get into. And--- a large frown formed on her face, and her hands clung to her clothing. She never thought he was-- okay, no that was a lie, just once it had crossed her mind during one of her many rant sessions with Emmeline but that had quickly turned into the conclusion that he was just being mean. Not that---

"I didn't---" she choked, her hands letting go of the sides of her shirt to move over her stomach. Her huge stomach. Who was probably hating her right now because she had been so emotional the last week that her head hadn't ceased to stop swimming, which meant that the baby felt the way she felt and---

"That's not---" Quickly, the tears returned, but this time for yet another reason. She was just constantly screwing this up, wasn't she? Being pregnant was suppose to be a happy time, with wonderful decisions and excitement and... all she felt was confusion, anxiety, and anger half the time. Or hungry.

Anneliese took a step forward to him, but stopped as she noticed that she still hadn't said anything to counter what he was saying. Of course he would be a good father, and he was a good husband, so there was no reason why Will should be thinking that. She opened her mouth again, attempting to say what she was thinking. "Don't-- I don't think--- you're not--"

Oh--- oh. Oh. Seemingly out of nowhere, Anneliese felt her abdomen begin to gnaw in pain, and instinctively she doubled over slightly with her hands over her stomach. Was this--- how could--- holy shit, why was this happening now! "--- I have to sit down."

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[info]willss
2009-02-24 06:39 am UTC (link)
Terrified could not even begin to explain what was rushing through Will's body. He had seen death, he had caused death, but the sight of his wife in pain, of Anneliese in pain made his heart stop and his muscles lock and freeze in a constricting stupor. Will let out a strangled kind of sound before immediately rushing forward, grabbing Anneliese by the elbows to help steer her to the nearest seat, couch, something.

"Are you---pains? Again---okay." Will shut his mouth into a tight line, recalling what the healers had said during their last hospital visit (when Anneliese wasn't speaking or looking at him). Breathing, breathing was very important. Will and Anneliese, they'd never been very good at breathing, so this was going to prove to be challenging.

Will knelt down at Anneliese's side, making sure his hold on her was strong, but not overwhelming; he was going to be here this time, and he wasn't going to let her send him away again.

"Do you want to go to the hospital?" he said in a soft tone, attempting to keep her gaze. He'd forgotten to tell her to breathe, but that might be because he was silently prompting himself to do so, in and out--

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