|Current mood:|| calm|
|Current music:||Justin Timberlake - Cry Me a River|
Making decisions together.
So, I got off the computer around 4:30 pm, since my mom told me to (rofl!), and I just watched TV, then retreated to my room, which has no computer, no TV, absolutely nothing, and I decided to tidy it up a bit and then play around with make up. And I had fun! Listening to the radio, I don't even have a radio or a CD player in my room, I just have my cell phone which has a radio in it. It was just great.
Yeah, I redid my nails, and Katie chose to go with black. To symbolise the insecurity and depression inside, but I put glitter on top so it wouldn't look so gloomy. x) Now my nails look like a starry sky, and I love astronomy! This, truly is harmony. I'm glad Katie took over and put on the black, my options didn't look too good with the glitter on top.
I realised that I have skipped so much that I will probably not pass my courses. But I have tried my best, and I can't change what's been done. I'll just have to take the accusations and all the shit from my teachers, and try to get to the courses in the next period, tell them I'll try again next year or do the extra excercises.
I'm taking a deep breath, and mentally preparing us all for a big struggle. But I know that we can make it. I know a few of us choose life, like me, and we're ready to fight and convince the rest of the system.
Summer's so coming, to make up for the difficult months, the depths of psychosis, everything. It will all be paid back.
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