Madara Uchiha (bitter_sweet) wrote,
@ 2011-02-24 22:06:00

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[is in a ridiculously good mood today. so good, it's unsettling. has been chipper all through the school day, even, humming to himself when it gets out, swinging his school bag while he walks like a girl who just got asked out by her crush or something. not even his horrible rival could ruin this mood. which is good. coz there he is.] Hashirama Senju~ have you felt that breeze today? I love this weather. So close to spring. Aaah~

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	boysareback 2011-03-08 12:05 am UTC (link)
	We spend most of our time around each other, its bound to end up like that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 12:10 am UTC (link)
	I guess I thought I could get away from it, but... I guess not. [flops on his bed. isn't running off, at least.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 12:21 am UTC (link)
	We should just date. Isn't that what the end result would be? We will get that involved with each other since there is no where else to go, it will go okay and then dissolve into our differences, we will hate each other, won't speak to each other again and only nod acknowledging one another at family gatherings or when our siblings admit they are dating. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to date me...? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 01:39 am UTC (link)
	I think it's something I need to do. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 01:44 am UTC (link)
	Need to? [makes a face.] Why? As another test? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 01:51 am UTC (link)
	What I wrote in those letters wasn't a lie... it was what I felt. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 01:57 am UTC (link)
	How can I even trust that? If you feel it then tell me frankly, don't... piss me off by lying to me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:07 am UTC (link)
	I've got nothing to prove to you that I'm telling the truth. It's not the easiest thing to tell someone that you have known your entire life that you have somehow suddenly developed feelings for them, hell, I don't even know if its real. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:23 am UTC (link)
	You're... messing with me again, aren't you? It's hard to tell now, you know. We always lie to each other to try and bullshit. How could we ever date, huh? We'd just... fight all the time. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:33 am UTC (link)
	I know, I know that, which is why it is so crazy to even be thinking about this stuff. I'm not messing with you, I am being completely open and honest with you. If you want I can go into great details on how every time I masterbate I hear you moaning like you did when I jerked you off. This isn't a game. I swear. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:36 am UTC (link)
	... You think about that? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:39 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes other stuff too. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:41 am UTC (link)
	It's just hormones and stuff, then, right? Like... looking at me right now, does it turn you on? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:52 am UTC (link)
	[stares at.] Not at all. You are you. But... [gets up and walks over to him, nice and close, looking down with the height difference between them but it has that more intimate feel.] Like this, it does. I think it is hormones. You don't feel anything... do you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:54 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. [little shrug.] I feel like ... it's too weird to comprehend. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 03:01 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to take a break from me? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 03:05 am UTC (link)
	That sounds even more weird. Like we're already dating and this is the time we go "see other people." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to go back to being the way we were before? I'm just trying to figure out what you want. Want a chocolate milkshake? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 03:27 am UTC (link)
	... I want a banana milkshake. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

boysareback
2011-03-08 03:36 am UTC (link)

That isn't going to perk your boobs up. [hands underneath, pushing up some fake boobies there with a smile.] You aren't special enough to get honey in it too. [and turn. ha, take that. it will be good to get the taste out of his mouth. that still lingers x_x gets to the kitchen, the blender, banana and milk in it goes and a couple of scoops of icecream.] Do you think that my brother will one day work out a way to genetically knock up your brother? [strange conversation but it moves from before and feels more normal.]

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	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 03:56 am UTC (link)
	... Those two. [little unamused laugh, leaning on the counter.] I told Izuna to try to be rivals with Tobirama, but I don't think it's working out. I should just tell him to be his lover. Because going from rivals to lovers is hard, but ... if they just start off lovers it'll be easier for them. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

boysareback
2011-03-08 04:04 am UTC (link)

I wouldn't mind it at all if that were to happen with them because he looks out for my brother, stops him from being used and abused by everyone. They take after our fathers, they don't have the fighting spirit in them. [blends, pours and there you go.] We only got a year left of this before we go out seperate ways. How about we just enjoy each others company instead of competing for one?

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bitter_sweet
2011-03-08 04:09 am UTC (link)

I guess... we're not going to the same college, huh? We really will go our separate ways after high school. [stirs the shake with his straw. this is depressing. wtf has he spent the past years of his life doing!?] ... I was thinking, for next year ... I want to be the top senior. And the end of this year they'll do the fight for it. Last year it was the clapping game and the year before that was shotgunning beers. That means as the years progress it's getting drastically more dangerous, so ... who knows what it'll be this year. But a jump from alcohol poisoning to falling to your death is large. I might not even make it to senior year.

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	boysareback 2011-03-08 04:12 am UTC (link)
	I'm not interested in that position so you can freely have that. That Shisui guy has it at the moment? Why not just get on his good side and have him name you as his successor? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)