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Forest of Trees ([info]forestoftrees) wrote,
@ 2008-04-24 21:51:00

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Carol: You'd think my friends would try and e-mail me.

Meg: No. I wouldn't.

Carol: Why?

Meg: Why would they? you've been in and out of the hospital, they're in high school, and it's vacation.

Carol: Gee, thanks for raising the optimism scale on my out look of life.

Meg: At least I didn't baby you like Em does.

Carol: -sigh-

Meg: Want to split an orange?

Carol: No. I'm not hungry. I haven't been since last Thursday.

Meg: You haven't eaten anything all day... except for that banana.

Carol: I'm fine.

Meg: Sure.

Carol: Really.

Meg: Yeah? Then why haven't you let anyone else back into the castle?

Carol: I need a break.

Meg: -sigh- I hope you're 'break' gets over and done with. I'm starting to miss Doug and Lestat.

Carol: ...

Meg: What?

Carol: Doug and Lestat?

Meg: ..... Yes.

Carol: Hah. I knew it.

Meg: I don't know what your talking about.

Carol: You have a thing for vampires. Doug especially. Ha.

Meg: No. I don't. I just like.... their... sarcasm. That's all.

Carol: Sure, from a guy that never talks.

Meg: Doug talks.

Carol: Two words a day.

Meg: You're lover Brandon said more than that, I assume?

Carol: That was low, even for you Meg.

Meg: ...

Carol: ...

Meg: I was out of line. I'm sorry.

Carol: ...

Meg: Hug?

Carol: No. I'm going to go read. My nightmares are better than this.

Meg: The meds don't help do they?

Carol: Nope. I still take 'em though.

Meg: Okay.

Carol: ...

Meg: Want to go to Debora's for tonight?

Carol: No. I just want to be alone.

Meg: Bye.

Carol: 'Night.

Still at Desi's. Going to be home Saturday. Living with her during the summer will be fun. I don't want to go home, though. Thinking about living with Desi and going to the high school up here. It's tempting but, I don't know. I'm hoping this summer I can think about it and decide. Bed now. Nightmares await. Meg's words still sting. Ow. Learning new coping skills will be right around the corner. No more razor blades. I have wine. Stole it from our Ray. I'll be in the garden if you visit.



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2008-04-25 03:12 am UTC (link)
What are your nightmares about?

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2008-04-27 06:59 pm UTC (link)
Armageddon. The end of the world. War. People dying in front of my eyes. Especially children. Plagues. Pain. Fire. Torture. Hell. Blackness. Nothingness. Suicide through other people's eyes. God, Himself, telling me I was his only mistake. The unraveling of the world entirely. Explosions. Evil animals. Possession. Toxic waste being injected into my/other people's veins. And I have about twenty of the most graphic of these subjects running through my brain every night. I can't remember the last good dream I had. :(

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2008-04-27 07:04 pm UTC (link)
what the crap? ^^; and I was disturbed about my car turning into a bike. :/

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