Carol: You'd think my friends would try and e-mail me.
Meg: No. I wouldn't.
Carol: Why?
Meg:
Why would they? you've been in and out of the hospital, they're in
high school, and it's vacation.
Carol: Gee, thanks for raising the optimism scale on my out look of life.
Meg: At least I didn't baby you like Em does.
Carol: -sigh-
Meg: Want to split an orange?
Carol: No. I'm not hungry. I haven't been since last Thursday.
Meg: You haven't eaten anything all day... except for that banana.
Carol: I'm fine.
Meg: Sure.
Carol: Really.
Meg: Yeah? Then why haven't you let anyone else back into the castle?
Carol: I need a break.
Meg: -sigh- I hope you're 'break' gets over and done with. I'm starting to miss Doug and Lestat.
Carol: ...
Meg: What?
Carol: Doug and Lestat?
Meg: ..... Yes.
Carol: Hah. I knew it.
Meg: I don't know what your talking about.
Carol: You have a thing for vampires. Doug especially. Ha.
Meg: No. I don't. I just like.... their... sarcasm. That's all.
Carol: Sure, from a guy that never talks.
Meg: Doug talks.
Carol: Two words a day.
Meg: You're lover Brandon said more than that, I assume?
Carol: That was low, even for you Meg.
Meg: ...
Carol: ...
Meg: I was out of line. I'm sorry.
Carol: ...
Meg: Hug?
Carol: No. I'm going to go read. My nightmares are better than this.
Meg: The meds don't help do they?
Carol: Nope. I still take 'em though.
Meg: Okay.
Carol: ...
Meg: Want to go to Debora's for tonight?
Carol: No. I just want to be alone.
Meg: Bye.
Carol: 'Night.
Still at Desi's. Going to be home Saturday. Living with her during the summer will be fun. I don't want to go home, though. Thinking about living with Desi and going to the high school up here. It's tempting but, I don't know. I'm hoping this summer I can think about it and decide. Bed now. Nightmares await. Meg's words still sting. Ow. Learning new coping skills will be right around the corner. No more razor blades. I have wine. Stole it from our Ray. I'll be in the garden if you visit.
~done
-Carol
