timothy g. greengrass (greengrasses) wrote,
@ 2008-11-30 21:34:00

[PRIVATE] THEY TOOK ME OFF THE BLOODY FLINT HOUSE! Come on! I basically ran it and all of a sudden they need all hands on the bloody Hogsmeade project and---and now I'm not going to get that big bonus I mean I'll get some but that's nothing compared to---AND DAPHNE WILL BE HERE IN ABOUT TWO WEEKS. TWO WEEKS AND I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE

Adamina is going to realize I am a poor bastard and she's going to divorce me and marry some rich snob and I'm going to be a poor man with a hammer and not see my daughter and---

STUPID BLOODY MINISTRY. What do they need six new bloody complexes anyway! Fuck ~~FUCK!~~[/PRIVATE]

WELL. If anyone wants sugar quills or other goods found only in Hogsmeade, just drop me a note because I'm going to be there all the time.

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	greengrasses 2008-12-01 04:09 am UTC (link)
	~~What! Why are you going to be there all the time, I thought you were----~~ You should charge any incoming orders delivery and service fees. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	greengrasses 2008-12-01 04:14 am UTC (link)
	I should! ~~we're gonna need the money so YEAH--~~ Going into those shops during the holidays is hazardous to my health. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

greengrasses
2008-12-01 04:25 am UTC (link)

Which is why you should avoid going in any of them unless sometime during these last weeks I try to pass off sampling any last minute bizarre food combinations as cravings.

LAST FEW WEEKS OH MY----I AM NOT READY TO BE A MOTHER I STILL WANT A CHANCE TO BE VAIN AND FLIPPANT AND THINK SMALL CHILDREN CAN BE POSSESSED BY THE DEVIL-----

WHY AM I SO HORMONAL----- I THOUGHT I WAS PASSED THIS PART------ OH MERLIN I AM GOING TO CRY MY EYES OUT

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	greengrasses 2008-12-01 04:28 am UTC (link)
	Don't strike stuff out! It makes me think you're upset Except you probably ARE upset Is it because of me?! DON'T BE UPSET BECAUSE OF ME I DIDN'T MEAN TO GET TAKEN OFF THEY JUST NEED ALL HANDS AND-- You should take advantage of the time while you can! I think only pregnant women have the right to eat peanut butter and pickle. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

greengrasses
2008-12-01 04:40 am UTC (link)

Peanut butter and pickle doesn't taste good anymore. I thought that might be a sign that I was regaining some of my sanity, but that is very much so not the case and it is REALLY irritating me and I feel like this baby wants to eat everything in the world before deciding to grace us by finally deciding to be BORN, and I am tired and my feet hurt and I cannot keep up with these mood swings. I don't even know how you do it.

See! Do you see how ridiculous that rant was? Timothy Greengrass, I am going to be the most ridiculous mother ever and then you are going to tell me I have to either start acting sane or leave so our daughter doesn't grow up to be a psychotic woman just like her mother and then I will be sad and I will probably STILL be the size of a whale and this is just even MORE ridiculous, because you probably don't know what to say to me because I can SEE those inkblots and I am just-----THIS IS OUR LAST CHILD EVER, I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

Except mango and peanut butter sounds rather delicious. Is that weird? ~~-----:(-------~~

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	Adamina greengrasses 2008-12-01 04:43 am UTC (link)
	Okay. I'm not wasting anymore ink ~~Because we can't waste ANYTHING ANYMORE WE ARE GOING TO BE--~~ Tell me what's up ~~and then I'l--~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Tim

greengrasses
2008-12-01 04:49 am UTC (link)

No, oh, gosh, no! I'm sorry! It's nothing, it's just-- I'm so, so very worried. I mean, Daphne is going to be here really soon, and all of a sudden I have colder feet than I've ever had about anything before! I just keep having all these thoughts about whether or not my mothering will be sub par. It's silly, I know, I just--honestly thought that by the end of all this, I'd feel a lot better about bringing a little girl into the world, and I don't. And that scares me a lot.

You should take this thing away from me, I am so liable to kick up a dramatic, hormonal fuss for no good reason with it.

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Adamina

greengrasses
2008-12-01 05:01 am UTC (link)

I think there's plenty of reasons to fuss, and I think you're lucky that you get to react the way you do because sometimes I want to start hollering nonsense (not that you holler nonsense!) because I'm nervous!

And! I mean. I'm not nervous, but I mean---it's a big thing and it's-----it's one of those kind of---

Okay I'm nervous. But don't get worried! I think it's like--stage fright. Those nervous tingles in your stomach (well I guess you have Daphne in there now haa) right before you get on stage? Or well. The pitch for me, I guess.

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Tim

greengrasses
2008-12-01 05:07 am UTC (link)

I like that you're nervous! It makes me feel like I'm less insane for behaving like this. I know the Healers said the last few weeks can be the worst, but it just really gets to me sometimes. I am so tired of mood swings and weird cravings and not being able to see my feet, and the fact that Daphne won't come out now.

But I think I've been talked mostly off the ledge, now! Thanks to my amazing husband.

What about you? What's been going on?

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	Adamina greengrasses 2008-12-01 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	Well--~~sigh--~~ they took me off the Flint project. Which means that bonus isn't going to be as big as we thought. I don't know what for, I mean--you know how hard I've been working on it and--I'm sorry. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Tim

greengrasses
2008-12-04 03:24 am UTC (link)

They what! And after all the hard work you've put into it and how excited you've been about it? I could--kick someone! Preferably very hard and in the shins.

But--but wait, it'll be okay. We'll be fine. We have us. And our baby. And we'll figure it out.

Also, don't apologize. You most certainly didn't do anything wrong. And if I felt as if I could get up out of this chair, I really would go down there and kick someone.

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	trpns 2008-12-01 04:35 am UTC (link)
	You totally get a discount, anyway. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	greengrasses 2008-12-01 04:39 am UTC (link)
	And I plan to abuse it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	trpns 2008-12-01 04:54 am UTC (link)
	You better. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	chickidy 2008-12-01 04:56 am UTC (link)
	I do! (Reply to this)(Thread)

	greengrasses 2008-12-01 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	What would you like! (Reply to this)(Parent)

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