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who needs dreams?
Some days, it seems impossible to get anything done. For example, an errand I needed to run today (which should have taken about an hour and a half) took the entire freaking day. I had to run some paperwork to my doctor's office (in another city) that certifies me officially broke enough to get a discount on my medication, since I already pay almost $100 a month for blood pressure and hormone drugs, and I can't afford another $100 for pain management drugs. I called earlier this morning to inquire if they would have enough time to look over the paperwork to enroll me if I brought it down to them today, and they said they would, but of course, when I got there they didn't have time to talk to me about it, and said they'd call when they could look at it. I was not happy, and insisted that I had called beforehand and that I do live almost an hour away, and after I was pushy enough, someone came out to talk with me. She said she'd let me know when my medication was ready to be picked up, and by the time she called me the pharmacy they'd been called into was closed. So, I guess I'll get them tomorrow. Grr.. I think I've been spoiled by the internet. You can do so many things online these days that when I actually have to drive across town for something and wade through traffic, stoplights, stupid drivers and the like, I get irritated. Especially when I have to drive through a town called 'Canby', where everyone is either Old, Really Old, Way Too Old or Almost Dead. The way they move and drive.. it's like they're in slow motion or something. I don't think they're even aware that automobiles actually go faster than 20 mph now. I'd flip them the bird if I thought they could see it.

I had strange dreams lastnight. Not bad, just strange, as if I was in an alternate version of my life, one in which I'd made distinctly different choices, and ended up in a completely different place. But nothing felt quite right, and through the whole dream I felt like I was searching for something. I woke up missing Andy.. and quickly realized he was right next to me. Who needs dreams?