I know there are those of you that are dying to know the outcome of the party lastnight. It was very nice, actually. We had steak and shrimp, lemon cheesecake, lots of alcohol, (well, the birthday boy and my boyfriend, anyway.) I know, I know, you want me to cut to the part where I bash her head in, right? Well, it didn't happen like that.

As I had previously said, I promised to be on my best behavior, which I was. So was she. We actually got on very well. It was exactly how I wanted it to be, but thought after recent events it would never be. Everyone was laughing and joking around and having a good old time. I felt very much like a part of the family,(again *lol*)

It made me realize, however, that I really do get along better with men. I don't know what it is ... the alpha female thing? I am not usually welcomed into women's circles. Never have been. Now, once they get to know me, they love me. But at first ... it's like they're intimidated by me, no matter how warm I am towards them, they're always hesitant. Men, however, take me in right away, no questions asked. Most of my friends are male, and of the few female friends I do have, most are lesbians and/or bisexual. This is definitely a subject that warrants further research. Hmmm ... not tonight, however, 'cause me and the boys are off to HOOTERS for dinner. Nighty-night!