I am debating whether or not to leave my website up, and this journal. I pay $12/mo for my site, and it provides a place to store my images online, (some that are used for the layout of this journal,) and also provided a creative outlet for me. I say 'provided', because I haven't updated or built onto it as I had planned in almost 3 months. At this point, I would rather pay for cable t.v. than the site, even though I am rather proud of it... (I miss the Discovery Channel!)

I just want to disappear from my old online life and start a new one, but each time I try, I am followed by my past. I also changed my yahoo name (again,) as my attorney suggested.

I really need to get packed up so we can move. It's less than a week away and I haven't packed shit. I am still feeling the effects of the stress from the past week's events and all I seem to feel is really thirsty and tired. The heat doesn't help, either.

On the brighter side, I bought a 'Hello Kitty' phone for the new apartment, and a 'Hello Kitty' night light as well. They're so cute!!! The phone has a foot tall 'Hello Kitty' with pink wings that light up when someone calls. It's too cute ...

Okay, head hurts... signing off to go to sleep. Night, night.