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Alright. First and foremost.


I LOVE MY KIRBY!!! ♥


Now that I have that out of the way & how super amazing she is because she made a journal just to keep in touch with me. 

Last night was a really good friend of mine's birthday. I was glad I was able to be around for it this year for him. He's always been like an older brother to me and I hope his birthday was amazing. I really wanted to make a surprise party but things didn't fall through the right way. But me & Megh & Shay all went and picked out a really awesome birthday cake for him and slathered it with candles. :D

Then we watched some movies last night. Dracula which was cool & has been decided I am kinda like Lucy Westerna from there, except I don't fuck wolves or air. @___@ But the core essentials of how we act is similar which makes me smile. It's nice to see the good aspects of who you are sometimes. Then we watched Hot Fuzz. Only part that sucked was when it kept failing to play the movies the right way. I wanna know the full ending of Hot Fuzz one day. Lol. But I'm just a bit retarded in the head sometimes.

Currently I'm kinda fussing, a close friend of mine online, who I won't mention who she is was apparently almost raped which strikes close to home with me let alone the fact that I'm scared she's letting it control her life though. She's scared to go out which means he's winning and I don't wanna see such a beautiful, smart and talented girl be held back by some asshole. But I am glad at least that she's back with the guy that she really loves because that makes me happy. I just really wanna help her but it seems that she's not fully ready for it because she's still not eating much, losing sleep and all that. And rape is one of those things that's truely personal and no one can fully help you through it but you. That and I wanna hurt the guy who tried to do it because you don't do that to women ever. Though Shay could just beat them up and it'd make him content and make him settled without fighting for a bit longer plus he'd be doing it for a good cause.

Also my dad has two teeth he needs a root canal on. Which is costing my parents $1600. Today. He just went to get them looked at because they hurt and he hates to see the doctors and that's what they said. So he's getting it done right now and she has to pay right now. So she's pissy he never goes to the dentist to take care of this ahead of time, he's pissy because he's in pain and some of their saved up moeny for remodeling the house is about to fly out the window so this is just not a good day for me to be around either parent. D:

I can tollerate mom but I'm gonna avoid my dad for at least a week. Just to be safe because I don't want him taking away my car, starting shit with me or trying to beat me because he's in pain. He can be an arse like that sometimes, but he's my dad so I tollerate it and stick around and love him. I just learn ways to work around how he can be so it's better for everyone all around. 

Today also is Fat Tuesday/Mardi Gras. Only in Michigan it seems we do Fat Tuesday the way we do with Paczki's. I love them though and my little fat ass if I could would eat tons all day. But I'm only eating one because I'm trying to lose weight and get skinny, especially by the time Spring comes around. Me and Shay have been poking around at doing a Handfastening since last night. So that's about the time we'd do it. I'm excited. It won't be anything legal by law that's binding. It's more so just for us to exchange how much we love each other and be bound together by that love and our devoution in our own religion before we start making steps towards doing it legally by what our parents want us to do.

Well, that's really about it. Starting tomorrow for Lent, by habit I always give something up, I'm going to stop eating such fatty foods and such, work out a lot more and start my life on a better track and foot.

Regardless of it all though, welcome to scribbld kerrisue  (Kirby) & I love you for keeping in touch with me and always sticking by me through all of my stupid shit. & to my other best friend who's also like a sister to me, glowbug my other great friend from online, HoperZ. I love you two girls to death and don't know what I'd do without you two sometimes. ♥ 


I'll post sometime soon again. :D