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Think...
I think about her everyday. I think about how there's nothing I can to get together. I think about how I am now just left behind old and incomplete. I'm not having fun...I feel a lump in the back of my throut, I feel lost, confused, unwanted, unloved. Nothing ever works out, it was just luck. Should I place my hands in the foutain of luck again or have I lost this battle...I can't feel anything anymore, everything has turned grey. This world, is binary. You're either a 1 or 0. You can only imagine what I am right now. I have kept my feelings inside for so long, it's starting to snap at the seams. I'm going to be smashed to pieces soon, I left so much love and trust behind but now it's dust. I withering away, I'm weak, I love you still so much, but it's not worth my time since I have a meaningless say. It wasn't strong enough and it's broke. I can't fix anything, I've tried. Let it burn away. If I died tonight, life would end, my love for you wouldn't. I can't bare to look at these pictures anymore, smiles, laughter, having fun...I envy the past. I envy those nights, days, mornings...what's the point...what's the value, what's it mean?

the rhythm of my footsteps crossing flood lands
to your door have been silenced forever more.
the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
it seems farther than ever before
oh no.

i need you so much closer.

These wrists bleed for you tonight.


tonight i'd rather be in love.
i'd rather it be you flowing through my heart.
Scraping through my veins, my every vein,
And you cling to every breath that clings to me.
i couldn't call you if i wanted.
my fingers couldn't work if they tried.
theyre so sore from keeping crossed
and tracing over cuts on my worthless arms
if i said i hated that feeling, it would be a lie.

i live in notes and photographs
and everything i'm holding back
like all the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song i used to love

Another night again
Another journey without friends
Another fight to wish away the loneliness I live
Another circus show
Another face that I don’t know
Another night of people asking what I have to give

Everything seems great, and everyone is

fake

.

I cry for you tonight.

If all I am is distraction for you
Then I can't complain
That you can't feel something for me
Take all you can find in me.

I died for you tonight.