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outfoxing ([info]outfoxing) wrote,
@ 2012-03-06 17:34:00


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AU Remix- Running away is not a good plan
And she has been freaking out the past few days. It's not her fault she has no idea what to do. She has been covering up her tracks and hiding evidence of her 'condition'.

And trying to talk herself out of doing something stupid. She wants to run away from this. But she knows that no matter how far she runs she'll have to come back.

So she gives up and flops on the couch and kicks her suitcase in a show of 'maturity'.


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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-06 11:54 pm UTC (link)
Thomas hops off from her window sill silently, hoping to surprise her. He's in civies with the mask and his usual Robin hairstyle, the usual when he came to visit her casually like this in the middle of the day.

"Hey Foxy," he smiles as he appears by the arm of her couch. Lucky for her he can't see the suitcase from here.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 12:01 am UTC (link)
She looked up with a slightly panicked expression. She really hadn't expected him to show up here. Not with her so freaked out and just starting to calm down.

"This isn't a good time."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 12:03 am UTC (link)
His cheerful smile instantly morphs into a serious concerned frown.

"Why not? What's wrong?" He instantly runs through a multitude of scenarios in his mind, from the small and mundane to the increasingly dramatic and dangerous.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 12:06 am UTC (link)
"I don't want to talk about it right now," she said getting up and begun to pace a bit.

She wasn't ready to talk about this yet.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 12:11 am UTC (link)
Not good. He's trying not to instantly go into 'worst-case scenario' mode but her pacing isn't helping either of them.

"Sarah, sit down." His tone is an attempt to be reassuring but he's trying to figure out what has her in such a panic. He hadn't heard anything about the Maronis that might cause her to be like this.

"Tell me what's going on and I'll see what I can do."

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 12:16 am UTC (link)
"There's nothing you can do."

That's not entirely true. She didn't want to leave Gotham because she knew she couldn't stay away from him. She wanted to include him she just wasn't ready yet.

"I'm just trying to not do something that will make this worse."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 12:19 am UTC (link)
Thomas frowns at her and he's clrealy skeptical. "Really? Nothing?"

"Sarah..." Sighing he reaches over to take her hand and lead her back to the couch. "Tell me okay?"

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 12:24 am UTC (link)
She lets him lead her to the couch. She curls up against his side resting against him for a moment.

"I think I'm pregnant," she says after a few long minutes of being quiet.

"No. I'm pretty sure. I took eight tests. All of them positive."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 12:31 am UTC (link)
He puts an arm around her and strokes her hair while she curls up quietly. He figures she'll admit whatever it is eventually.

He just didn't think it'd be that.

Thomas's mind goes blank for a very long momment and he just stares across the room in shock.

Of all the worst case scenarios he'd thought of, he hadn't even considered this one. Oh shit. How had this even happened? They'd been careful he was sure of it, just...oh shit. Damn it.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 12:34 am UTC (link)
Now he's freaking out too. Oh joy.

Though considering she almost ran away to Turkey..... Yeah. Not going there. She just hugs him and doesn't let go. She doesn't know what else she can do.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 12:39 am UTC (link)
"Okay okay just..." Deep breaths, stay calm. "How did this even...? We were careful and.." It's not like it mattered now though, what's done was done.

What to do. What to do. He needed a plan, something to stop him from panicking and freaking out, because that wouldn't do either of them good.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 12:47 am UTC (link)
"Maybe one of the condoms broke," she offers thinking that had to be it. How else could it have happened?

"I promise I won't freak out and flee the country," she says suddenly pulling back so she can look up at him. She didn't mean to let it show but just by the look on her face it's obvious she had been close to running.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 12:51 am UTC (link)
He's about to rebute that but decides it's stupid to do so.

That's when he sees the suitcase. "You...were going to run," he frowns. It's not a question, it's a statement. And now he's mad on top of shocked and confused.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 12:56 am UTC (link)
"I've been freaking out. I only really confirmed things at around six this morning and...."

Fuck.

"I'm terrified. I can't keep working. What if I get shot and..."

And it hurts the kid too. "I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I just know I don't want to run away."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 01:06 am UTC (link)
Six in the morning? The only reason he ever saw that time of day was if he hadn't yet gone to sleep.

"Just..." He sighs and rubs his face with his hands trying to figure this out. It still hasn't sunk in.

"What were you...what did you want to..." He can't even finish his question. This had him blindsided and he needs to know, because what they did was up to her really.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 01:10 am UTC (link)
She hasn't slept.

She's been freaking out, packing, then convincing herself not to run.

"I don't know," she confesses looking just utterly lost. "I..... like kids. Kids are neat but I don't...."

She doesn't know if she can raise a baby. "I haven't had time to think about this at all."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 01:17 am UTC (link)
"Okay just...tell me alright?" He's just as lost now, and can't believe he's screwed up enough to let this happen.

Taking her hand, he makes sure she's looking him in the eye. "Whatever you do Sarah. No running." The look he gives her is probably the closest angry glare he can give without it turning into bat glaring.

He's serious though, she can run. But he won't let her.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 01:20 am UTC (link)
That gets a quirk of her lips and suddenly she kisses him. It's very firm and tender and when she breaks the kiss off she just gives him a shy look.

"I won't run unless I have a good reason. I don't think you'll let me have one."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 01:30 am UTC (link)
She manages to catch him off guard with that. Not that hard in his current state.

Trying to smile back at her, he finds he can't really. He's just too stuck in the realization that he'd made a huge blunder. One that shouldn't have happened at all, and could've been avoided.

"Well...I'm not letting you run anyway. Reason or no," he replies firmly.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 02:30 am UTC (link)
She just gave him a slight smile.

"I figured." She leans against him again so she can cover up how much she has stressed herself out so far.

"We'll figure something out."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 02:40 am UTC (link)
"I hope so," he mumbles. He pulls her in and wraps his arms around her, resting his head against hers. As long as she couldn't see how lost and defeated he looked he thinks.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 02:43 am UTC (link)
She's trying to not yawn. The need to sleep is very strong but she manages to hold off. She doesn't feel like she should rest.

"We're both smart. Once we decide what we want we'll find a way to make it happen."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 02:49 am UTC (link)
"I guess."

He needs to think of something to occupy himself, he was letting himself drown in regrets and anger at himself. No, it wasn't the time for that yet.

"Okay well...you'll need to stop working, we'll find you a doctor then you decide what you'll do. But...tell me about this stuff Sarah. No leaving me out for whatever reason you think of."

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 02:56 am UTC (link)
She pulls back just so she can look at his face. She gibes him a very small smile.

"Okay. I'll just move to one of my safe houses that I know only you know about. So I can stay safe.... And we'll figure out what we can do about the Old Man but don't you dare go all 'Rawr I am the night' and try it on your own. It's dangerous I need you to stay as safe as you can given your calling," she says very seriously.

"It.... it would kill me if you got hurt because you got distracted or something." She kisses him again, this time shyly because she feels so uncertain.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 03:07 am UTC (link)
"Good idea, lay low and if they go looking for you I'll deal with it." He seems to mull over her condition, because that had been his exact plan she'd just vetoed. "Don't be silly Foxy. With you out of the game, I have to do it on my own. Besides, your safety is the important one."

He gently kisses her back and tries to give her a reassuring smile. "You already saw, I don't die so easily."

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 03:09 am UTC (link)
"Yes but it's still early on.... I might be okay for a few weeks if we act fast," she points out.

Already she can imagine her stomach getting in the way. She thinks she wants to keep the baby but she's afraid to say that right now. She doesn't want something to take this away from her.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 03:18 am UTC (link)
"If we want it done well and as safely as possible it'll take longer and I don't want to risk you," he points back.

He doesn't have any idea about what she plans to do. And he doesn't want to think of it just yet in case he pressures her in some way for a decision. It should be her decision. But he'll take this time to cut the blackmailing off as soon as possible.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 03:30 am UTC (link)
His logic is very sound. Damn, you win this round.

"Okay." She rests her head against him. "I'll make my choice soon. I just need.... time. To get used to this. You do too I imagine."

God she's so tired.She doesn't want to sleep yet though.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 03:34 am UTC (link)
Stroking her hair, he tries to reassure her, "I'll...try not to get hurt too much." Although he'll likely be a little more reckless with his own health than normally anyway. In his mind he'd screwed up badly, and making things better was the priority, not himself.

"Alright. Tell me when...you have an idea."

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 03:44 am UTC (link)
At least he isn't promising to not get hurt. She'd get upset with him otherwise. She would though fuss after him given the chance.

"Just give me a few days. I haven't even slept."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 03:49 am UTC (link)
He knew that wasn't a promise he could keep, so he hadn't bothered making it. You didn't take on a mob family that large by yourself pretty much and expect no injuries.

"It's understandable, and I didn't mean you need to know right away. I just wanted you to keep me updated that's all.

He knows he won't get any sleep tonight. Between mapping out scenarios and plans for whatever decision she makes on top of getting her out of this blackmail thing as quickly as possible (his current plan in action wasn't fast enough for this), there'd be no time for sleep.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 03:57 am UTC (link)
"If you need help that you feel safe letting me do...."


She's gives him a shy smile. She doesn't know how protective he will get. Especially since she just has this feeling she'll be keeping the baby.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 04:05 am UTC (link)
"I'll ask you if I have any questions about their operation," he reassures her.

He can't tell what she's going to decide, and he tries not to think about what he'd pick if it was up to him. This was his responsibility and whatever she decided he'd accept and help her with.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 02:16 pm UTC (link)
"So just like before just with me no longer stealing and now hiding," she says with a slight nod.

Of course she was still freaked out by this whole thing. It was comforting to know he planned on helping her though. She knew it was a good idea to not run.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 04:38 pm UTC (link)
"Except you don't have to worry about going back to them later. So the danger of them hurting you if they find out is lessened," he points out.

He was a little hurt she had even considered running, especially from him, but he keeps that to himself now. She was already stressed enough.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 04:42 pm UTC (link)
"And they won't find me," she glances up so she can give him a small smile. She's so tired though that it doesn't quite go that far.

"I trust you." It's why she didn't run really.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 05:00 pm UTC (link)
"And you have me around, you'll be safe," he assures her. It's getting hard to hide all his conflicting emotions from her, and he'll probably spend most of the night taking it out on criminals he finds. But he had to keep it together in front of her.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 05:07 pm UTC (link)
It was a rare day that she needed someone else to be the tough one for her. This is one of those rare times. And the bad guys shouldn't be getting into trouble if they can't handle getting smacked around by the local vigilantes.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 05:11 pm UTC (link)
Those criminals will be smacked harder than usual now. Not like they didn't deserve it.

"...Sorry Sarah." He can't look at her right now.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 05:20 pm UTC (link)
Sorry? For what?

Oh. Her mind is getting hazy from stress but she still gives him a small thump. "Don't be sorry. This is just..... something that happened. I don't think it's necessarily bad but it's just something that I have no idea what I should do.... and I was very involved in what caused this. So you shouldn't be sorry."

Her speech doesn't come out as eloquent as she would like it to.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 05:27 pm UTC (link)
Her speech gets a grunt of acknowledgement but not of agreement. While he appreciates her not jumping to blame him, a big part of him thinks she should.

"Yes I should, I ruined things. But...I'll do my best to make things better I promise." He'll try his best to make up for this, even if it comes at large costs to himself. You took responsibility for your mistakes, that's how it was.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 05:34 pm UTC (link)
"You did not," she says a little loudly. His attitude right now isn't one she can deal with."This isn't your fault Robin. It just..... it just happened. You didn't hurt me. I'll be okay."

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 05:44 pm UTC (link)
He really doesn't agree, but he can tell that he's making things worse now so he tries to smooth things over. "Sarah, I'll figure out a way to deal with everything. Don't...don't worry about anything just leave it to me. It's my responsibility." Of course he'd help her either way, but this meant he'd try and do everything by himself. She didn't need to worry about things, it was his fault after all.

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-07 10:24 pm UTC (link)
She just gives him a Look. She'll worry if she wants to.

Okay she'll worry anyways. Because of the reason she couldn't just run. She isn't ready to admit that though because everything is scary today.

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-07 10:37 pm UTC (link)
Unfazed by her Look, Thomas tries to give her a reassuring smile. It doesn't come across, but he makes the effort.

What had he done?

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[info]outfoxing
2012-03-08 07:25 pm UTC (link)
He told her not to worry. That automatically means he's going to do something risky.

Doesn't he know that?

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[info]cantkeepmeout
2012-03-08 07:41 pm UTC (link)
Of course he was going to do risky things. Many of them. The situation called for it. But he'll try not to panic her. And he probably won't be telling her ahead of time any of the dangerous stuff he'll be doing.

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