m i r a n d a (stageleft) wrote,
@ 2008-09-11 11:34:00

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[PRIVATE] Okay, so---I got the papers. I know, right? I can't believe this is--I passed all those tests ~~CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT~~ and since I had the NEWT and all the muggle-related extracurricular ~~thank God for footy--~~ they believed this was really something---and I mean, did you know that you can go to school for theater? I mean! How cool is that? I can actually go to school to act! Hell, maybe I should've tried becoming a muggle a long time ago, and--

~~Parry, Miranda Parry---that's my 'alias' while I'm in the muggle world, haaaa---~~

Move in's all day tomorrow. I could wait until the last minute, but---that would make things worse and---and it's not like I'm going to go and disappear forever, I just---for a little bit. For a few months? I mean--I have to see Gilly and Ingrid's babies and----and if Moses and Harmony ever get married I have to come back for that and...

It'll be okay. This is what I'm supposed to do, right? I wouldn't actually have passed and done everything right if---~~he can't be out there by himself that's not fair---~~

Ahh. [/PRIVATE]

[DODDERIDGES] Youuuuuuuuu guys should meet me for dinner tonight! I will even offer to pay :O [/DODDERIDGES]

What's everyone up to?

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	Jamie/Miranda jamienotmorty 2008-09-11 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	I can't tell what inflection or tone your words have on paper, and since I haven't mastered the art of reading minds, I'm stuck asking questions to learn anything. And he goes from "presumed dead" to "dead". Why? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda stageleft 2008-09-11 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	Because~~-------~~ because I've given up on him ever coming back, okay? I say presumed so people think I'm being hopeful and optimistic but Ralph is never coming back and I have to bloody accept it ~~to make other people believe that he is too--~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda jamienotmorty 2008-09-11 07:07 pm UTC (link)
	Why would you give up after a month? I mean, I understand the logical, obvious reasons why, but why would you want to give up hope? ~~Isn't that~~ It's like giving in and giving up. ~~And~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda stageleft 2008-09-11 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know, Jamie. Just believe me, okay?Maybe---because the aurors ended the search, because--his house was burnt to ashes, because--I know that if I sit and dwell and wait and hope that there's that giant chance that I'll be doing it for the rest of my life and I don't think Ralph would want me to waste away like that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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jamienotmorty
2008-09-11 07:21 pm UTC (link)

You don't have to sit and wait to keep hope alive. You can do things, go places, whatever, and still have hope he's somewhere, biding his time until it's safe. If it was burnt to ashes, there probably wouldn't have been much to identify as human, but that could mean they weren't home or they were warned or that they even were properly mad enough to fake their own deaths. Unless you see a body for yourself, I don't think you should give up hope. You can be realistic while still having hope. How else are people supposed to get through to the other side when things like this happen?

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	Jamie/Miranda stageleft 2008-09-11 07:28 pm UTC (link)
	Why are you making this so hard just Just-- ---I am smacking Ralph so hard when I--- If he comes back someday, it'll be the best day of my life, but right now I can't do it, Jamie---Ralph was my life and now he's gone and I can't do things and go places if I don't shut everything off completely. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda jamienotmorty 2008-09-11 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	~~Love you, too~~ You still have us. Unless this is turning into a shutting it off, good-bye dinner. If it is, will you just tell me? I'd like to not end up making a scene at dinner and have some time to process it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda stageleft 2008-09-11 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	Where the fuck did you even-- ---Even if it IS thank you for having such faith- Can't read my bloody mind, did you break my wards, or something? I just want to have dinner with my brothers, sorry that the request is cause for concern. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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jamienotmorty
2008-09-11 07:46 pm UTC (link)

It was "I can't do things and go places if I don't shut everything off completely" partnered with wanting to have dinner you'll pay for and a general avoidance of a clear answer to any questions, some choice words, and a bunch of little things and not you wanting to have dinner along with a personal trait of thinking of horrible things first in case it really is something horrible so I can be relieved if it's something else and prepared if it isn't that made my brain go into concerned mode.

What made me go into run-on sentence mode, however, I don't know.

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	Jamie/Miranda stageleft 2008-09-11 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	~~Sigh--~~ I meant shutting off everything about Ralph. ~~I didn't avoid your questions you just didn't believe me-~~ It's just dinner, I was trying to be nice. And you're a Dodderidge, run-on sentences are a trademark. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda jamienotmorty 2008-09-11 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	~~Whatever~~ ~~I don't~~ Please do let me know the when and the where for this dinner. And I'd like to request nothing fancy if you've not picked a place out already. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda stageleft 2008-09-11 08:01 pm UTC (link)
	~~Oh whatever you bloody drama queen-~~ I'm thinking fast and cheap and with a ball pit. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jamie/Miranda jamienotmorty 2008-09-11 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	Do you really think Moses' room is a safe place to eat? (Reply to this)(Parent)

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