So, I should have a job soon. About fucking time. I feel like I'm moving too slow for my own liking. I'm trying my fucking hardest, so if this year doesn't end to the standard that I want it to... the consequences will match the results. Point blank.
But I'm trying to have faith. I would like to be able to help others again as well. What's the point in having what you have if you can't share it, ya know?
On yet another note - Fucking hell! Her eyes
are so gorgeous.
And no, I'd rather not be tested. I've decided that I shouldn't even go that way. It would just be stupid and quite rude in my opinion. I told Jen about that since she is technically
the only one in the know anyways.
On another note - took a look at Dana's fb again. Not so good for the mental stability. I'm really surprised by how much she's changed. But, I suppose she has a lot of growing up to do. Shit, so do I. But her, even more so. She apparently smokes now... fucking disgusting. Bleh. Fuck you.
I had a good day, though.
Good night. I don't think today is an appropriate day to jump into traffic. Har!
music: Shocking Blue - Venus