I'm tired. I need to sleep. I have to get a few things done pretty soon. I'm tired of not having money and not working. I've tried hard to get a job, but these assholes never call me back. I've been waiting on this "for sure" job for a few days now. I call these places and they give me the run around. I'm tired of being dicked around. Fuck everything. Should I just be a career criminal or something? How is it that other people can get all these calls and interviews, but I can't? What the fuck is wrong with me? It's times like these that make me want to revert to my old train of thought. Gah...

mood: tired