It's just me against the world, baby.  
10:56pm 22/05/2012
 So much has happened since I last updated this. And I'm not going to go into detail with more than a couple years worth of stuff. Honestly, I should have kept up with this. I wish I had. But, that's okay. I figure this is the perfect place of seclusion to write down how I'm planning the next chapter of my life.  We all know plans are generally worthless, but I can't even begin to tell you how hard I'm going on this one. 

* I will never be hurt again like the past couple females have hurt me. Never. I refuse to put myself in that situation again. It's not worth it.
* I am getting a car by the end of August. I can't stand not having a way around and I just look pathetic without one. Twenty four and no car. Bullshit.
* There are a couple people I need to resurrect my friendship with that I've sorely neglected. This ties into having a car.
* . No relationship for a VERY long time. That solves that.  People suck.
* Focus on self. Focus on Nova. Focus on Romeo. Fuck outsiders. else. I don't have time for people who aren't worthy of my dawning circle.
* Run harder at work. It's going to be tough... especially with cruel summer approaching, but I have to. I need money. Theoretically, earning is limitless. I'll get in better shape that way, too.
* I'm on a good path, but I need to get into even better shape.
* I need to be a better person in general. I need to pick up where I left off a couple years ago. I was doing so good. And I think I'm off to a decent start. The problem lies in letting people push me and push me until I'm not in a good place anymore. I let others dictate my mood and outlook. It shouldn't be like that. I will NOT be like that anymore. 
*Return to roots. <3 HBK is large and in charge. <3
* I've spent nearly twenty-four years hating it... I want to learn how to love my life. 

T       L      J      C  

Let's make this happen. 

mood: determined
music: The Notorious B.I.G - Hypnotize
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