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black. ([info]ygnus) wrote,
@ 2008-04-15 23:20:00


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Rarely was anything Cygnus did directed by instinct, but the final letter Alphard sent him had done the impossible. The exchange between the brothers had been marked, at least on Cygnus' side of the correspondence, by the scratching of quill against parchment as he set about replying in a tense scrawl that became ever more severe as the discussion drew on -- but on reading Alphard's last petty, hateful, petulant words, the paper was suddenly balled into his hand as his fingers coiled into a sudden fist.

Is that so much to ask; support from a brother I've been there for and who I'd hope to be there for me when I needed him?

Oh, Alphard, so typically obtuse. So willfully ignorant. His accusations were not something Cygnus wanted, nor, indeed, needed right now, not after a night of being screamed at by a woman he could barely recognize these days, and being held back by her animal of a husband as thread after thread was burnt from the stitching that made up Alphard Black's name. The drama that'd played out in Grimmauld Place drained him, but Alphard had always had a talent for plucking just the right string: and now, with the letter clutched in the unrelenting vice of his fist, Cygnus was white-faced with anger, a loud thud resounding across the study from the chair that fell back as he stood in one violent motion and --

Apparated directly into the living room of Alphard's flat.

"Take it back," came the half-snarled command as he advanced on his brother, his free hand coming out to grip and painfully twist at the fabric of his shirt and the underlying skin, while the other thrust the letter responsible for this rare show of anger in his face.


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[info]ygnus
2008-04-17 04:12 am UTC (link)
There was no hesitation, only utter compliance as Alphard drew him up. The tears that he had stalled from shedding, allowing them only to wrack his body in awful silent sobs, immediately began to fall as Cygnus felt his brother's sturdy body support him. They hadn't hugged like this in years, not since his youngest daughter's birth, but the memory of all the times they'd embraced each other like this, one serving as the other's anchor, made it so easy, so natural for him to slide his arms around Alphard's back in a hug that was every bit as strong as his.

Still, the tears kept coming. With a muffled sound emerging from the back of his throat, Cygnus turned his head so that he could hide his face in the crook of Alphard's neck, the material of his shirt becoming hot and damp as he fought to contain the cries. He was five again, fingers twisting into Alphard's clothes as the other became the big brother all children wanted: protective, safe.

No, he could never hate Alphard. He could despair at his bull-headed stupidity and pick hurtful yet meaningless fights with him, but this was his brother and Cygnus would not lose him like he had the others. The thought made him hold Alphard even tighter, as if he would suddenly disappear, yet despite the desperation with which he clung to him, it was clear that the hug was having its desired effect.

Slowly, the tears slowed. His breathing steadied. And slowly, hoarsely whispered, he said "Don't leave me like -- like they did."

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