Current mood:

pissed off

nkmJKSDFNDJKFNDEJ!!! FUUUUCK
So i get home at 7pm. I walk inside the house and don't see my dog. The lady on the couch doesn't have her with her outside while she is smoking and I notice my dad was just pulling up behind me. I figured she was with him. Well he comes inside and I go to see Mini (my dog) and she is not there.

I ask my dad where Mini is and he goes "She ran down the road. Some guy told me where he saw her and took me to where she was but when I got there she wasn't there but I am going to get a coat on and try again." Well Mini has ran out the door many mnay times but she always only goes next door cuz the neighbor has a lot of cats she likes to play with.

Well I go next door, she is not there, I walk to the end of my court and don't see her. I call for her...nothing. This has never happened before. Mini loves me, whenever I call her even when she knows she will get in trouble, she runs right back to me so I go inside and my dad is like "I will go look for her now she was in the next court over." While he was taking forever and a day to go look, I didnt want to waste time so i ran back out the door to the next court over. After calling for her and walking between yards and not finding her I started to freak out. 'What if she got hurt by a cat' (She is little and the cats here are vicious. 'What if somenoe stole her?' She is cute as hell so ANYONE would want her HOWEVER she neevr lets strangers go near her without running away and she is fast as shit but still I freaked out.

I go back inside and my dad is like "NO luck?" and im like....-glare- NO...NO FUCKING LUCK....WHY R U STILL EHRE AND NOT OUTSIDE LOOKING FOR HER? YOU ARE THE ONE WHO LET HER RUN OUT WITHOUT A LEASH...." Then we got into a cursing match and I was like "WHY THE FUCK ARE U WASTING TIME YELLING AT ME WHEN U CAN BE OUTSIDE LOOKING FOR HER? We dont need ANYMORE time to go by.... We r NEVER gonna find her!!" Then he goes...well she has been gone since 3:30....Are u fucking serious!? 3 fucking 30? See now I was under the impression she was only gone for a few minutes but she was gone for about 4 hours. It's damn near 8 at this point and i start crying and REALLY freaking out yelling about how we arent gonna find her NOW, she will never come back if she hasn't already. SO My dad keeps going on and on and I tell him to stay the fuck inside and do nothing then i will get her.

Determined as fuck i walk 3 blocks and decide to go into a court and there she was. Cold, wet, shaking and terrified. She wasn't sure if it was me but she came to me and I walked her home, threw her in the shower, dried her up, and locked her in her kennel.

I now know what it feels like to be a worried mother looking for your child and let me just say.... i feel bad for doing that shit to my parents when i was younger lol....but fuck i was so scared.