"I... I made out with... someone... but just a little bit and he was like no, no, we can't. And I was all stupid drunk and hormonal so I automatically thought he didn't want to touch me because I'm still fat from the baby and who wants to make out with a mom? But now I know we shouldn't have been kissing in the first place because we just shouldn't and I'm never going to be able to look Gre... ohfuckohmyfuckinggod," she hadn't meant to say that last bit aloud but once she got going she just couldn't stop herself.

"I've ruined everything," she bemoaned her actions and his from the night before. Grey didn't have to lean in for the kiss, Michi could have pulled away. They were both equally at fault and she couldn't help but feel terrible about it.