Dear Sunny,

I have no problem with being uncomfortable. I mean only that there are some things I will not share with anyone. There are some secrets that should never be told.

This is an improvement. I used to have the subtlety of a rampaging rhino. Does it surprise you that someone as careless as I am could be so perceptive? Or does it surprise you that I care enough to want to understand you. I do not believe that there is room for regret in this world.

Given my glowing reputation I am a little surprised that you let me kiss you more than just that first time. I am pleased to read these compliments, even though some of them are crossed out. You do not need to explain yourself to me. If you feel the need to justify kissing me that is your issue to deal with.

I had no other plans for this semester. It seems now that you are my plans for this semester. Are you nervous yet? You should prepare yourself now. I am no good at easing into situations.

Yours,
Stasi