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crucio (crucio) wrote in cwf,
@ 2009-11-09 19:03:00

open to varick
It had taken a while for Shannon to get settled, and really, he still didn't feel quite right. He wasn't sure if he ever would, either, but he was willing to try. Each day got a tiny bit easier, though he knew that he wasn't ever going to be the same again. Losing Cameron had been like losing a part of himself, and there was absolutely no way that he'd ever be quite who he was before.

Garrett had given him a room to make a work space out of, and Shannon had all ready filled it with all of the things he needed to just lose himself in sewing and designing. It felt different to do it alone, without Cameron there. Sure, they sometimes worked seperately, but it was difficult realizing that this was the way it was going to be from now on. No more Cameron, just him.

While sewing, he'd caught his thumb in the machine, and he didn't even notice at first because he was so deep in thought. When he saw the blood, though, he felt the sting and winced as he lifted his thumb up to his mouth to suck on it. He shut the machine off and got up so that he could go down the hall and into the bathroom. It was late, but he couldn't sleep. He hadn't been sleeping well at all.

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crucio
2009-11-13 07:07 am UTC (link)

Shannon let his body follow the lead that Varick's was giving, and he rolled onto his back easily when Varick coaxed him to. He slid his free hand up along the other man's back, nails digging in against the material of Varick's shirt as a soft whimper gave way from his throat. He needed this, he needed to feel something other than empty and Varick seemed to be the only answer.

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	impotentwaffle 2009-11-13 07:40 am UTC (link)
	With the slightest of possessive growls, he moved his mouth down to Shannon's neck. It was his favorite part of him, that vulnerable, soft skin covering his pulse. His inner wolf shuddered with anticipation against the quieter energy of Shannon's fox. His hands drifted down to clutch at Shannon's hips, thumbs pressing firmly against the jut of his hipbones. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

crucio
2009-11-13 01:16 pm UTC (link)

When Varick's mouth went to his throat, Shannon drew in a soft little gasp. His heart jumped with a mixture of fear and enjoyment. He trusted Varick, but he was no fool to the fact that Varick's wolf was in control over his fox and was stronger. He swallowed and turned his head to the side in an offer of submission and trust.

"Varick..." he whimpered softly.

Unlike Cameron, Shannon was reserved and shy, which everyone knew. The twins seemed to come from different worlds in the aspects of communication an openness. Cameron was outgoing and went for things he wanted while Shannon observed and had the tendency to wait for things. He was in his twenties, and he hadn't even slept with anyone before when Cameron had lost his virginity at age sixteen to some human they went to high school with. The kid hadn't even meant anything to Cameron, Cameron had just been attracted to the boy and wanted the experience. Shannon always envied Cameron's free spirit.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-13 08:09 pm UTC (link)

Varick was not expecting Shannon's first time. He may have been different, less starving and rushed. He didn't even know if that's where this was going, but his body certainly wanted it. The differences between them came out even more solidly while Varick's mouth was exploring Shannon's skin. One hand came up, tugging down the stretchy collar of Shannon's shirt so that his tongue could graze over his clavicle and then dip into the hollow of his throat.

"You taste the same, did you know that?" His voice went a little sad, stumbling over the admission. But I know it's you, Shannon. I want you," he said, voice more firm now.

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crucio
2009-11-13 11:02 pm UTC (link)

Shannon realized that Varick probably didn't realize that he was a virgin. Varick just wasn't the type to assume things like that, and Shannon wasn't entirely sure how to bring it up. Hearing Varick say that he and Cameron tasted the same made him a little sad too, but at the same time it was sort of comforting.

"I haven't really... Done things like this with anyone before," he finally said softly. It felt like the right time to put that bit of information out there. "What if I'm not any good at it?"

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-14 12:26 am UTC (link)

His movements came to a halt as he pulled back just a little bit so he could look down at Shannon. Examining the other man's face, he scanned for humor. "You haven't?" He didn't want to make him feel bad, but it did surprise him. It didn't change the desire for him, but it definitely changed the way he was going to go about it.

"Is that why you've waited? Because you're afraid you won't be good at it?" He didn't want to be didactic about this, but he wasn't going to mind at all taking the lead. "It's impossible that you won't be perfect, though now I'm a little worried you're not going to like it."

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	crucio 2009-11-14 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Shannon held his breath as he swallowed hard. He lifted a hand up to gently touch the side of Varick's face and his fingertips brushed against the wolf's lips. "No," Shannon murmured and shook his head. "I just wanted to wait for someone I trusted. And I trust you," he added quietly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2009-11-14 10:58 am UTC (link)

The sentiment was unendingly sweet, and Varick smiled a little, lowering his cheek to rest against Shannon's shoulder. "Then we'll go slow." Because there was no sense in rushing this. Even though he now believed that every moment of time was precious, he knew that savoring this would be better than ravenously pursuing it. The impatient desire for Shannon was still there, but now he had his head wrapped around this idea of inexperience and he desperately wanted to be worthy of Shannon's trust.

Varick opened his mouth just a little wider to pull one of Shannon's fingers into its warmth. His teeth grazed down to the base of it before he pulled off with the slightest of smiles.

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crucio
2009-11-14 11:06 am UTC (link)

Shannon felt his muscles relax, and all apprehensions of being judged melted away. It wasn't that he felt as if Varick would write him off because of his inexperience, but it was still unnerving to admit.

Shannon parted his lips a little and drew in a surprised breath as Varick drew his finger in his mouth. The wet warmth was intoxicating and arousing, and Shannon's heart rate picked up a bit.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-14 11:29 am UTC (link)

"I do so love that sound," he murmured, mouth against the man's wrist now, kissing the pulse-point. That little gasp had gone straight through him, making him shudder with anticipation. There needed to be many more of those. Varick wanted Shannon aching for touch, so he planned to build up slowly. Dragging the tip of his tongue from the other's wrist to the crook of his arm, he left a warm explorative trail, the heat of his breath grazing over the skin as he ended the path with a nip of his teeth.

Next, his hands worked up the hem of Shannon's shirt, lifting it up, up, up until he could hook it around behind the young man's neck. It created an elastic sort of hold that forced Shannon's arms up above his head, tangling them there, leaving him awkwardly helpless in that respect as Varick's tongue drew down the center of his chest.

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crucio
2009-11-14 11:50 am UTC (link)

Shannon had absolutely no idea what he was getting into or what to expect. His heart raced with a mixture of nerves and desire, and he held his breath as he listened to Varick's words. His eyes stayed locked upon the other man as the feel of Varick's tongue traveled up along his arm. He honestly had to wonder if Varick realized just how much sex appeal he was capable of oozing in that moment, because Shannon felt down right overwhelmed.

His breathing hitched and when his shirt was pushed up, and his arms tangled above his head in te material, his pulse quickened.

"Varick..." he managed to get out breathily as he felt the other man's tongue trail down his chest. His hips lifted up involuntarily and a soft needy whimper escaped his mouth.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-14 12:14 pm UTC (link)

Teeth swept into the mix, brushing along Shannon's skin as well, too light to cause any marks, but the possibility was there. He wanted to play with the potential to hurt, devour. It was part of the predator in him and the best way to keep it safe was to indulge the darker urges to avoid losing himself to them. Opening his mouth against Shannon's ribcage, he nipped more firmly this time, pinching skin and tugging before running his tongue over the spot almost apologetically.

He went on like that, exploring the expanse of Shannon's chest and stomach before getting up off the bed to stand at the end of it. He plucked up Shannon's bare foot and kneaded his thumb up the arch firmly before grazing his thumbnail back down. He was going to touch every single part of him before he touched the obvious part.

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crucio
2009-11-14 11:09 pm UTC (link)

With each little touch and graze of Varick's lips or teeth, Shannon's senses were quickly getting worked up into overdrive. His breaths were far from even, and his hips were moving desperately to make some sort of contact. He made a half hearted attempt to get his arms free, but couldn't really concentrate long enough to get the task done. That, and he kind of liked being unable to have his hands free.

The moment that Varick got off the bed to grab a hold of his foot to touch it, a soft giggle escaped his lips. He was obviously a little more ticklish than Cameron had been.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-15 12:01 am UTC (link)

The laugh made Varick break into a whole hearted smile, forgetful for a blissful moment of the bad things going on in his life at the moment. He seemed incredibly satisfied by the fact that Shannon was at his mercy, especially with such sensitive skin. His big hand slipped down around the other's heel, smoothing up his Achilles' tendon and wedging warmly between the fabric of his pants and his calf. Finally, grabbing the hems of both legs, he tugged Shannon's pants down, the waistband grazing wickedly across the front and back of the fox as Varick pulled. It almost jerked him off of the bed, but he managed to lift up instead near the end and shuck the pants of entirely, letting them drop carelessly to the floor.

"You look perfect like this." Somewhat helpless, still tangled in his shirt, underwear tugged down slightly from the removal of his pants.

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crucio
2009-11-15 12:11 am UTC (link)

Feeling his pants graze over his erection as Varick tugged his pants off, and a soft groan parted his lips in a gasp. His boxer brief's were barely hanging on to the juts of his hips once the pants were off, and he finally managed to get his shirt off so that he could toss it at Varick playfully.

He rose up on to his knees and slipped his hands beneath Varick's shirt so that he could push it up the man's chest and over his head so that he could toss it aside. Shannon felt his heart leap in his throat at the sight of Varick's bare skin. Sure, he'd seen it before, but this time he didn't have to hide his attraction. He let his hands slip down the wolf's sides as he dipped his head down and brushed open mouthed kisses against Varick's chest.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-15 09:28 am UTC (link)

When the tables were turned, Varick allowed Shannon the leeway to explore a little. He stood there, smoothing his hands up and down Shannon's back. It felt uniquely vulnerable to be exposed to him, especially now that he knew how Shannon felt about him. He liked the fact that the other was closer to naked than he was, and he planned on keeping it unbalanced for a bit. The heat of his hands ran round to the small of Shannon's back and then jutted down beneath the fabric of his boxer briefs to knead against the swell of his ass, touching it with the confidence of someone who owned it. The attention at Shannon's backside crushed his frontside to Varic more firmly.

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crucio
2009-11-15 09:35 am UTC (link)

Having Varick's hands exploring his body was both nerve wracking and exciting rolled into one, and Shannon's reactions were mixed with both of those feelings. He breathed a soft and surprised breath against Varick's skin as he was pushed more firmly against the other man, and his arms went up to wind around Varick's shoulders before he lifted his head up to kiss the wolf on the mouth. He kissed Varick hard, and it was full of desire that clearly said he wanted this.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-15 09:03 pm UTC (link)

Unable to resist the lusty kiss, Varick kept their mouths locked together as he pushed Shannon backward on the bed. He was much heavier than Shannon, but he didn't worry about hurting him as he pressed down against him. Even though he was determined to leave Shannon in his underwear for a bit longer, he slipped his hand down past the waistband and let his fingertips play over the base of his cock, hooking fingers around underneath. His body slid to the side, no longer on top of Shannon as his hand focused harder at its task. "Don't hold back, by the way," he murmured in Shannon's ear. "I have every intention of making you come more than once tonight." Usually so reserved, a far more dirty, playful side came out of him in times like this.

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crucio
2009-11-16 12:55 am UTC (link)

Shannon found that he liked the feeling of Varick's solid weight pressing down on him. It made him feel an odd sense of protection and security, though at the same time like prey. It was exhilerating and when the other man's hand dipped beneath his underwear and curled around his cock, he pressed his hips forward and pressed his face down against Varick's shoulder with a surprised gasp of enjoyment. His entire body shuddered, and his nails dug into Varick's back just a tiny bit. He was beginning to really think that waiting for the right person was the right thing to do all along.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-16 01:54 am UTC (link)

Being that right person was kind of nervewracking, but it was exhilerating too. He couldn't stop kissing the other man, hand working into a slow rhythm. The build up had really started to get to him, and it was obvious as he pressed his body against Shannon's hip that he was hard, straining into the thin fabric of his pajama bottoms. He's finally convinced himself that Shannon really wanted him like this, and now he was tugging the fox's boxer briefs down and off.

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crucio
2009-11-16 02:10 am UTC (link)

Shannon's hips twisted hungrily into Varick's hand. He moaned softly against the wolf's shoulder, and soon he found the confidence to hook his fingers into the waistband of Varick's pajama bottoms to push them down, as well as what was underneath. He wanted skin on skin, and wanted to explore the older man's body.

Once he got Varick's pants down, he used his feet to get them all of the way off and then he pressed himself closer to him. He slid a hand in between them to wrap a hand around Varick's cock to stroke him. It felt a little scary to be touching someone else so intimately, but he liked the way it felt.

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Sullivan could sleep through nuclear war :D

impotentwaffle
2009-11-16 03:02 am UTC (link)

Varick appreciated the way Shannon was working up the courage to take what he wanted. The little bursts of assertiveness were adoreable, not to mention Shannon's hand was sending Varick over the moon. His hips jerked forward, and he made no qualms about putting his free hand over Shannon's to guide him to squeeze harder, tug roughly.

"Want you so much," he murmured, half-growling against Shannon's neck as he buried his face there.

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that's basically what Austin indicated haha :]

crucio
2009-11-16 03:18 am UTC (link)

Shannon's senses were completely overwhelmed. Being touched and touching Varick at the same time was enough to send him over the edge, and the build up Varick had so skillfully worked up to did a whole lot to help push Shannon's orgasm along. He came hot and slick into the hand that Varick was using to work him over, and he let out soft whimpers of pleasure. He was barely able to concentrate on what his own hand was doing, but once the waves of pleasure passed he set back to work, tugging and stroking at Varick as he wiggled to get closer to the other man.

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impotentwaffle
2009-11-16 04:22 am UTC (link)

Seeing Shannon's face twist up like that and feeling the warmth of his come slip over his fingers almost undid Varick's resolve. He could have come with him, but he pulled his hips back to ease off the pressure so he could last. But as soon as Shannon's hand went back to stroking, he knew he couldn't make it much longer. With a hungry, forceful groan, he used the slickness of his hand to rub down between Shannon's legs, pushing his thumb just past the ring of muscle, working slowly inside of him.

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crucio
2009-11-16 04:36 am UTC (link)

Shannon pressed his face into Varick's hair as he tried to catch his breath. The moment he did, it was taken away again at the feel of Varick's thumb slip inside of him. It caused his focus to falter, and his hand fell away from Varick's cock to move so that it could grip the wolf's hip, and he moaned softly.

"Varick..." he whimpered softly, squirming and trying to make sense of the feeling of discomfort mixed with pleasure that he was feeling. "Please..."

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