crucio (crucio) wrote in cwf,
@ 2010-02-23 02:09:00

open to Joshua
When Andrew had gotten a text message from Joshua asking to pick him up at the bus station, he didn't ask any questions, he just got into his car and drove to pick up his boyfriend. His parents had just left, having to go off and deal with some things on their own, and their visit had been cut short. Andrew had been planning on just heading back to Cold Water, but Joshua's text had him worried and he wondered if something really awful had happened. After he parked his car, he got out to look around for Joshua, and when he spotted him he went over to gently touch his arm with a frown.

"Hey," he said quietly.

Their relationship had gained a lot of trust recently. Andrew wouldn't have ever left Joshua on his own before, but things were different now. He didn't see Joshua as just a possession anymore. Now he was just in love. Joshua was still his, yes, but it was different somehow.

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	impotentwaffle 2010-03-09 04:04 am UTC (link)
	Joshua was panting, seeking breath while he held onto Andrew. "It's really not like this with everyone?" He asked naively. He hadn't had sex with anyone else, and he believed Andrew was just that amazing at it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2010-03-09 06:52 am UTC (link)
	"No," Andrew smiled with a breathy laugh. He kissed at Joshua's lips and grinned before he slid to the boy's side, and he slid his hand across Joshua's abdomen. "It's not at all like that with anyone else. Just you. I'm addicted to you, just so you know." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-03-09 10:17 pm UTC (link)

"Good," Joshua said. "Because if you ever leave me, at least you'll be miserable with withdrawals for awhile." It was a joke, but if something like that ever happened, then he really would hope that Andrew would be in pain without him. In so much pain that he was forced to come back and be with him again. Just the thought of it made him clingy and he rolled onto his side so that he could hug his body to Andrew's. "I love it when you fuck me," he whispered against his skin. "You're the only person I'd ever let do that." Instinctively and maybe a little shamefully, he thought of Logan on top of him, doing that to him, and his wolf would not allow it, he knew that.

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	crucio 2010-03-10 03:01 am UTC (link)
	Andrew tangled their legs up together and smiled at Joshua's words. He sighed softly and kissed the top of Joshua's head before he yawned a little bit. "You're the only person I wanna fuck, and the only one I'd let fuck me," Andrew said with a grin. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-03-10 07:12 am UTC (link)

"Say fuck many more times and you're going to make me want to do it again." His voice was dead serious and he raised his eyebrows at Andrew, staring at his mouth and the way it looked when it said that glorious word.

With a shake of his head, he mused over the fact that they had a couple days to themselves and this spacious place without the cramped crush of the pack. Joshua was more than happy to start enjoying that refuge.

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	crucio 2010-03-10 07:31 am UTC (link)
	Andrew couldn't help but let out an amused chuckle and he pressed a few kisses to Joshua's mouth before he settled back down against the couch and pulled the blanket draped over the back of it down on them. "I wonder how much food you're gonna eat now that we had sex on top of that bus ride you took," he said with a grin. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2010-03-10 07:47 am UTC (link)
	"Oh my god, you made me forget about food," he said with genuine shock and awe. Just as soon as Andrew had covered them up with the blanket, Joshua was up, energy renewed at the prospect of the food he remembered had been ordered. He popped up, going in search of plates for them to eat on. His zeal was unquenchable and his appetite even moreso. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2010-03-10 08:11 am UTC (link)
	"I wasn't sure if it was even possible to distract you from food," Andrew said as he sat up and started to open up the paper bag that was jam packed with food. He set the cartons out, along with their drinks, while Joshua went to go and get some plates. "You know we could just eat from the cartons. It's just us." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-03-10 09:00 am UTC (link)

Liking that idea a good deal more, Joshua turned on his heel and came right back, content to eat with the chopsticks that he knew were going to be in the bags as well. The place had included seven pairs, assuming such a large order was for more than just two people.

"They'd like this," Joshua mentioned, meaning his brothers. Sitting around a nice living room, gorging themselves on take out.

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crucio
2010-03-10 09:09 am UTC (link)

At the mention of 'they', Andrew glanced over at Joshua curiously and furrowed his brow a bit. It took a few seconds for him to figure out that Joshua meant Julian and Jeremiah - because who else would he be talking about? - and he smiled as he plucked up a pair of chopsticks.

"Jeremiah told me that when he is big enough Holde is going to be his boyfriend, did you he tell you that?" he asked as he opened a box of mongolian beef. "He has his first crush all ready and he's how old? Better watch out."

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	impotentwaffle 2010-03-10 06:40 pm UTC (link)
	Joshua's body tensed a little and he frowned. "No, he didn't tell me that." But clearly he didn't like it very much. "And when exactly is he going to be big enough? Holden is like, more than ten years older." He pursed his lips and grabbed for some orange chicken, stabbing it with his chopsticks instead of picking it up normally. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2010-03-11 12:14 am UTC (link)
	"Holden went with Hunter to find Miah, he held him the whole way back, there's probably some transference there," Andrew said as he took a bite of food. "It's harmless. Holden just makes him feel safe. And he sees you and me, and Wendell and Hunter, and he is just relating to Holden in that way." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2010-03-11 06:36 am UTC (link)
	"Why did he even go with Hunter to get him?" he postulated and then fell silent, not wanting to talk about it anymore. He didn't like to think about his brothers loving someone like he loved Andrew. It was selfish, but he couldn't quell it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2010-03-11 06:43 am UTC (link)
	"I don't know, a pack thing I guess?" Andrew said as he shrugged. He didn't understand all of the politics or feelings of loyalty, protectiveness, and responsibilty that came with a pack. He knew it was there, sure, but he couldn't quite grasp it. "You don't like thinking of them grown up, do you?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-03-11 07:33 pm UTC (link)

Joshua shook his head. "No, I don't. I'm scared what they'll be." Kids were supposed to grow up like their parents and that was unacceptable in this case. He was afraid the damage had been done. When he was little, he'd had his father to help him with the brunt of his mother's anger. Not that he ever really stood up to the woman, but he knew he'd had it easier for the first years of his life. He was terrified he hadn't done enough to protect them and when they grew up, all of his mistakes and failures would become more and more apparent and that they would be miserable. It would be his fault.

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	crucio 2010-03-11 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	Andrew put his food down and reached over to gently touch the side of Joshua's face as his brow furrowed up a little bit. He wasn't sure what Joshua meant, but he had an idea. He didn't want to be assuming though. "What do you mean?" he asked softly. "What they'll be?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-03-12 12:25 am UTC (link)

"That they'll be like our mother. Or like Rick. That they'll be cruel, or that they won't care about anything but themselves. That they'll hurt people." He knew he, himself, had some of those capabilities. He could be selfish and he could be cruel, but he usually had the willpower to overcome those urges. What if Julian and Jeremiah didn't? "If they're like that, then I'll know I didn't protect them enough."

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	crucio 2010-03-12 03:45 am UTC (link)
	"I can tell you their auras don't indicate anything like that," Andrew told Joshua with confidence as he dropped his hand away from Joshua's face. "They are happy and secure. At first, when Miah came back, he and Julie's auras were sad but that's changed drastically. They're normal little boys." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2010-03-12 04:29 am UTC (link)
	He looked up at Andrew, surprised by that. Sometimes, he actually forgot about the sorts of things he could do. "Really?" He sounded a little relieved at that. "Can bad things hide from you?" It was the sort of question that showed his youthful age, a certain amount of innocence to it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

crucio
2010-03-12 05:18 am UTC (link)

"Well, sure, if they know how to," Andrew answered as he got a straw out to slip it into his drink. "But Julian and Jerrmiah, they don't know that kind of magic. It takes a lot to hide an aura. A lot," he assured as he glanced over at Joshua with a faint smile. "Hunter's aura is crazy. I don't even know what to make of it. It's good, but just... Intense. You can be like that too, sometimes."

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impotentwaffle
2010-03-12 07:44 am UTC (link)

Those words distracted Joshua a little and his expression brightened. "Really? Like Hunter?" He was obviously pleased by that comparison and his chest puffed a little with a sense of pride. He wanted to be intense and powerful and good. Finally, he relaxed again, Andrew knowing just what to say. With his head on the man's shoulder, he sighed and put the worry over his brothers out of his mind.

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	crucio 2010-03-13 06:21 am UTC (link)
	Andrew pressed a kiss to the top of Joshua's head before he finished up his meal. He laid back down on the couch beneath the covers, and he pulled Joshua down with him as a heavy yawn escaped him. It wasn't long before he drifted off to sleep, looking forward to the weekend and time alone he was going to get with Joshua. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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