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Iris West/Impulse ([info]catchmeifyoucan) wrote in [info]dc_nextgen,
@ 2010-10-20 00:19:00


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Entry tags:ash curry, dinah kord, goldstar, inactive - steve logan, inactive - vic dragon, iris west, jerry carr, mourning dove, npc - cerdian, plot - "time of troubles", team - teen titans, tyler darnell, will freeman

The hardest part is saying goodbye (open to any heroes that might be there)
The room lined with statues of Titans that given their lives to help others was something that Iris didn't set foot on a regular basis.

It wasn't that she had never been in it. It was just that she could never go in without feeling the urge to cry.

Today, that urge was especially strong.

Because the newest statue was one of her best friend.

Iris wished that she could go back in time. If she'd been there, she might have been able to help somehow. Maybe even help stop it. But Iris knew that wishing wasn't going to help anyone. It wasn't going to bring back Cait.

Right now, though, she was just trying not to cry. She had to be strong. For her teammates, for Ty. Especially for Ty. Her own tears would come later, when she would get away from everything.

"I'd like to thank you all for coming," Iris said to everyone that was gathered in the small space in front of Cait's statue.

She'd stood in the mirror and practiced what she was going to say countless times that morning. She always broke down in the middle. This time, she'd try to avoid that.


"I didn't know Cait for a long time," she said, "We didn't meet under the easiest of circumstances, and I had no idea that she'd become my best friend. I didn't know that in the short time that I knew her, she'd become almost like an older sister to me. I-" Iris's voice cracked, as she felt a huge knot form in her throat.

"D-death is something that we rarely see coming, especially in t-this line of work." She was not going to cry. She was not going to cry. "T-the best we can do is b-be there for each other and..." Iris didn't finish her sentence as the tears started to roll down her face, and words failed her.
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[info]bwa_ha_ha
2010-10-20 03:12 am UTC (link)
It was, honestly, something that Dinah had no mental preparation for. In-spite of the stories of the Bat-family, and what had happened to her mother and to Jason Todd, and even what had happened to Dan Garrett, in spite of the numerous records of all manner of heroes who had fallen fighting the good fight, in Dinah's mind, super-heroes simply didn't die.

That the hall here was filled with deceased Titans should have given immediate lie to that thought. Maybe that was why she never came down here.

Her thoughts turned to Riley, the boy she loved, and the risks they had taken together.

Her thoughts turned to the other Titans, and the numerous threats they'd walked away from with barely a scratch.

It wasn't right that it could end like this for one of them. Especially not while wielding the power of a god.

Dinah admitted that she had not been especially close to Cait, though they had been friends. But she'd known that Cait's greatest desire had simply been to be normal, to lead a life away from all this kind of thing. And Dinah? She'd scoffed as such notions of normal, wondered who would ever want to be that. Maybe if Cait had been normal, she'd still be alive.

Cait had already been a powerful Atlantean, with the power of a god inside her for the battle. If she could die under such circumstances... Dinah was human, mortal, without a power to her name, a handful of gadgets, acrobatics, and the Bug serving as her only shields against the forces of evil and darkness. If someone that powerful could die, what chance at all did she have?

She was too young for these kinds of thought. She was too much of a happy person, even under her slight bit of cynicism for these kinds of thoughts.

What the hell, world? Where's the justice? Where's the sense?

Life... wasn't supposed to work this way. Good was supposed to win, the bad guys were supposed to go to accept defeat gracefully, and everybody lived. Wasn't that how it worked?

What... what now?

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[info]boosted_gold
2010-10-20 03:24 am UTC (link)
Riley hadn't known Cait really, and the whole time travel thing had given him a little more perspective on mortality and death, but it was still a sad day. He didn't say anything to Dinah, just making a point to stay with her as she wandered the hall.

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[info]bwa_ha_ha
2010-10-20 09:30 pm UTC (link)
"It's not fair," she said, maybe talking more to herself. "This just isn't right."

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