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Lavinia Riddle ([info]lalavinia) wrote in [info]mudbloods,
@ 2013-03-08 19:13:00


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Lavinia really didn't understand all the drama that people invited into their lives. Merlin was always making himself miserable to try and please other people who hadn't ever really asked to be pleased in the first place, and she was getting tired of his hurt puppy face everytime Draco was around. Which was rather a lot. Their families were close and Merlin and Draco were supposed to be close and she was tired of wounded Merlin.

She walked into her brother's room, sitting on his bed. "Draco and his boyfriend broke up," she said. This had to cheer Merlin up. "They had a big, public falling out."


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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 01:07 am UTC (link)
Merlin only had a wounded look when Draco was around because he knew there was nothing he could do to fix what was going on between the two of them. He ran a hand through his hair when he saw his sister come in, knowing she was only going to give him grief.

"What do you want me to say?" Merlin asked as he looked back at his sister. "Draco is none of my concern anymore."

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 01:22 am UTC (link)
"If he's none of your concern, then you should stop feeling so sad about him dating people. I only told you about the break up because I thought it might cheer you up a bit," Lavinia told Merlin.

She reached up, ruffling his hair. "I don't know. Maybe I should be pointing out that he likes to date brunettes instead, because that's true."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 01:58 am UTC (link)
Merlin looked at his sister and sighed. She always thought she knew everything. In this case, she was right. But, he didn't have to admit to anything. She didn't need to know.

"I'm not gay." Merlin told her with a frown as he looked back at his sister.

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 02:05 am UTC (link)
Lavinia was pretty sure she did know everything. She was pretty smart. But she crossed her legs and settled in, determined to stay right where she was and talk with Merlin. "Okay, you're not gay," she agreed. "I don't think I'm straight."

She shrugged. "I mean, I'm not sure I'm a full-blown lesbian either, but I think I might go both ways."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 02:10 am UTC (link)
"I think that would be comforting for father to hear." Merlin told her with a shrug, looking her over. "I think he'd rather have a lesbian daughter who will never turn up pregnant at sixteen than a faggot son."

He flipped the page of the magazine he was reading. "Why are you telling me this?"

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 03:08 am UTC (link)
Lavinia have Merlin an unimpressed look. "What kind of homophobic bullshit is that?" she asked, punching his arm. "I'm telling you this because you're supposed to be my big brother and my best friend."

She flopped down beside him. "You used to tell me everything and now you just frown and sulk and frown and sulk and study."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 04:33 am UTC (link)
Merlin ran a hand through his hair. He did tell Lavinia everything for a while. But, then things had gotten complicated. He didn't want people to know what he was going through.

"Alright." Merlin looked down at her. "A few years ago, Draco and I made love. Just to get sex out of the way and to see what everyone was raving about. We did it a few more times. Kissed. Cuddled. And then Draco tried outting me at a party. And you know how Dad would feel about it. And I've spent the last two years trying to make myself straight."

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 04:35 am UTC (link)
"Dad wouldn't be thrilled about it, but it's not like he'd kick you out of the house or anything. Mum wouldn't let him if he tried. She'd probably throw him out instead," Lavinia said. "Dad would get over it."

She sighed. Sex just seemed like it made everything so complicated. Why did people bother? "So basically, you and Draco both fancy each other, but neither of you is willing to to admit it at this point?"

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 04:41 am UTC (link)
"I don't want to disappoint him." Merlin admitted after a moment, letting out a sigh. "He expects so much from me. It's just... I don't know. It's just not something I'm willing to do. I can fix my problem."

He looked at Lavinia. "I told him how I feel about him. He wasn't willing to wait for me."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 09:15 am UTC (link)
Casual trousers. Merlin wasn't even sure he had casual trousers. He chewed at his bottom lip and dug into his dresser to pull out a pair of denims that Evan had bought him for a Christmas.

"I have these. I've tried them on." Merlin told her, chewing at his bottom lip. "They're really tight and rub against my private parts."

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 09:20 am UTC (link)
"Yep, that's what jeans do," Lavinia said, waving a hand at Merlin. "Why do you think I like wearing leggings? But you're a boy and you can't do that, so put them on. I'm sure they look nice if they feel bad."

She turned away from him. "I won't peek. It would be even better if you had a t-shirt or something that just... wasn't something a politician would wear."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 09:23 am UTC (link)
Merlin didn't like the way she looked at his wardrobe. "At least I look nice all of the time. It's not my fault you like dressing like an overstuffed Teddy bear all the time."

He grabbed a black, v-necked tee from his dresser and changed into his close. He wiggled a bit and frowned, looking down at his denims. "How do people breathe in these?"

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 09:28 am UTC (link)
"Dressing like an overstuffed Teddy bear is comfortable." Lavinia turned when Merlin finished changing, raising her eyebrows. "Merlin, you look hot," she said. "Wear those. You'll have girls all over you."

She clapped her hands. "I refuse to let you change. I feel so strongly about your trousers that I'll even change into real pants for you."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 09:33 am UTC (link)
"You're a dolt." Merlin informed her with a laugh, slapping her bum. "Fine. We'll go out to whatever club it is that Pyxis likes so much and I'll hit on some girls or something."

He'd never wore clothes like this before and he felt so uncomfortable. "Go get dressed and we'll leave."

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 09:38 am UTC (link)
"You're a bitch," Lavinia said. "We're going to a pub, not a club. You're not ready for a club yet. Plus, you have to wear dresses and heels to clubs and I hate them. They're bullshit. I'll be right back."

She left the room and changed into jeans and a shirt that fit her properly and then came back to collect Merlin. "Let's go," she said. "Stop thinking about your jeans and you'll get used to them."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 09:53 am UTC (link)
Merlin walked into the pub and had a look around, grumbling to himself. People were already staring at him and that made him feel even more odd. He sighed to himself and ran a hand through his hair. "Where should we sit?"

"I don't know." Pyxis took a look around the pub, at some of the booths and at the bar. "Where do you want to sit, Darcy?"

Rowan had gotten a text from Pyxis telling him to meet her at a pub and to bring Draco. He didn't know why, but he'd agreed. "So." He looked up at his brother and smiled. "You need a good night out. Yeah?"

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[info]lalavinia
2013-03-09 10:02 am UTC (link)
"Let's get a booth," Darcy said, pointing to an empty one in the corner. "We can look at our options without being too on display." He looked down at his sister, grinning. "Unless display is your goal?" Darcy glanced at Merlin. "I'd say you were tolling, but you don't see comfortable."

"He's not," Lavinia said, patting Merlin's arm. "But we'll get him over his fear of being noticed. It just might take us a while to do it."

"Yeah," Draco said, running a hand through his hair. He hadn't been that into his ex, but still. Breaking up with people sucked. "I'm so tired of dating these boys. They're so annoying. I need someone older." Like Merlin, but he was annoying in his own way because he wouldn't admit he was gay to anyone but Draco.

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-03-09 09:44 pm UTC (link)
Draco smiled against Merlin's lips, kissing him back and wrapping his arms around the other boy. This was what he wanted. He made a soft noise against Merlin's lips.

Well, maybe snogging in a pub loo wasn't exactly what Draco wanted from Merlin, but he'd just broken up with his last boyfriend for not being Merlin enough and he was willing to compromise and take what he could get right now.

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 09:47 pm UTC (link)
Merlin was so happy when Draco started to kiss him back. He pressed him close to the wall, his hand dipping beneath Draco's shirt, fingers dancing over his skin as e pressed even closer.

"Don't stop talking to me ever again." He whispered, rocking against him again. "I need you, Draco. You have no idea how much I need you."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-03-09 09:50 pm UTC (link)
"It's not like I wanted to stop talking to you," Draco said, burying his fingers in Merlin's hair and pressing back against him. "I've missed you. You're my best friend. Pansy's great and everything, but she's no you."

He kissed Merlin again. "Show me how much you miss me. Please. I want to know."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 09:53 pm UTC (link)
Merlin made a soft noise against Draco's mouth. It felt so good to have him in his arms again, but now he didn't know what to do. They were in a pub together. A pub that was kind of dirty.

"Is there a back way out of this place?" Merlin asked. "I can get a hotel room for us. Somewhere a lot nicer than this."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-03-09 09:59 pm UTC (link)
A hotel room? Draco wanted to point out that they could just go back to his place because his parents all knew he was gay and didn't care, except his mother refused to let him ever marry a female. But that was just her being nice.

"I don't know if there's a back way. Probably through the kitchen," he said. "We could just leave. I'm sure the other won't mind. Just... text Lala and say we're trying to be friends again or something."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 10:19 pm UTC (link)
Merlin looked back down at Draco for a moment and sighed. "I just thought it would look less bad on the both of us if everyone couldn't see my erection through these trousers when we left."

He pulled out his phone and texted Lavinia. "And stop calling her Lala. She hates that."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-03-09 10:25 pm UTC (link)
Draco glanced down at Merlin's erection, making a soft sound. "There is that," he agreed, laughing and reaching down to rub Merlin through his trousers. "I could make it go away before we go get our hotel room."

He just wanted to be allowed to touch and to kiss and to do whatever he wanted to do to Merlin. Draco brushed their lips together again. "Rowan will be fine hanging out with Lavinia and the Lestranges. Let's go. I want you."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-03-09 10:33 pm UTC (link)
Merlin whimpered when Draco rubbed him through his trousers. "That's not fair. Stop it." He laughed and then leaned in, kissing Draco softly on the lips before he tugged him out of the loo and out of the pub entirely.

He got them a room quickly and led Draco into it, shutting the door behind him. "I need you so bad." He whispered, then pulled off his own shirt.

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