floral (floral) wrote in paddedrooms,
@ 2012-07-21 01:27:00

Pansy was groggy and sore. Her stomach kind of hurt and she didn't know what to do or how to move. But, she could see someone walking around her bed and could hear them do something. She opened one eye slowly and looked at the man moving around, checking the cords that were attached to her.

And that's when she remembered what happened. She made a miserable noise, eyes focusing on the orderly Luka. "What are you doing?" She asked, her voice sounding like Satan. "Just let me die."

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	floral 2012-07-21 03:17 am UTC (link)
	"I wasn't trying to scare you. I was trying to die." Pansy looked at the water for a moment, then sighed and turned so that her face was in the pillow. She closed her eyes, trying to smother herself for a moment before she looked back at Luka. "Shouldn't you be on the other floor?" She asked, her voice still quiet. "Aren't you more worried about Pyxis?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

draganov
2012-07-21 03:30 am UTC (link)

"I know what you were trying to do," Luka said. He sighed and reached out, brushing hair from Pansy's face. "Drink some water. It'll help you feel a little bit better. I promise."

He held the glass up to Pansy's lips and shrugged. "Pyxis will be okay. I asked to work here until they were sure you were stable. I'm the one who found you. I guess you can blame me for waking up."

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	floral 2012-07-21 03:50 am UTC (link)
	"Well. I hate you." Pansy informed him and sighed, taking a drink of the water. She closed her eyes for a moment as the water slid down into her belly and then grumbled. "I feel like I'm going to be sick." She told him quietly and then reached out to touch his hand. "I feel really alone in here. In this place." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

draganov
2012-07-21 04:34 am UTC (link)

"I'm here right now," Luka said, putting the glass of water down and touching her forehead. He leaned down and grabbed a bucket for her. "I have this for you, if you throw up. You'll be okay."

He sat back, running a hand through his hair. "If you feel lonely you're supposed to tell Walden or Snape about it. I thought you'd made friends with Draco. He doesn't really have friends."

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floral
2012-07-21 05:18 am UTC (link)

"The last thing I want to do is puke in front of the very attractive orderly." Pansy told him and then took a deep breath, her eyes slipping shut briefly before she told herself she needed to sit up.

She looked at Luka for a moment, holding onto her stomach. "They're never going to let me on the other floor again. I'm never going to get out of here. I was so stupid."

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draganov
2012-07-21 05:46 am UTC (link)

Luka laughed a little when Pansy called him attractive. "I've been puked on enough times that it doesn't phase me anymore," he promised her. "And usually it's by girls who aren't as pretty as you."

Luka shook his head. "You'd be surprised at what people over-come, Pansy. Before I started working here, I was depressed too. I used to play football professionally and I injured myself and ended my career. I thought it was all I had to live for, so... I ended up in a hospital like this. I came back from it. You can too. But right now you should probably concentrate on getting back to the second floor, which isn't even that hard. Luna had been up here before. Draco skipped a floor when he got here, did he tell you that? He went from the first floor all the way up here before he got put back in the second. Once Radley recovered enough to be mobile and not too fragile they put him on the second floor. If Luna, Draco, and Radley can do it, so can you. I promise."

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floral
2012-07-21 07:15 pm UTC (link)

Pansy liked that Luka called her pretty. She tucked a bit of hair behind her ear and smiled at him, then reached out and took his hand into her own. Other than Bill and Lucy, Luka was the first person to be nice to her since she'd gotten there.

"Do you really think that?" Pansy asked as her fingers brushed over his palm. "I want to get out of here. I don't have anything to look forward to when I do. I'm going to leave the man who put me here."

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draganov
2012-07-21 07:23 pm UTC (link)

"If you decide you really don't want to be with your boyfriend when you get out of here, then I think you have lots to look forward to," Luka told Pansy. "You have a whole world of possibilities. You can do whatever you want. You just have to figure out what that is."

He shrugged. "I thought I'd never find something other than football that made me feel like I had purpose in life, but I did. I got this job because I wanted to help people. I'm sure you'll think of something. I can help you if you want help with it." Luka was a bit worried about Pansy holding his hand, but she probably just needed someone to keep her steady right now.

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	floral 2012-07-21 07:33 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy did need someone to keep her steady. Mentally. Luka was there and he was being nice to her. She smiled softly at him and shrugged, resting back against her pillows. "I won't really have anywhere to go. My parents won't let me come home. I'll have to find a job." Pansy pointed out. "Maybe they'll put me in a half-way house." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	draganov 2012-07-21 07:39 pm UTC (link)
	"When you talk to Snape next you can ask him about it," Luka told Pansy. "The hospital has a lot of resources at its disposal. If you take advantage of them, they can really help you." Luka squeezed her hand gently. "Do you think you can try drinking a little more water?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy glanced at their hands and sighed softly. "I don't know. My stomach hurts already from the little bit of water I've already drank. Just.. don't try and make me eat anything." She ran a hand through her hair and then closed her eyes, letting go of Luka's hand. "I don't want to be here anymore." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	draganov 2012-07-21 07:53 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't want you to be here either," Luka told Pansy, leaving his hand where it was, even if she'd let go of it. "I want you to be out and healthy again. I'm not going to make you eat, don't worry." He looked her over for a moment. "Do you want to play a game? I can get checkers or chess. Or put in a video for you to watch." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 08:03 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't know." Pansy looked at the television in her room for a moment and sighed. She didn't know what she wanted to do. She had wanted to die. It had sounded like a good plan when she'd thought it through. "Will you watch it with me?" Pansy asked him quietly. "I don't want to be alone right now. At all." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

draganov
2012-07-21 08:07 pm UTC (link)

"Of course," Luka said, smiling at Pansy. He reached out and touched her hand for a moment. "I'm not going to leave you alone, don't worry." He was supposed to be watching her anyway, so he couldn't leave her alone. "What do you --" He stopped when there was a knock on the door and then a concerned looking man in an expensive suit walked in.

"Pansy?" Theodore Nott was at his fiancee's side quickly, taking her hand in his own. "I came as soon as the hospital would let me see you. I've been so worried."

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	floral 2012-07-21 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy tore her eyes from Luka to look at Theodore. What was he doing there? She stared at him blankly for a moment, looking him over, then touched the lapel of his suit. She smiled a tight smile at him. "What are you doing here, Theodore?" Pansy asked, letting her hand drop. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	draganov 2012-07-21 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	Theodore leaned in and brushed their lips together, kissing Pansy softly and then touching his cheek. "I came to see you," he said. "They told me you tried to kill yourself. I was devastated. I wanted to come right away, but they said I had to wait for you to recover enough for visitors." He ran his fingers through her hair. "I've been worried sick about you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

floral
2012-07-21 08:30 pm UTC (link)

"Why would you be worried about me?" Pansy asked as she stared coldly at Theodore. She turned her eyes away from him and shook her head, picking at her nails nervously. "You're the reason I'm in this place. The reason I feel like no one cares about me. You told me you loved me and then shoved me in a mental institution. How was I supposed to want to live after that?"

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	draganov 2012-07-21 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	"I do love you, Pansy. You're only here because you needed help." Theodore frowned a little, touching her hand. "You don't eat anything. You believe what your mother says about you being too fat. I just want you to be healthy before we get married. I only put you here because I love you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	"If you loved me, you would have helped me yourself." Pansy looked at Theodore, beginning to tear up. "You would have told me I was beautiful and that you loved me and that you wanted to help me yourself. But, instead, you made me someone else's problem so you didn't have to be around me." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	draganov 2012-07-21 08:48 pm UTC (link)
	"No, Pansy. I did tell you those things and you never believed me," Theodore said, shaking his head. "So I asked you about the hospital and I told you why I thought it was a good idea for you to get help here and you agreed with me. You're here because they have doctors who can help you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	floral 2012-07-21 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't want to be here anymore." Pansy told him and shook her head. She glanced at Luka and reached out, taking his hand. "Tell him I don't want to be here anymore. Tell him how crazy it's making me." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

draganov
2012-07-21 09:07 pm UTC (link)

"Are you her doctor?" Theo asked, looking Luka over. He doubted doctors had hair like that. He hoped they didn't here, anyway. He looked at Pansy. "I can't take you out until they say it's all right for you to be released from here. You have to get better before they let you go."

"I'm an orderly here," Luka told Theodore. "And I'm Pansy's friend. I'm not sure you thought about what you were doing before you put her in here."

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	floral 2012-07-21 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy looked at Theodore and started to cry. She reached up and covered her face with her hands and began to sob into them, unable to breathe. She thought she may be having a panic attack. "I just want to be loved." She told him. "And you shoved me in here." (Reply to this)(Parent)

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